
"Pa-papa." said the young man as he soared in shock, then passed away and approached his father with slow steps.
"Hi honey, do you miss papa, papa misses you so much, come here son." his papa softly as he spread his hands to the young man, with the intention that his son come to embrace him.
when he saw his papa in front of him, the man immediately embraced his papa stiff, between longing and also hate mixed into one . He was confused by his own feelings, he wanted to hate his father, but there seemed to be a force holding him back from hating him.
"Honey, how sad-" asked his father to his son, but not yet finished his words, the man first cut off his words.and the look on his face changed instantly, becoming cold, cold, and the anger that began to appear on his face.
"Why come back?" asked the man coldly.
"Kok nanyanya that, yes papa back because papa kangen same you dong, want let alone emang. hmm, you are now big huh, handsome, and definitely pinter, right?" he replied, patting the man's shoulder gently, then smiling at him.
"Right kangen?, time anyway?, not because of anything else?" asked the man while looking at his papa with an angry look that was also filled with question marks.
"Yes not dong, son, papa came home for you, papa kangen you.But you why the hell, why from earlier so to papa, you are not happy papa came home, do not miss papa?" asked his father confused by the question spoken by his only son, then he asked in his heart 'What has happened to his son?'
"So, papa all this time where to go, work?, work continues?, when papa ever had time for Kaesang, when papa ever asked me situation, never did, right, keep papa also has a promise to always go home once every two weeks, but in fact whatever, papa always reneges on the promise papa, papa always says tomorrow, tomorrow, and tomorrow, until I'm bored with it. now my life has begun to calm down with no papa, nor mama. But with the presence of papa here, papa has disturbed the calm I know not. I used to always wait for papa to come home, and look at me, hug me, then take me on a kayak road first. I miss papa, but papa never came home, papa never met me. hmm, now the affection, and miss me to papa already lost, and one thing papa must know, and one thing you must know, that IS I HATE PAPA." replied the man at length, while pouring out all his heart, and also the burden that was in his mind. Then after he finished saying so he went from there, then headed to his room while reaching for his school bag on the table of the living room, and left his papa alone there.
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In his dark room, illuminated only by a small lamp on the nightstand beside his bed, the man was sitting below, in front of his bed. He was pensive while imagining his childhood, which was still happy and complete. Then something happened that changed everything. Papa and his mother had officially divorced right in front of him, he was still very innocent at that time, and did not know what. He thought that his mother would only go on vacation, and would return soon, but in fact, she did not return. He was so lonely, there was no one he could talk to, and he complained, No one cares about him. Until his dear father also left him, because he was so focused on his job that there was never time for him.
"Why are you coming home?, why pa?!, why just now, papa know, I'm alone, lonely, and there's no one I can talk to. I miss you all, pa, ma, but do you miss me too?" after saying so, the man immediately got up from his seat, then went to take a picture of the family on his study table. He watched the photo for a while, then tears immediately dripped from his eyes. He missed the time, however, because his anger had peaked, without a second thought he immediately slammed the photo to the floor to shatter into pieces.
brack...
The sound of shards sounded so loud that to all corners of the room, the man stood staring, while still staring at the photo that had broken. He looked at her for a long time, and after he was satisfied, he immediately moved from there, and decided to sleep on his bed, still in uniform.The man lifted his thick blanket to the waist, then he tried to close both eyes. Until finally the man can fall asleep with a position tilted to the right, with his hands under his head, he was so slumbering. Maybe he wants to forget all his problems, and this is one way, which is by sleeping.
At this time the man, Kaesang suddenly woke up sleeping on the green grass under a shady tree, when he found out he was no longer in his room, he immediately woke up, and immediately woke up, then circulate his gaze in all directions, looking for someone, who might be able to help him. He remembered that he had fallen asleep on his comfortable bed, and why he had woken up under a tree, was this a dream?, perhaps. Then the man tried to walk forward while staring at the scene on his right and left. So beautiful, and so soothing to the eyes. This place is so beautiful, but also horrified if only he was here. He still walked forward, until a call from the back made him stop for a moment, 'Kayak familiar ya terribly the same voice...but who?, forget' then he immediately turned his body, 'Kayak very familiar ya this voice, facing back, a 35-year-old woman was standing three meters in front of him staring at him. The woman was wearing a white dress, with her hair unraveled by a boat, and also very beautiful.but when she saw the woman, the man immediately jumped in shock, and disbelief, because the woman, who was, a woman who he hated now, suddenly appeared in his dream, and left a question in his mind, 'Isn't she...?'
Seriate.