
Ren looked at Alexa, the woman who usually always talk ketus and likes to make him angry now just silent with a blank look.
Ren decides to bring Alexa to his private apartment, he can not allow Alexa himself in his boarding place, seeing the state of Alexa like this really makes the world seem to collapse.
"He had severe shock and depression, or was called bipolar." Said the doctor Ren called to his apartment to check on Alexa.
"Bipolar disorder or depressive mania is a mental disorder that causes changes in mood, energy, activity level, concentration, and the ability to perform daily activities. Bipolar sufferers who previously felt very happy can suddenly turn out to be very sad and desperate." The doctor was obviously on Ren. "From now on often invite him to communicate and do things that can respond and make him happy even though it's a small thing, because such therapy will be faster for healing, he said, besides the medical environment around can also be very helpful."
Ren was just silent with his eyes staring at Alexa who was feeding rice into his mouth without expression, his heart ditching this all his fault that was too forcing his own will without thinking about how Alexa was.
"Okay doc, I'll do it." Ren smiled and escorted the doctor out of his apartment after thanking him.
Prang
The sound of the plate falling makes Ren immediately run towards his room, where he sees Alexa who screams in fear in the corner of the room.
"No, don't.!!" Alexa kept hysterical by covering both ears. His face was so frightened that it made him pale.
"Don't, don't touch me..!!" His words continued to flutter.
"Lexa.." Ren touches Alexa and is immediately jerked by her making Ren tumble backward.
"Go..!! don't touch me, go..!!" Her sharp eyes were full of hatred, Alexa looked at Ren with fiery fury.
"Darling, I'm sorry you.." Ren tried to speak softly, his eyes glazed at the state of Alexa like this.
This isn't the Alexa she knows, the Alexa she knows is a bitchy woman and likes to make her angry. And now Alexa in front of him is able to make his heart feel pain.
Ren grabs the medicine the doctor gave him, and gives Alexa a drink to calm the girl down.
After five minutes Alexa had looked calm, it was seen the girl was no longer rampaging or fussing.
"Break up, don't be afraid I'm here." Ren takes Alexa to his bed, Alexa just complies with silence.
"Sleep." Ren sits beside Alexa lying down, his left hand touching Alexa's hand, while his right hand is above Alexa's head to stroke her to fall asleep.
Today actually Ren there is an important meeting with the client, but seeing the condition of Alexa like this makes Ren can not bear to leave his own let alone all this happened because of him, he said, and Ren feels and must take responsibility.
His hands always stroked Alexa's head, making the girl slowly close her eyes to sleep.
Ren kissed Alexa on the forehead, staring at the girl's face for a moment with a chaotic feeling. She couldn't possibly let Alexa suffer like this, let alone this was her fault.
After making sure Alexa sleeps and justifies the blanket properly. Ren exited the room with his cell phone to contact someone.
"Hello Pah.."
After a serious talk with her papa, Ren returns to the room with Alexa lying down.
"I'm sorry I made you like this, believe me if I love you so much." Ren kissed Alexa again, and went to lie down next to the girl.
Let him do things that do not know Alexa will accept or not, which is clear he wants to be responsible and do the best for Alexa.
No matter what people are going to say, in reality they don't know how they feel.
Bimo who heard Ren's words from behind the phone, growled furiously. He could not believe what his son was saying. It's not like the son he knew, Ren has been so outrageous and brave.
Not denied if he feels angry and disappointed, but anyway all has already happened, and he can only support and advise if it is used.
"Niel, prepare the penghulu later tonight." Bimo told Daniel across the phone.
Bimo sighed, he got off the sofa and went to see someone.
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Ren smiled at Alexa who was sitting in front of the mirror, after cleaning herself. That woman is beautiful.
Approaching Alexa, Ren hugged her body from behind in a still-sitting position, and Ren slightly bent down.
"Prepare, tonight we're gonna get through this together." He closed his eyes, pressed his cheek against Alexa's cheek.
Alexa is silent, does not respond or make any movements. He was silent like a statue.
Ting.tong..ting..
The sound of the bell ringing, made Ren release his embrace. "Wait here maybe papa's coming." Say it by peeping Alexa's cheeks.
Ren came out to open the door that the bell had rang continuously, he knew who had come because his apartment no one knew except his family.
Clique
Bugh
Ren opened the door but was already met with a punch in his face.
"Bah."
Bugh
Bugh
Bugh
"It's already a reward, it's Ren's a favor." Sena who came along broke up her papa fight, although Ren did not reply but his sister was battered with a bruised face and the corner of her lips bleeding.
"You're outrageous Ren, why would you do that to a girl like Alexa? why!!" Bimo shouted loudly with his breath hunting his gaze sharply making Ren not dare to look at the papa.
Aaron helps Ren stand up, as his body is battered by his own papa.
Sena just stroked the papa's shoulder to calm down, her papa was carried away by emotions. How not emotion if the son has made the lives of children destroyed and until depression especially Alexa is an orphan girl, which should be protected.
"Sorry Ren Pah, Ren is wrong." He answered with a face full of regret. Ren is wrong and he deserves to be punished.
"My God, why did you give my son such an outrageous nature." Bimo rubbed his face rough, as the old man himself felt failed to educate. He who used to never play tricks on women or harass women now must accept if his son made a tantrum by harassing women, especially women to depression.
Ren just kept his head down, he did not dare to answer or say, when he saw his father was angry. From a small second indeed never saw the father angry like this. Bimo is a good parent, and an understanding mother. And only now do they see the anger of the papa with Ren who made a mistake.
Sena opened the door of the room that Alexa occupied, could Sena see if Alexa stood in front of a large window glass, which faced the afternoon sky, can see if Alexa was standing in front of the window glass, the view with the orange-colored sky is so good that it makes it feel at home standing there.
