
Doldrums Mita entered the apartment that had been her residence during her marriage to Revelation,
Mita sat herself on the sofa, trying to calm her mind so as not to add to the mistakes that occurred.
is Mita so greedy with her current happiness ? why did God punish him again ? is this karma for him ? who was the third person in the Bimo and Via household ?
is it not enough to take his son Faiz ? why is there still more punishment coming at him ? is this the pain that Via felt when her husband married another woman ? even Mita had asked Via to leave Bimo only for her, is now the woman who is with her husband will also ask her to leave her husband ?
what should Mita do ? should he give up ? should he forgive if Revelation apologizes to him ? did all this happen because of his mistake ? doesn't it deserve Mita to want to be the only woman in a loved man ?
it turns out that too much acceptance is not good, forgetting all the lessons in life is also not so profitable, his heartache at this time without knowing which one to heal, he said, his entire body was injured but Mita did not know which one to put medicine on his wound, his body trembled withstanding the tightness.
Mita cries without a sound, covers her face with both hands, does not know what to do, Mita believes if all this happens because of her past, the karma that is worth getting by feeling devastated again.
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Revelation went into his apartment, restless, afraid and sorry all became one in his mind.
Revelation sees Mita sitting on the sofa bending her knees and a tanga hugging her knees.
Revelation does not dare to approach Mita, a distance of only a few meters feels so far away, at this time it is eager for Revelation to embrace the body of the woman in front of him, he said, the sound of the stifled sobbing makes the heart of Revelation more painful, why does Mita not let go of her cries alone ? why should he be asked ? this was even more painful, seeing Mita who was trying to hold back her anger ? Revelation is more willing if at this time Mita beat him or berate him, making himself an outlet for the pain received by the woman who became his wife.
Revelation condemns his stupidity, forgetting how bitter experience that Mita has been able to go through, until finally he wants to rise up and accept himself as Mita's husband, he used to berate Bimo for hurting Mita, now it was he who made a new hole in Mita's heart.
what does he deserve to be called a man ? what is the difference between Revelation now and his father who used to play women until his mother died of heartache ? doesn't that mean she's the same brengs**nya as her father ? why could he just forget all that ?
the regret that is in his heart is believed to be not comparable with what Mita feels today, what should Revelation say now to Mita ? should he say he's just having fun ? does Mita still believe that she only loves her wife ?
kowtowing does not seem to be easy to get an apology from Mita.
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Mita and Revelation are both spinning with their own minds, still no one has opened their voice, an hour without Revelation realized he stands staring at the back of Mita who is still shaking.
revelation slowly moved her feet closer, and now she stood right before Mita who was either aware of her presence or not.
the outstretched hand of Revelation rubbed the hair of Mita's head very slowly, Revelation sat right in front of Mita, hoping Mita would look at her.
" I'm sorry "a word that comes from a vibrating lip restrains the tightness in the heart.
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then hurting is easier
if the struggle results
then guard all souls
when the sun rises with a smile
the moon will come with laughter
caring is not as easy as seeing
do whatever makes it tick
when you have a heart will be reddened
sweet treatment becomes a story in the atmosphere
but the storm never gave up
able to tighten your hand grip
Arinis*~
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