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Bimo's facial expression that heard Sasa's question, can be seen Ajeng if Bimo will give a rejection answer aka the word no to Sasa.

“Sasa...” greet Ajeng by crouching beside Bimo. “Sasa if you want to bobok same aunt, may... Whenever Sasa wants, aunty must be there for Sasa nemenin bobok,” explained Ajeng with his smile. Ajeng's lips that burst the fun made Bimo not like it.

“Thank you mommy..!” sasa reply. He grabbed Ajeng's shoulder to hug. Ajeng's face was showered with ciu man by Sasa. “Mommy... mommy will be mommy Sasa forever right...? Grandma said, we can stay forever also at the daddy house in Jogja,” chirped Sasa.

The figure of a middle-aged woman who once told Ajeng to call with the name of mama, it crossed Ajeng's mind. Ms. Clara was very warm before the argument on the day of application. But after the dispute, the warm attitude of Ms. Clara disappeared. Even Clara's own mother who snapped Ajeng not to call him by the name of mama.

“Sasa... But your grandma..”.

“Ajeng..” Sela Bimo's. Bimo grabs one of Ajeng and Sasa's hands to be put together with him. “The three of us will always be together. Want to stay in Jogja, here, or anywhere, we will always be together,” explained Bimo. His eyes looked in – in Ajeng and Sasa's eyes to convince the two women. “Dan... from now on, I'm the same Sasa just want to hear a mommy call...not aunt Ana or Ajeng anymore,” said Bimo staring at Ajeng.

Sasa was getting more and more happy to hear his daddy's words.

“Yeah... There is no aunt Ana again, the presence of mommy Ana...” continued Sasa with a happy smile. He embraced Ajeng and Bimo to be hugged together.

Ajeng gently rubbed Sasa's back while glancing at Bimo who also turned her head from behind Sasa's head. Although Ajeng has been set to be Sasa's mommy forever, but Ajeng is still not sure it will go according to Bimo and Sasa's request.  The figure of Clara's mother still haunts Ajeng. Bimo has not married her yet.

“Sasa...” greet Bimo by encasing the face of Sasa. “Sana Sasa's textbooks in the bag are laid out on Sasa's room table. After that we will go to the mall to shop for cooking class ingredients for tomorrow,” pinta Bimo.

Sasa immediately headed to his room to organize his textbooks. Stay Ajeng who stands before Bimo at this time.

“There are you thinking, mommy?” ask Bimo. Ajeng's face that looks confused makes Bimo ask – ask.

“Don't call me that. I let Sasa call me mommy because I don't want to make her sad,” Ajeng replied. “I'm not who – who you are, Bim!”

That line of explanation was deeply disliked by Bimo.

“Ajeng..” Bimo held both Ajeng's arms. He looked at that beautiful face with patience. “If marrying you is as easy as turning the palm of a hand, I will marry you right now. But you know the core of our problem?” Bimo started hugging Ajeng. He pulled out Ajeng's hair and inhaled the scent of the hair. “Patience a little more. I'm sure our struggle will not be in vain – this time,” said Bimo who then rubbed Ajeng's stomach.

The scene of Bimo wiping the stomach was apparently seen by Sasa. The little boy's mind floated – kites remembering his grandmama's words that he would be given a baby sister.

“Daddy... In mommy's stomach is little sister Sasa huh?” ask Sasa.

Bimo really hopes that can happen. He grabbed Sasa's hand to hold Ajeng's stomach as well.

“Daddy same mommy really hope in your mommy's stomach there's little baby. Unfortunately, the little baby does not exist yet.  Sasa want to have a baby sister?” bimo asked while moving Sasa's hand in Ajeng's stomach. Sasa nodded – nodding by dividing his gaze seeing Ajeng and Bimo. “If Sasa wants to have a baby sister, Sasa must pray that mommy's stomach will soon be filled with baby sister

“Yeah! Sasa wants to have a little sister. If so Sasa will pray every day so that mommy's stomach will soon be filled with baby sister,” timpal Sasa. He not only caressed – elus Ajeng's stomach, but also hugged Ajeng's stomach.

The simple sentence that came out from Sasa's small lips made Ajeng moved. 5 Years ago he and Bimo tried to maximally so that there is a fetus that can grow. But it turns out their efforts have not been fruitful. Even on the day of the application must fall apart because of Jesslyn. But now the presence of Jesslyn's child actually gives its own meaning to Ajeng. Could this be the definition of learning to love and love the property of others?

“Sasa..” Ajeng grabs Sasa's body into his carrier. “Thank you already want to pray'in mommy so you can love sister for Sasa,” said Ajeng with his smile. “Love you my little princess..” said Ajeng sincerely.

That loving sentence made Sasa even more fond of Ajeng.

