
Be patient and patient in dealing with all the problems in our lives, never give up. Never give up hope that all that has been arranged .
Crying, laughter all we have to live with patience.
It all depends on ourselves, we want to give up and lose with the circumstances that befall us, or want to fight and win all the obstacles that exist.
Struggling for the happiness of the reward of all our struggles, happiness awaits us to achieve.
Life is like a wheel that continues to spin sometimes the wheel is above and sometimes is below.
Keep circling around our lives.
Happiness and sadness alternately, make gratitude for what we experience as the basis of struggle.
When we are above or below, we are always grateful.
When we are happy or sad, we are always grateful.
Being grateful for what we have doesn't matter what they have.
All there is a measure of its own, rest assured All will be beautiful in the end.
Nandira had made it through her difficult time, where she was in a very bad state at that time,
Gratitude for the presence of the fetus in his womb, even without his wishes, without knowing who the fetus is growing and developing in his body. He loved and cared for her with all his heart until the baby was born and was the beginning of his happiness.
Nandira never thought that children who are born have intelligence compared to other children. Her twins have a genius that can bring her the happiness she lost.
The birth of Zidan and Shahidah was able to restore the happiness Nandira had lost from him, helping her mother out of the trials she was facing.
Help turn the wheels of his mother's life to the top as he is feeling right now.
Nandira enjoys her first visit after being honest with Them all If Zidan and Syahidah are part of the Rafiz family, the children and grandchildren of this family.
Nandira did not expect that if her two children were very welcome in her Papa's family, her grandparents loved her very much.
Although they only know that Zidan and Syahidah are the grandchildren of his womb, but the parents of Rafiz look very fond of them like they have been together for a long time.
Nandira stood on the porch of the house staring at her children returning to play with the animals and this time they were accompanied by her grandparents, looking very happy to make Nandira keep smiling seeing their closeness.
"Can I ask you something ?" asked Rafiz, who approached Nandira and stood beside her.
"Ask, what do you want to ask?" tanya Nandira turned to look at Rafiz who was standing next to her.
Rafiz looked straight ahead, looking at the scene that was very soothing to his heart. Where both parents who have often quarreled now look happy to play with their grandchildren.
Rafiz was speechless, Nandira kept staring at him waiting for the question of what to ask.
"What do you want to ask?" nandira asked, now he turned to face Rafiz.
"What did you experience while you were pregnant with them, I heard that moment coincided with the loss of both of your parents?!" rafiz looked at Nandira.
"Hmmm, you were right that time after coming home from Bali I faced a very hard reality, both my parents died. After that I lost all my family possessions, lost my fiancee. that time she was the only one I expected but she also hurt me.
After getting out of it all I got back to the ordeal of their presence, it all made me feel down again. Do you know, when I first found out that if they were in my womb I once decided to abort them, I didn't want to take care of them. At that time I was really alone I didn't know if I could take care of them or not. At that time living for myself alone I was in trouble I was afraid I could not give them a decent life" said Nandira remembering the difficult times.
Nandira looked at Zidan and Shahidah who were laughing happily. He also smiled widely even though his eyes were in tears.
Rafiz looked at Nandira's face, he could see that Nandira was still in pain while recalling those times.
"I am grateful that day I decided to keep them in my womb. That time was very difficult for me to survive alone with them in my womb." said Nandira paused and wasted her rough breathing trying to keep smiling.
"But I don't remember wanting to remember it anymore, maybe if I did it then maybe I'm still living alone in this world. I'm so glad they're with me right now" Nandira looked at Rafiz and wiped away the tears that had dripped .
"It's not entirely your fault either, I entered your room wrongly. Nandira looked back at her children.
"Why did you get into the wrong room that day?" asked Rafiz who just remembered the incident.
"My room was near your room, that day I just felt strange in my body. I just want to get to my room quickly. I didn't know it was your room, but I got the wrong room. I realized it after I woke up in the morning and saw you sleeping next to me" Nandira said.
"Didn't you know you were on drugs at the time?" ask Rafiz.
"The effect of medicine ?!" tanya Nandira did not understand what Rafiz meant.
"Yes, it looks like someone has given you medicine so you don't even realize you're enjoying our night" Rafiz said.
"what medicine?" tanya Nandira turned her face back to the children, hearing Rafiz's words made her remember the events of that night.
Although vague but he still wants the incident that night is very embarrassing if discussed.
"It's a kind of passion-generating drug, if you drink it you'll keep on getting excited until you reach your release" Rafiz explained.
"Why can I take that medicine?" tanya Nandira tries to remember what she did that night.
"Where have you been before?!" ask Rafiz.
"I was just with my fiance Riko and her friends" replied Nandira.
"Maybe it was your fiance who gave you the drink!"
Nandira was silent, Iya just remembered that night Riko kept seducing him to sleep in his room.
"Is it possible that Riko gave it to me" Nandira murmured.
"Have you been in contact with your fiance for a long time ?" ask Rafiz.
"Yes, we've been in a relationship for a few years. I'm just waiting to finish college before we get married."
"Well, '" Rafiz laughed.
"Why are you laughing?, what's funny?" ask Nandira.
"It looks like your fiance is impatient to spend the first night with you, so he gave you the medicine. But I salute you guys, you've been dating for a long time and you're all grown up but you've never had more of a relationship than a date" Rafiz said.
"Of course, I've always kept my honor.
even though we've been dating and are getting married soon, it still can't be done."
"It looks like I should thank her for sending you to me that night, what if you went to another room!"Rafiz.
"If I go to another room maybe I won't get pregnant and still be holy until now," Nandira's annoyance passed leaving Rafiz who kept laughing.
Nandira joined her children.
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