MY Lovely Story
Eps. 56

Joe An Arvadhafiose, Joe is the girl's first love. From the past, to the present and will never change. Renxa had always known it since they were kids, but she knew Joe wouldn't. He used to think that this would disappear over time, but he was wrong. His level of feeling for the man, however, changes as he grows older. He knows that this is wrong, it will never work. But no matter how hard he tried, the results would still be the same.

" ..." (swiping) Unknowingly, tears flowed down his cheeks. The more swift, until dripping in the hands and bed of the man. Renxa as much as possible to not make a sound and quickly wipe away her tears.

Renxa leaned slightly on the man's face, slowly raising Joe's head until he could remove the headband that was used by Joe earlier. He carefully lifted her up so that she would not wake the man. It didn't take long for him to let go of it, after it was done he lowered back carefully his head. Joe looks unperturbed and doesn't wake up because of it.

Renxa placed Joe's headband on the bedside table, so that the man could find it easily.

" ..." s."He looked at Joe once more and his heart shook again

I can't choose who will have my heart. If only man could choose whom he could love. Surely I'll never choose loe, Joe. That's certain..

But the truth is not what I expected. God put my heart on you, and I can't deny this. I repeatedly denied it, but.. What did I get? Nihil..I've tried to forget everything.I just want you to know it.

The girl's eyes let out the contents of her innermost heart back. Renxa touched the man's hair gently and rubbed it. He knew his tears had fallen, he rubbed them with his left hand repeatedly, but his tears were endless.

A few minutes into that position. Renxa tried to control her feelings and exhaled her breath. He started to stop rubbing the man's hair, he slowly got up from the bed. For once again he wanted to look at the man's face.

Renxa made sure her tears wouldn't come out again and she was fine. Renxa would pull the blanket under the man's feet. He intended to cover Joe's body, the man always fell asleep bare-chested. He always took off his top clothes when he was about to sleep, no matter what the man meant. As Renxa knows, Joe never had that habit when they were kids. However, this was the first time for Renxa to see the man's new habits.

Renxa bowed her body pulling the bed blanket. But.. Renxa felt something pull her robe/bedrobe firmly. Renxa couldn't help it, she fell right in front of the man's body. The girl's eyes were wide open as she could see the man's eyes that were still heavily closed with her. Renxa also felt the man's right hand under his waist.

Joe's right hand grabbed the girl's robe and pulled it so firmly that the girl's body was in his hands. Joe makes the girl's body approach her body, Joe starts leaning his forehead on the girl's forehead and smiling. His eyes were still closed, but he realized it. The man's left hand pulled the blanket that the girl had previously wanted to cover her body. He began to envelop the bodies of the two of them and he began to hug her tightly.

" ..." s."The girl's eyes could not blink as she felt her body this close to the man. Joe rested his forehead on his forehead, so he could see Joe's closed eyes up close.

I can't move. Joe..

He decided to close his eyes and try to keep his head down so as not to get too close to Joe's face. Both of Joe's hands completely locked his body under their covers.

" Why..you cry? " The first sentence the man whispered

" ..." (opens his eyes) Renxa is shocked to hear Joe's words. He thought, he did not make the slightest sound

" Did I. hurt you? So you cry in my room? " Joe brought the girl's body closer to his

" ..." (shut his mouth) The girl tried not to let out her tears again when the man was fully conscious. He closed his mouth with both hands and closed his eyes

Yes, you have hurt my heart. Just so you know, not only me but a lot of hearts you broke, Joe!

For a while Renxa tried to control her feelings and her breathing returned.

" ..." s."Joe slowly opened his eyes and looked at the girl who closed her eyes again

" Ka Joe, please put loe on and we're down. Everyone has prepared our lunch.." (opens his eyes) As much as possible he behaves like nothing happened

" Loe hasn't answered my question. Did I hurt you, before this? " The man looks very serious

" No, you never hurt me.. " He did not dare look into the man's eyes

" No, no one hurt me. Loe's sleeping, maybe it's a feeling you've got water dripping. I'm not crying at all.."

" ..." s."Joe took both his hands off the girl's body

Renxa immediately took off their blankets and stood up leaving the man's bed. He stood a little further away from the man and remained silent.

" uh.. " Joe looked at the girl and exhaled. He got up and sat down on the corner of his bed. He grabbed the shirt he had put originally on his bed.

" Why are you so stubborn? " Joe glanced at the girl and immediately put her shirt back on

" ..." s."He saw the man put his shirt back on and stood up. Joe slowly walked towards her

" Come.. said it should come down soon? Why are you even silent rich statue here? " Joe looked at the girl with a bang

" A. loe's hair. Tidy up for a second.. " He had noticed the man's disheveled hair coming back after waking up

" why? Isn't it you who messed up my hair?" (smiling) Joe walked past the girl with a smile on the corner of his lips

" ..." s."Renxa did not believe it, her mouth slightly opened wide hearing that from the man's mouth

He was awake by then..

Joe opened the door and left her alone. He turned around and walked after Joe.

" Step, wait-wait.. " He ran to get ahead of the man, he managed to make the man stop and looked at him flatly

" What's up? "

" Have you woken up when I started entering your room?" (raised his eyebrows)

" Hhm.Will you answer or not? " The man teased her and smiled. Joe takes another path that the girl has not blocked, he starts to get ahead of the girl

" What? What kind of answer is that? Joe, answer me correctly. " He ran a little to reach out to the man, somehow but Joe walked a lot faster than he did. Or maybe because Joe is much taller than him, then he can be that fast

" ..." s."Joe stopped and turned his body

" Uh.. " Renxa accidentally hit the man's body. Suddenly the man stopped as he ran.

His body almost fell into the man's chest. Joe grabbed the girl's right arm and held her back.

" Yes, I woke up when you started coming in and sitting next to me. Loe couldn't deny it, I felt it all, loe's touch.. " Joe looked into the girl's eyes and without hesitation said so

" ..."

" ..." s."Joe took off the girl's arm and turned around, walking away from the girl