My One Billion Girl
Chapter 82 Two sides

The ocean monologues itself in his heart. Arguments are fought between two different sides, two sides between the good and the bad. Both express different views.

"No. You can't take that chance he thinks is gold, you have to remember! if this girl is still a saint and you marry her just because you have to, because of the people who suspect and do not want you to do something indecent, just because there is one roof." Say one side again.

"But he's kosher to you, it's only natural that you touch him. Fondle her, treat her like a wife to you. Admit it bro. If your junior responds well to this girl's presence." Add the first whisper.

"Don't! Sam's. You must remember with your own words, that you will never touch this innocent girl. He's not your type Sam, not your level. So don't desecrate him? pity me! keep your ego." Connect one side again.

"Alah .. to hell with the talk. Fuck the promise! let alone the halal, which is not halal only if there is an opportunity like this in pepet continues. Don't be in vain, bro. Mubazir, especially on a night like this, cold bro. Delicious to combine love," continues the first proposal.

"Hold, you can definitely hold back, at least until you're sure you love this girl, don't hurt her bro. He's the son of a man with feelings, not a puppet! If you take her chastity now, continue to get pregnant? what about your lover?"

Just keep pushing for the urge to do something, haunting and disturbing the heart and mind of the Ocean at this time.

Slowly, Ocean's hand moved back the embrace. His fingers hesitantly stroked Rasya's long, wavy hair, then his nose smelled the smell of the hair shampoo he chose at that time.

Rasya felt so comfortable, calm. Feeling protected was in the arms of the man, but in the end Rasya released his embrace. After a long sound of lightning was not heard anymore and the rain seemed to have subsided.

"Sorry, Mister?" rasya muttered after moving away from the gawking Ocean.

"Are you afraid of lightning or just want to hug me?" ask Samudra with a slightly vibrating tone of voice. There was a hint of disappointment in his heart for what was it?

Rasya's beautiful eyes glared perfectly. "Ih .. If you are not afraid? what are your hugs, there is no job! who the hell wants to hug a jutek man, his fierce etc. Iih .." said Rasya while shuddering.

"Alah .. just reason. The evidence is comfortable, right? calm right?" accuse the Ocean without digesting his talk first.

"You, yourself, why hold my hand? stroking my hair? he said he wouldn't touch me? why don't you let me go ha?" rasha asked excitedly and slightly thrusting her face forward.

A sea of confusion and not knowing what to say?

"I feel sorry for you. It's really bad that I let you go, when you're scared and need someone at times like that." Ocean pretext.

"Aish .. Is that so? real timing? tell me you're looking for a chance at narrowness?" said Rasya did not want to lose while showing his teeth lined up white.

Samudra stared dislikefully at Rasya's words just now, then he turned to the makeup mirror in the room, then turned his eyes back to Rasya.

"You try to reflect, the mirror Segede Gaba. Agape! are you nothing compared to my future wife? Karin's." The ocean pointed towards Rasya no matter it hurt Rasya.

Degh's!

"I realize. Enough to know myself, if I am not comparable to your lover, even though I am nothing compared to him! I'm sober. But at least I'm your wife at the moment" Rasya said as she swallowed her saliva, which was hard to swallow.

"You're my wife right now, yeah. But not later! after I married my lover, Karin-"

"Why? why don't you let me go now? there's no need to wait until later or already marry her!" rasya's voice shook. Cutting the word Ocean.

The ocean stood up while folding its hands on its chest, its gaze towards Rasya. "Hi .. Did you forget? that you owe me so much? and it won't pay off with your work for me for years though, is it nice to ask me to just let you go? still mending also here you can eat well, live well. Nice clothes! expensively. Especially ha?"

Rasya lowered his head, with tears unwelcomely pouring down his lap.

"You think about it. Can you pay my money? You forget how hard it is to live with your family in the village? eat hard, especially nice and expensive clothes! that's what you told me, to Ubai. Forgot that ha? is there anyone there who respects you? any gibberish? who appreciates you? you're on sale, in a pawn. And until now there's not your family looking around, is there?" said Samudra while moving his hand towards Rasya.

Rasya shook his head, and the Ocean one said it was true. It is so, but why when Samudra calls his lover only Rasya's heart hurts. It was as tight as this chest in the snapped Ocean by comparing itself to other women. Thats problem.

Seeing both of Rasya's shoulders tremble, resisting the cries. Down while crying. The ocean went awry and made him feel a little guilty.

"Em ..m ... I-I mean, just want you to remember that you used to be tough, and now you're here living a good life, grateful for this." The ocean lowered its tone more softly.

Rasya just fell silent without a word. His clasped hands played his fingers, his shoulders trembled, sounding a little sobbing.

The ocean approached Rasya's bed back, sitting near Rasya. It was so sad to see him cry. Trying to touch Rasya's palm, but Rasya dodged and stayed away from the position of the Ocean.

"You really why are you crying?" ask the Ocean in a low voice.

Rasya. Occasionally throwing his snot with the tissue he took from the drawer, his face remained lowered. Hiding his wet face.

"Hi .. Why are you crying?" resetting the Ocean while again approaching to the point that Rasya pushed to the edge.

Rasya turned his head, staring fixedly, staring at the two Netra Ocean as if wanting to penetrate to his depths.

"Where am I not crying? you keep scolding me? I'll be sad. You've been getting mean to me for a long time, feeling nothing." Rasya voice raucous while crying ....

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