“Love you too mommy..” Reply Sasa.

Seeing the familiarity of Ajeng and Sasa made Bimo embrace and hold the two women he loved. Bimo meme cup kepla Ajeng and Sasa alternately.

“Love you, baby..” whispered Bimo by looking into Ajeng's eyes.

Although there was still no reply from the sentence he said to Ajeng, Bimo did not feel upset. The sentence from Ajeng's lips that called himself ‘mommy’ for Sasa, was enough as proof that Ajeng received it back.

“Let's go we go to the mall buy ingredients for cooking class tomorrow!” bring Sasa.

The three of them went to buy a lot of groceries. It is not just a cooking class. But also stock food for the apartment.

Not to forget also Bimo told Ajeng and Sasa to buy clothes so that they can be used in the apartment. Including for himself.

“Mommy again find what clothes?” ask Sasa. His eyes looked at the models around him.

“Mommy again looking for clothes to sleep with Sasa tonight,” Ajeng replied.

Ajeng made surprised by the clothing model selected by Sasa. The little boy was very attentive with his sister-to-be who was not sure there in Ajeng's stomach. But the dress model that Sasa chose was unfortunately not in accordance with what Ajeng was looking for.

“Emm. But mommy wants a model with pants. Let warm,” clear Ajeng.

“Do not model mommy pants! Pity later sister Sasa keikat wear a color wrinkle strap from pants.” timpal Sasa. He still insists on his opinion. “If mommy wants to let warm will be able to use a blanket as well... The ac can also be turned off..” explained Sasa. “Or mommy want Sasa find long sleep dress?” ask Sasa.

“Sasa... belly mommy will not why napa if wear pants,” timpal Ajeng.

“No! Mommy can't hurt baby sister Sasa! Mommy should wear a dress... Let mommy's stomach not be tied..” continued Sasa make Ajeng resigned following the request of the little boy.

Sasa immediately asked the shopkeeper to find the model of nightgown he wanted.  But apparently the model of nightgown she was looking for did not exist.

Seeing the spirit of Sasa keeping his stomach untouched by the drawstring of his pants, Ajeng was quite touched by the efforts of the little boy.

“Ya already... mommy wear a nightgown choice Sasa just now. That was good too, kok,” said Ajeng. He did not want to make Sasa sad.

“Hihii...”.Sasa hugged Ajeng again because his choice would be used Ajeng. “Later Sasa hugs mommy if mommy is cold.” Sasa said.

After spending a few hours shopping, they returned to the apartment. Sasa was unceasingly chattering.

“Tommy Tops accompany Sasa for cooking class right?” sasa asked while he was busy eating snacks.

“Iya...  Tomorrow mommy also accompany Bunga for cooking class,” Ajeng replied while looking at Sasa who was sitting behind his car seat.

“Hem...? The flower has its mother... How many flowers are dear anyway?”Sasa began to complain because he felt Ajeng's affection should be shared with Flowers.

“Sayang... Smart children can not sulk or jealous-jealous so dong.” Ajeng pulled Sasa's hand so that the child could be held. “Tomorrow your cooking class clock is the same flower... Mommy must accompany Bunga also because his mother Bunga again pregnant big. But later mommy will try to help Sasa more when cooking class starts,” explained Ajeng carefully.

“Ajeng, exactly who is Bunga?” ask Bimo while driving a minibus.

“He's his son Desi,” Ajeng replied.

Bimo did not expect, apparently in these 5 years there have been many things that he has missed. Even her brother Ajeng is now pregnant again.

“If Sasa wants, tomorrow daddy can also join for cooking class event. Anyway daddy also has asked teacher Sasa to move cooking class hours so that tomorrow daddy can accompany Sasa, ” said Bimo who then pinched Sasa's cheek.

Sasa's sad face was cheerful again. This time he really felt noticed by Bimo and Ajeng.

Soon after, they arrived at the apartment. Ajeng arranged the groceries with Sasa. Meanwhile, Bimo was busy with work.

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The next night after dinner, Sasa asked Ajeng to put on his boob. Sasa was used to sleeping by himself. But Ajeng's presence makes him spoiled. He wanted to feel what he knew from his friends' stories when he slept with his mother.

“Emang if Bunga sleeps with mommy, Bunga's ass is also hit like gini?” tanya Sasa looked into Ajeng's eyes.

Ajeng slightly chuckled at the question.

“Not beaten darling.... This name is poked soft... so you can quickly sleep,” explained Ajeng make Sasa smile.

Long enough Ajeng patted – epuk Sasa's ass because of tiny lips Sasa asked a lot. But the little boy finally went to sleep.

“Baby... Already sleeping her Sasa?” ask Bimo.

“Already,” replied Ajeng.

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