MY PRINCE
SURE YET?
You don't have to answer it right now, I allow you to think, but if at the end of your mind you still choose to separate from me, then I'll take it freely."
Prince said this by lowering his face, wanting to feel Prince crying when he said that.
"I don't know the mas.*
Laras could only say that to Prince in the end.
"Yes I know Laras, I understand what you're feeling right now, that's why I'm asking you to think."
"Yes, um."
"Alright, I'll go back to the hotel, take good care of yourself."
Prince said this and got up from his seat and left Laras.
"Mas, why does my heart hurt so much when Prince says divorce to me?"
"As deep down in my heart, I don't want a divorce at all, but it will grieve God, I also just want to get married for the first and last."
Laras said that by trying not to cry, I don't know how many tears Laras let out when he had to face Prince.
But this time it felt so very tight yes very tight in the heart of Laras.
"Mas, if you know what makes me reluctant to return to you, too weird my problems, too big for you, maybe, would you be able to take it back if you found out that I've now given my body to drug dealers to get their stuff?"
"Are you able to accept that your wife is a drug user? how's your business going? what about your business colleagues?"
After saying this, Laras got up from his seat and determined to file his divorce suit with Prince.
Indeed the days that became darker now Laras began to imagine when in the future he had to do a farewell with compulsion and this was only known in his heart.
Laras walks away when he returns home to his apartment, Laras trying to accept the fact that now this is what must be lived.
"I don't know what's going to happen with me next, it's dark God my way, it's so dark."
"If I may now beg, I ask only one candlelight to light my way, but if that is what God allows."
Laras said this while lying on his bed.
Today has finally become the final deciding point of each of her love stories with Prince.
"I must rest, yes I must not be sick because I am alone, I am alone without a single person currently going to be my protector."
The barrel eventually closed both eyes with tears that he let flow.
Time travel is increasingly difficult for Laras who currently has to be forced to lose his love.
Meanwhile in one cafe, Prince this afternoon was sitting with Andre while looking at the scenery.
"Are you sure of all your decisions, Prince?"