My Possessive Lecturer's
The Part 16
Grimacing softly in her semi-conscious state, feeling pain and blowing at the same time as soon as Lilly realized and opened her eyes.
"Sstth.." Ringis Lilly held back the movement of the hand of the man who was currently treating her.
"illness?" Ask the man.
Lilly who had been silent, now immediately realized and kept her body away from the body of the husband.
"Me-removing.." Shouted Lilly who was already on the edge of the mattress.
"Sweety.." The man shifted trying to grab onto Lilly's blue arm.
"No hikss.. No, I'm sorry Arlan hikss.." Shouted the hysterical Lilly who came back crying.
The girl got off the bed, but because her body was still limp, Lilly fell on the floor.
The man she called his name jumped to Lilly's body and hugged her so tightly.
"No..!!" Shouted Lilly's fear. "Please off the hikss..!!" She hit the husband's back.
"It's me, Erlan. Sweety.." Erlan said beside Lilly's ear.
"No hikss, let go..!!"
Punched blows from the tiny hands that felt like a swipe it managed to make tears that from the beginning Erlan resistant directly wet his cheeks.
Her self hugged so tightly Lilly's trembling body. Lilly's situation is really messed up.
"Sorry.. I'm sorry, sweety"
"Take off me hikss.. I beg.."
Erlan, who initially drowned Lilly's face in her chest, now led her to look at her face.
"I'm sorry I can't control myself, sorry I hurt you and sorry because I'm you're hurt" Erlan said as she wiped Lilly's tears.
Can Lilly see the gaze of the man in front of her has changed, unlike before her and the man was crying!
"A-actually what's wrong with you, and-"
"I treated your wounds first 'yes? After that I will explain everything" Cut Erlan with a wistful smile.
After her Erlan also lifted Lilly's weak body onto the mattress there, not lying it but Erlan made the position of Lilly's body leaning on the head of the mattress.
Carrying ice cubes that are difficult to coat by a small towel, Erlan slowly compresses Lilly's cheeks that also turn blue.
"Shhhhh.." Moaning slowly Lilly with her eyes closed and hands that crumpled Erlan's arms.
Erlan continued to compress and treat all Lilly's wounds slowly with her blow so that the pain was not too agonizing Lilly.
"Later in the evening don't take a shower" said Erlan, who had just covered Lilly's wounds.
"Explain.."
Erlan's movements that were cleaning the medicine box came to a halt, her eyes from earlier showed uneasiness even avoiding Lilly's gaze while treating the girl.
For a few moments the two of them were silent, still in his place not moving in the slightest.
"If you don't want to explain, please take me home to the old man-"
"No!" Erlan's fierce touch was directly staring at Lilly.
"If you don't want to, at least lend me a cell phone to ask to pick them up" Lilly continued to ignore Erlan's angry gaze.
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Lilly Pov's.
Why have I been so whiny lately? Where did my courage go all this time when I was against this jerk who was my husband?
From the moment of her anger last time, my fear began to appear especially when she saw her more defending with my own sister.
And today, I honestly didn't cry because I was caught off guard by Nico, the man who's been my lover for four years.
What I cried was remembering the gazes of those who used to fear and submit to me, but today they dared to look at me with a gaze full of scorn.
I was all aside after what just happened to me a few hours ago.
Erlans? Why does he want to be called Arlan? Why is he so cruel to me? Before his even anger, Erlan would not physically hurt me. What is it with my husband?
"If you don't want to explain, please take me home to the old man-" I said with the rest of my courage.
Yet he suddenly jerked in a slightly high tone. "No!" his jolt shocked me for a few moments.
But I chose to ignore the jolt and go back on with my words. "If you don't want to, at least lend me a cell phone to ask to pick them up"
If my phone wasn't slammed by her, I might not be talking like this.
But what I saw at this moment, Erlan even ruffled her hair with a sigh that sounded heavy.
"I'm suffering from DID" she said in shock. He pulled my hands together and his eyes seemed to be holding back his tears.
"I don't know when, but Mommy said since I was in elementary school. When I understood everything I always felt like there was another soul inside me that wanted to rule over me" He said again making my breath instantly congested.
"I know this sounds absurd. But he's hurt a lot of people, including you. He's the devil in me hiks.."
Erlan cried, the man before me looks very fragile at the moment. I just kept quiet not spitting out a word, I still digested all this.
Until finally Erlan hugged my body, and drowned her face in the recesses of my neck which actually felt quite painful due to her bite, but I just kept her still.
"Please don't leave me hikss, stay by my side hikss.." Her crying that sounded stronger.
"I still don't understand, and why haven't you been on medication since?" Ask me as badly as possible.
"I've taken my medication and even Daddy and Mommy took me abroad for treatment. But it's all because of my past trauma"
I was confused to hear his explanation. The trauma? So he had trauma? Was her trauma so severe that she suffered from DID?
In the end I chose to return his embrace and harbored all my curiosity for now.
"Don't leave me hikss, I beg you" he said again.
I nodded slowly, although I was actually very doubtful. "Let's calm.." I said confused what else I wanted to say.
The Lilly Pov End.
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FYI:-
Multiple personality or dissociative identity disorder (DID) is often equated with schizophrenia, when in fact these two conditions are different. Schizophrenia doesn't have as many personalities as it does with DID.
Multiple personality is a condition when a person has two or more different personalities. Multiple personality disorder is also called dissociative identity disorder. This condition is generally caused by traumatic experiences that occur repeatedly in childhood.