MY NAME IS RIO...
M E N G E N A N G M U
I will never end my tears
When I remember you
Maybe only you know
Why am I still alone to this day
Is there you miss me
Even though we are in a different world now
If it's still possible when I turn around, I'll wait for you
Let me keep it until I'm there
Calm yourself in peace
Remember my love you are invisible no more
But your love is eternal
Kerispatih's old song I still play a lot when I miss my late wife who left me 2 years ago.
Evangelista Daisy Mariska may you be there, dear. God loves you more, He doesn't want to see you for too long in pain.
After nearly 2 years of fighting Leukaemia. Eva had to go back to her lap.
Eva, who was still cheerful in her last days, was as if she did not feel the pain she had suffered to strengthen me who continued to accompany her.
2 Years of our marriage. I passed with Eva who had to move from one hospital to another.
3 Countries we visited for the recovery of my beloved wife.
6 Months before Eva died, Eva asked to return to Indonesia. Perhaps he already had a feeling that his illness was no longer possible to cure.
Eva might also think of me preferring to resign from my job to accompany her and keep her on medication.
I finally resigned my contract with Tania and Robin.
I was also given a penalty to pay a small amount of money.
But I took that risk for Eva's recovery. Eva eventually died peacefully. Her face was still beautiful in my eyes even though her beautiful hair had been exhausted due to the effects of chemotherapy she was living.
It didn't feel like Eva left me for 2 years.
Every day I think of him, his anger, his judes, even his swearing and swearing when I am angry with him, makes me miss him even more. When I was alone, I felt my loss to Eva was getting worse.
I am so grateful that I still have time to pour out all my love and affection while taking care of him.
"Gue kangen you, honey. Why the hell you go where I can't go, honey!"
Those words sometimes sound crazy, but they're the words I always say when I really feel bad about her.
Today Mama Wanda's birthday, she invited me to come to her house.
Since Eva and I came back to Indonesia.
Eva and I occupied Villa mama Wanda in Bali until Eva died. I also invited Mama Wanda to come.
As soon as I arrived, Mama Wanda welcomed me with a warm hug from a mother who had not seen her child for a long time. We spent only two days that day. Mama Wanda just wanted to talk to me on her birthday.
"Well, I'm sincere, Ma. But I haven't been able to forget Eva, Ma!" I answered while turning the glass in my hand.
"Eva apparently did not choose wrongly. Thankfully Eva does have a special place in your heart, Rii. But whatever it is, you have to move on, Rio! Hang out again like you used to, enjoy and make the most of your youth, Rio!"
I just smiled at my mother's advice while continuing to look at the wedding photos of me and Eva that mama put on the wall.
"Rio, actually mama invited you here because mama wanted to give this to you. These are all Eva's last wishes before she dies, which you must tell you!" Mama said, holding out a brown envelope.
I opened the brown envelope, when I saw the contents that turned out to be 2 home certificates and 3 sheets of bilyet deposits.
"What does mama mean?" I asked Mama Wanda.
"These are all the legacies Eva received from her father, who Eva now gives you. All those certificates are also named in your name, Rio."
"Sorry Ma, I can't accept any of this. Sorry, Ma!" My answer is to refuse Mama Wanda's gift.
Mama Wanda shed tears hearing my words just now. He offered the iPad that Eva used to use. He played a short Video Record. My tears spilled while watching the video footage.
"Honey, I hope you don't watch this video. Because when you watch this video, it means I'm not with you anymore, honey. I'm sure you won't accept my gift. Please accept this last gift. You have taken care of me wholeheartedly and spend all the money you have to do it and heal me. You really love me. You should accept my last gift. I don't want you to be hard after I die. I LOVE U SO MUCH, MY LOVE!" Mama Wanda hugged me who was crying sobbing while watching the video footage.
"Eva does know you very well, therefore she has prepared because she knows you will refuse the gift.
Therefore he prepared this video recording at the time when mama saw you guys in Bali at that time," recalls mama while stroking my hair.
"Rio can't accept this, Ma!" I said while wiping my wet face.
"Mama just delivered Eva's last will and trust, your wife, please accept Rio."
I didn't answer Mom's words, I played the video again. I tried to remember when the video Eva made. That night I stayed at Wanda's mom's house, a lot of things we talked about.
Especially the talk about Eva who never had an end of domas with mama that night.
After breakfast I went to Mama Wanda to visit my mom and dad. I promised him I would stay there again before returning to Bali.
Mom and Dad looked happy to see me coming. My two sisters were at school that afternoon, we were chatting in the middle room.
"How long have you been here, son? Just for a moment or..," Mom's question to me came to a halt as Papa held her hand. Papa hinted at mom to leave us both. My mom went to the kitchen to make tea.
"Are you okay, Rio?" Ask me when we were just the two of us.
"It's an ATM and a bankbook in my mom's name, your home sales money is all there, Rio!" Papa said after taking an envelope from his desk drawer in the middle room.
"Thank you, pa. All this papa keep it first, later Rio will take it if Rio need, pa!" I said as I stood and walked towards the wall hanging a large photo of Me and Eva when they got married yesterday. Without me knowing papa was already holding my shoulder and standing next to me.
"You're patient, son. He's in the best place!" Said papa while patting me on the shoulder.
"Yes, pa. Thanks, pa!" I answered with a trembling voice. Then my mom came with a warm drink and a snack. The three of us went back to talking.
"Rio's going to college again, pa. But still do not know where to take college," I said when my father asked me what my plans for the near future.
"Papa and Mama will always support you, Rio!" Papa and mama together.
After I entered my room.
I opened the brown envelope from Mama Wanda when I was alone in my room. I took out all the envelopes. 2 Certificate of Home that has been named my name. His papa house Eva and Villa, which I occupied while caring for Eva, was turned out to be in my name with Eva's approval. I saw again the contents of the other envelope, it turns out that it contains 3 billion deposits, each of which is worth 10 billion. I came back crying, what's the point of it all now that Eva's not there beside me! That night I cried all night. I recall my fond memories of being with Eva.
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