My Marriage Destiny's
Chapter 38 Explanation

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After thirty minutes...

" Rei's... " Call Melodi while hugging Reihan's field body.

" Hmmm... "

" What have we done? " Melody asked with a face that looked very innocent.

Then Reihan tried to look at Melodi's face and gave a thin smile to Melodi.

" Didn't you like it? "

Melodi's cheeks began to turn red, she began to drown her face in Reihan's arms.

" Rei's... " Melodi called Reihan back.

" Yes Melody..."

" Do you love me? " The melody question made Reihan surprised, Reihan still could not answer what the Melody asked.

Reihan does feel comfortable with Melody, but he cannot confirm his feelings for Melodi. Then Reihan positioned Melodi's body in order to face her.

" Mel..do you need an answer to your question? Is what has happened between us not enough to be the answer to your question? "

Melody looked at Reihan's face and then she clasped Reihan's hand.

" I'm not completely sure how I feel about Rei, but last night when we did, I started to think. And I don't want our marriage to end, I want to try to get to know you better Rei, but I have made sure that at this time I will give everything only to my husband, you Reihan. " Tell Melodi was still looking at Reihan very deeply.

Then Reihan hugged Melody again and kissed Melody's forehead gently. Currently Melodi and Reihan are very difficult to explain what feelings they are feeling for now.

Melody did not understand her current feelings, she was still immersed in her grief. But he also did not want to let the sadness run over him. He felt that what he was doing with Reihan was only a form of the outpouring of anger and sadness that he was experiencing right now.

Likewise with Reihan, Reihan does feel comfortable with Melody. Yet he also still felt he had not fully given his heart to Melody.

" Mel..may I ask you what really happened between you and Eros? And I also want you to tell me what really happened so you want to do a really stupid thing last night? Please answer my question. "

Reihan who was so curious about the truth of what Melodi actually hid all this time also finally dared himself to ask and ask Melodi to answer her question.

" I'm actually tired of everything that's happened in my life. All this time I've never met a man who could truly accept and love me like Eros did to me. Eros was the first man to treat me so special that I fell in love with him. At that time, Eros and I had intended to continue our relationship to a more serious level, but fate never sided with me. All that happiness suddenly disappeared after Eros and I found out about our parents' relationship. And finally Eros decided to end his relationship with me and he chose to sacrifice his happiness for his mama. At first I wanted to fight for everything, but Eros insisted on ending his relationship with me. Until the moment when oma talked about matchmaking and I accepted the match. " The melody suddenly stopped talking, her tears began to glow.

Then Melodi took a deep breath and resumed her story.

" When I wanted to forget it and accept the matchmaking of oma, when Eros began to change, I didn't know her anymore. He was a warm and tender-hearted man, yet all seemed to have vanished from Eros. Now Eros is becoming very arrogant and also stubborn. I really can't recognize him anymore. He even wanted my divorce and yours Rei, and what made my heart hurt more was.Papa and mama had just left me and Eros, but with his attitude now, he said, Eros asked me to go back to him. And I really can't accept any of that. I don't want this marriage to be ruined, I don't want to ruin my life any deeper, this suffering I feel is more than enough. And what breaks me even more is that when you question divorce...Reihan. At that time I could not think clearly. "

Melodi's tears came back, those bitter memories came back in her memories. He really felt bad and Melodi did not know what to do at that time.

" I'm sorry Mel.If you could have been more open to me earlier, maybe I wouldn't have misunderstood you Mel. " Reihan wiped away the tears that fell on Melody's cheek.

" You don't have to apologize Rei, it's not your fault, I just wasn't ready to tell you everything back then. It all really hurts for me. "

And all of a sudden...

Drtt..drtt...

Reihan's phone vibrated, Reihan looked at his phone screen and immediately picked up his phone. Reihan did not know who called him, as the number was not in Reihan's contact.

" Hey..."

" Rei.. Can we see you for a second? "

" Yura?? "

" Yes.this is me, sorry yes I changed the number and did not tell you Rei. "

" Yes..What is Ra? "

" There's something I want to tell Rei "

" now? "

" Yes, I'm waiting at the Warm and Cozy restaurant... "

" okay..."

Reihan also closed his phone, Melodi who had heard the name Yura was also a little jealous. But Melodi currently feels he has no right to ban Reihan. The melody had also not been able to fully open her heart to Reihan.

" Mel..I came out for a while.I'm sorry.I have to see Yura, there's something Yura wants to say. " Reihan also tells Melodi that he wants to see Yura.

Melody just nodded a little then she again lay down on top of her bed while covering her body with a blanket.

After Reihan cleans up, Reihan rushes to Yura and leaves Melodi alone in her apartment.

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Warm and cozy restaurant...

Reihan had arrived at the restaurant and immediately approached Yura who was waiting for him on one of the customer benches.

" What do you want to say, Ra? " Task Reihan while sitting on the bench facing Yura.

" Rei..about yesterday I asked you, I'm serious Rei..."

" What about? "

" Anything about your divorce with Melody. "

Reihan was silent, he did not know how he should explain it to Yura. Currently Reihan was in a dilemma, he did not want to hurt Yura's feelings as well as Melodic feelings.

" Why should we talk about divorce? I can't tell you yet Yura.and sorry, this is my wedding, I'm asking you for help.please appreciate every decision I'll make. "

" Didn't you love me Reihan anymore? "

" I don't know.That feeling was so foreign to me Ra. After your departure, I even forgot how to love, and I also forgot what it was like to be loved. "

" I'm sorry Rei, you know? I really wanted to be a fashion designer, and it was my dream Rei, I had to pursue that dream of mine. "

" I know Ra, but you should give an explanation when you want to go and achieve your dream. At that time you left without a word, and you just left me without any explanation. "

Yura was just bowed and she felt very sorry for leaving Reihan without a word at that time.