"The sky is beautiful." Said Sena who was standing next to Alexa, the woman who was pregnant was smiling looking at the beautiful afternoon sky.
Hearing the foreign voice Alexa turned her head, and Sena also turned her head smiling.
"Hay, we meet again." Sena extended her hand. "We haven't known you since you helped me back then." Sena said with a smile. Sena can see if both eyes of Alexa describe deep sadness, the woman is desperate and there is no purpose in life.
Alexa who heard him smiled faintly, and stretched out her hand to reply to Sena. "Sir Sen-a." He said with a disconnect at the end.
"You still remember my mother." Sena smiled happily. Alexa just nodded.
"It's good then, since we're going to be friends, then you have to be willing to talk to me." Sena is happy to welcome Alexa to be her family, regardless of Alexa's current condition. Even so they will still treat Alexa well to heal quickly and Ren does not continue to blame himself.
"Let's come with me, I'll apply makeup to make you look beautiful." Sena pulled Alexa's hand to follow him, they will indeed hold a simple marriage and there is only family, because the condition of Alexa is not possible so they do it with closed.
Ren who saw Alexa respond to the words of her brother, her heart throbbing pain, especially Alexa can smile even though it is faint and even make Ren's chest so tight.
'Why do you hate me Lexa.' Murmuring inwardly, Ren rubbed the corner of his wet eyes.
"Look, the good and cheerful girl used to be a girl with absolutely no purpose in life." Said Bimo who has also witnessed his daughter's interaction with Alexa. "His life was ruined, after you destroyed it. And even he couldn't accept his own circumstances." Bimo looked at his son as Ren wiped the corner of his eyes. Although seeing his son's face bruised and battered did not make him feel sorry, he felt sorry for Alexa.
"Thankfully he doesn't have a family, otherwise you might have run out and live behind bars, and it can't take away the trauma that Alexa feels." After saying that Bimo left when he got a message from Daniel if he had brought a penghulu and a witness for Alexa.
Ren who still saw Alexa in makeup by her brother just sighed. "I'll try to get you back to what you used to." He said before leaving to prepare himself.
The ijab kabul event went well, when Birendra Seno Bagaskara said it smoothly without a hitch. The event only attended by papa and Ren's brother-in-law, along with two witnesses and pak penghulu.
Alexa is not invited out, deliberately because it does not want to make Alexa more depressed to see and hear Ren say kabul ijab.
"Papa leave it all to you, be a good priest and husband to your wife, whatever Alexa's circumstances are your responsibility." Said Bimo gave advice to Ren, actually he did not have the heart to see his son marry Alexa with such circumstances, Bimo offered him treatment for Alexa abroad and after recovering they could get married. But it was Ren himself who disagreed because this was his fault, and he was the one who had to bear it and was responsible for the recovery of Alexa himself.
"Thank you, Ren promised to always be next to Alexa, no matter what, Ren wouldn't make a mistake a second time." He hugged the papa.
Actually, Ren's heart feels tight, he tries to be strong with the circumstances he chooses, Ren accepts his destiny if it has to be like this, Ren said, because he believes in the sincerity of caring for Alexa will gradually receive Alexa presence.
Sena who saw her sister like that shed tears, she also did not have the heart, but this is the consequence that her sister received the results of her actions.
"Darling don't be sad, we'll be sad." Aaron rubbed the arm of his wife who had been crying.
"May God make it easy for Ren to make Alexa back the way it used to be." Sena wiped her tears and her hands rubbed her round, distended stomach.
"Be assured that your sister must be able to get through all this." Aaron kissed Sena's head affectionately.
Aaron, who already knew the ins and outs of his wife's family, also felt sadness, from the mother who gave birth to his beloved wife, had struggled to give birth to his two children and ended up with God taking them.
Seeing his father-in-law is the type of faithful man until the end of life makes Aaron proud and also happy, because his father can keep both children to an adult body and find a life partner each, respectively, without involving others to complete their family life.
And now Ren who was faced with a living situation like this made him feel crowded.
God is just, by punishing someone with their mistakes, and God will not sleep if his servant is wronged. And all that God has planned something for those who do wrong.
Ren's apartment was quiet again, after papa and her brother came home, they had a chat and congratulated.
Ren went back into the room, he did not care if his living room messed up the rest of his event just now, because tomorrow morning there is a janitor who will come to clean.
Maybe from now on Ren will look for people who can stay in his apartment all day after he goes to the office all day, because leaving Alexa alone does not make him calm and Ren will find Alexa a friend to be in the apartment in order to keep an eye on his wife.
Looking at Alexa who was already lying on the mattress made Ren's lips curl up smiling.
Ten o'clock and his family came home nine nights, because he still wanted to spend time alone, Ren sat in a mini bar chair with a win companion, just to calm his mind.
"From now on we've become a married couple." Ren sat crouched down in front of Alexa who was lying on her side facing Ren.
His hand stroked Alexa's head gently. Ren looked at Alexa's sleeping face, a peaceful and calm face made Ren's heart rustle. Another if Alexa has opened her eyes, face and eye gaze Alexa makes her heart always throbbing pain.
"Sleep well my wife." Ren smiled and kissed Alexa's forehead, he went to clean himself, because Ren was still using a long-sleeved white shirt that he had rolled up, the shirt he used for his kabul ijab event earlier.
When Ren had entered and closed the door, Alexa's eyes opened, staring at a person's back before being lost behind the bathroom door.
Her tears trickled, for some reason her heart was so sad to find her married self. Although the man was responsible, but his heart still did not accept what the man did to him.