My.Nation-A
Chapter = Hidden Wish.
...Chapter 07 \= Desire Submerged....
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The day is getting late, the second the wall clock is getting clear. After Aliesha's wound was treated, and finished the film that had not been watched, finally Aliesha and Naiya decided to go to sleep in their respective rooms.
“ tick. tick.. ”
“ Aliesha... You have to promise mama huh? later, if the time comes mama die— ”
“ mama can't say that! mama will continue to be beside Aliesha until old Aliesha! we die together, ma.. ”
“ enough Aliesha. mama is old. mama also will not be able to continue to exist beside you. You have to find a companion who can love you completely. he must be able to change the position of the mother beside you.he must promise to always protect you. ”
“ but.. Aliesha has a mom that's enough.. ”
“ Aliesha... dengerin mom..! the only way you can do it for mama now.you have to find a surrogate life partner for mama! if you think so, mama so calm for ninggalin you. mama no longer need to worry who will take care of you if mama is not there. ”
“ ma.. ”
“ mama sure..you will meet a man who wants to love you completely.and that person must come to you someday. ”
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“ Degg!! ”
“ tick. tick.. ”
“ haaahhh.. ”
“ again?? goddamnit!!! ” ketus Aliesha grumbling.
Aliesha got up and leaned her body on the bed. Rubbed his face so frustrated. Again Aliesha had to wake up from remembering something about her past.
Aliesha has been frustrated enough after so many years of living like this since everything she has is gone. It should have all passed as time went on, but somehow it still felt painful.
Aliesha was silent. The memories of the past that disturbed him earlier seemed different. Aliesha is usually plagued with memories of her father or uncle. This time it was about her mother. Aliesha felt her mother was actually present in her sleep tonight, conveying the same thing as in the past.
“ huh.... ”
“ what is the use of a life companion? I can live alone.. ”
“ all men make me the same! it makes no difference! what do you believe in them? if your own mother's husband is the same as her bed??!! ”
“ cih!!! such a nasty dog can never be a father!!! you dick!!! ”
“ mama do not have to worry. I can take care of myself. I will not need a companion life. mama rest just there a quiet. ”
“ maybe make now not. but look at it later, you will certainly be the same talk you yourself. ”
“ uh...?? Na—Naiya?! ”
Aliesha looked surprised and astonished to see Naiya who was lying asleep behind her. But strangely enough, somehow Aliesha could be completely unaware of the existence of Naiya beside her.
“ haahh... I ingetin once again the same lo. lo never pretentious do not need the same men. provided you know, there is a time you will realize, you will realize, if you need someone beside you. ” said Naiya without waking from his sleep.
“ will never. ”
“ think carefully what mama lo said. What mama lo said is definitely the best advice for you! ”
“ cih! what use?! ”
“ humans will never be able to live alone, and I also will not continue to be on the side of lo. inget it is good! ”
“ oiya... In my room there was a cockroach, I could not sleep quietly because of the insect curse! so I moved into your room. gapapa right? bye, I sleep first.lo don't curse mulu! I can't sleep knowing! bay. ” said Naiya and went back to sleep.
Aliesha was silent for a while, but a few minutes later Aliesha no longer cared about what Naiya said. Aliesha came out of her room and went to the kitchen.
Arriving in the kitchen, Aliesha took tea with food and brewed it with hot water.
Aliesha had no intention of returning to her room. Because if Aliesha had woken up in the middle of her sleep, it would be difficult for Aliesha to fall back asleep even if it was forced.
Aliesha went to the television room and sat herself on the couch.
“ sluurrpp.. ”
“ hmm.. less sweet. ” muttered Aliesha stared fixedly at the cup containing red tea in her hand.
Staring at the tea that was so calm in her cup, Aliesha felt her anxiety slightly lessened. Although Aliesha still remembered what her mother had said and what Naiya had just said.
Aliesha can't be sure what her mother and best friend are talking about men. According to Aliesha, her mother and best friend were wrong when it came to judging men.
Judging from what has happened so far in Aliesha's life, and see the destiny of romance himself and also Naiya. Makes Aliesha believe that all men are equal.
Those who came were not invited, and left without saying goodbye. Those who hurt without understanding the feelings they hurt. There was nothing else that could make Aliesha believe in those so-called 'men '.
“ which men can protect me? which man can love me completely? which man do you mean??!! ”
“ I will no longer be able to trust them! ”
Aliesha took a deep breath and then exhaled strongly. Trying to calm his own mood. Aliesha took a sip of warm tea back in her hand.
“ anyway.... Does it exist, the man that mama said it was? ” muttered Aliesha with a lethargic face. “ hah. impossible. ” she continued.
Aliesha put her tea cup on the table. Right next to the ancient book from the old crate. Aliesha was a little surprised the book was still there. Aliesha forgot to keep the book in her room. After storing the crate into the warehouse, Aliesha immediately went to sleep and forgot her book.
Aliesha grabbed the book and opened the page that was covered with blood from the wound in her hand. And it turned out that his blood was clearly there, looking so red and dry. But Aliesha didn't care about that at all.
Aliesha opened the book on the first page and put it back on the table. Then get up from his seat and go to the closet under the television. Aliesha took out a pen that was already available in there and sat back down.
For some reason, Aliesha wanted to write something open that. Slowly, he began to put one letter at a time on the page. Trying to write a wish in the depths of his heart. Although Aliesha probably knew that it was impossible, at least Aliesha had said it on paper.
On that page, Aliesha writes about the Euphoria world of her dreams, and one thing about a man of her dreams.
Yes, Aliesha is still an ordinary woman in general. Aliesha is also a human being, who has dreams and even is typical of her own dreams. But Aliesha realized that it could not exist in this real world. Even so, Aliesha will only keep her dream deep in her heart.
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...“ men who no longer leave without saying goodbye. men who no longer give wounds. men who no longer make me back hung back in the same hole. and the man who is willing to give love without selflessness in his heart. ”...
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...To be continued... »...