My Power Of Math Fantasies
1. THE BEGINNING OF THE POWER OF MATHEMATICAL FANTASY

Finally after a long time of waiting, I have found the dark spot. A large dark circle was just below me and I entered the circle. My whole view went dark. I even thought I was blind.

But when I close my eyes and try to look back. A glare of light, it bleached my whole vision. I couldn't bear to see it, the pain in my eyes, having to cringe back and close.

Ah, nevermind. I was tired of opening my eyes. If you just blink, it's better.

Again, I look back. This time I was relieved and a little amazed.

The pitch black of the night is not as dark as the pitch black of the luminous. I am now in a vast expanse of steppe grass and notched.

The stars scattered in the sky were colorful, the moon was so round with a magnitude three times that of the full moon I used to see. The moon is approaching the planet.

I can feel it. Cold wind at night. My warm breath as I mouthed into the palm of my hand.

I could also hear the rustling of grass being stirred by the wind. I thought it was a dream, but it felt so real.

After observing all these scenes, I returned to thinking and my mind began to focus on the strange person who had given me the water from his commute. Is this because of him?

As I thought deeper, suddenly came someone who surprised me. That guy came from behind me, so my mind went out.

"Well, ask, I'll answer all your questions."

For a moment I was silent. Confused about what he just said. Where my chest is beating so fast. Aah, what the fuck.

I sighed, calmed down and then asked.

"I where?"

A simple question, but the most important point I should know first.

"Well, you're in a dream world, but this world isn't just a dream world. However, this world is a world that you can feel like your real world. Maybe you'll understand better if I call this world another world."

I laughed—feel sad—heard what the person said.

"Ja-so I'm dead huh. Hahahaha.... "

"Well, no-no-no-no. You're not dead. Like I said before. You are in an unusual dream. In this dream you can feel everything like in the real world. Yes, you experience this is like a lucid dream, a dream that you can control. The difference with lucid dreams, this place is more realistic."

I was stunned to gulp down, still feeling disbelief in his words. More precisely I don't want to accept that fact.

That guy then approached me. His figure is almost similar to him, the difference is that this person wears a bright yellow robe. Her face is still hard for me to see the whole thing because of her headscarf. Then he held my shoulder. Telling me more clearly the reality of my senses.

"Then, why did I get here? Is this because of the water I drank from the strange shaman's fathers."

"Well, Shaman, bah-bah-bah. Yeah, that's true. You can get here because you drank the water. Even so, not just anyone can drink your water here."

"meaning?"

"Well, that means you're one of the people chosen to achieve what you dream of in your world."

"Grabbing dreams in dreams? Heh, isn't that the same as the form of escape from reality."

"Well, you don't seem to understand. All right, I'll tell you one more time. You are not sleeping now, only your physical being sleeping where you came from."

"Dream yes. I never thought about my future. Simple life and activities as usual—read random books, novels, and comics—pun is quite satisfied for me."

I smiled wryly. The yellow-robed man seemed to be looking at me.

"Well, that dream does not always have to be as high as the sky waiting for time and age to be able to reach it. Having that dream doesn't mean you have to grow up. That dream is hope, what you want now is also a dream.

" Living simple that makes you satisfied is one of your dreams, it means you must be able to continue to maintain that simple life to continue to get what you dream of. And that dream does not mean that you can only have one, you can have many dreams but only one dream that you most want to achieve that is called an ideal.

"If you want to achieve these ideals, dream as much as possible how to achieve them. It's your journey that makes your dreams all the more fun and someday you can tell them with pride."

I glanced at the guy. Smiling at the words he gave. All this time what I've been doing. Whether at the age of 15 years is still in the search for identity. Seeing as the vastness of the world is, seeking what is my pleasure. Interest and talent are the most important factors in my future.

"What am I chasing?" ask him.

"Well, that depends on you. You cannot decide something based on the perception of others. You are you, let yourself decide what is best for your future."

"My current desire .... Maybe I just want to understand what mathematics is. I wanted to find out why I was so afraid of numbers and symbols from math. I might be scared for no reason. I want to remember what kind of memory I've lost and freak me out about math. "

The guy smiled at me, he looked more like he was hiding something.

"Actually, who are you?"

"I? Bah, I'm your testator. I will determine how to form the strength of the hope that you want. I will guide you until you feel worthy and accustomed to this world. Yes, now you are free to ask me anything until you are satisfied."

"So, what should I do now."

"Well, all you have to do now is ask what you want to know. I will answer to my knowledge."

This guy is my examiner. He tested me to determine my strength? He gave me the power to pursue my dreams.

"What happens if I have a dream that can only be obtained in my real world? Like happy parents."

"That's good, good question. You need to know, we have chosen certain people to be able to enter this world. We're just giving you provisions for what you'll do if you're out of this world."

"Huhh, so whether I am a creature that does not care about people around."

"Well, don't worry about your real world. If you have completed everything, you will be able to return to your real world. You will wake up as usual, and no time is lost. Just like you wake up as usual.

"That's right, but you need to remember there is no game that has no consequences. Without consequences, the game will have no excitement, no challenge, no desire to win.

" Remember, if you can't achieve victory here. You will never be able to return to your world. The more failures you get, the more you will become a native of this world."

The night wind that blew felt so cold through my uniform that I had not been able to change. My mind is still trying to accept that fact.

All right, no problem, it's pretty fun.

I tried to calm myself down.

"So, after this question session is over, what should I do next?"