
“Then since then?” Sophie still continues to explore more in the events experienced by Diora to make the woman afraid of the light.
“That's why, I never knew about my papa's life, and my mama to this day I don't know.. If my mama is dead, I really want to know where her grave is.”
“Diora, did you feel a little relieved after telling me?”
“Ya, thank you, Sophie.”
“You want to promise me?”
“What?”
“Learn to tell your difficulties to those closest to you, never try to hold it yourself .. In fact, we humans need a place to pour out our hearts.”
“I don't promise, but will try it, Sophie.”
“Do you still not want to come back here?”
“Hmm.”
“Are you very afraid of the light?”
“Ya.”
“Diora, believe me .. fight your fear, the sunlight is not as bad as you think, and your place is not in the dark and cold, a wide and bright place with people who love you .. Do you not watch over them?”
“The person who loves me is only my best friend, my deceased grandmother, maybe my mother will also love me if she is here, and ..” His words stopped, Diora shed tears from the tightly closed fertilizer.
“And who?”
“Danzel.” Diora uttered in a slightly choked sad voice.
“Why are you sad?”
“Because he has betrayed me.”
“Is your husband what you mean?”
“Not ... my ex-lover who I left behind to watch him sleep with another woman at the hotel.”
“Ya.”
“Then your husband? Don't you feel loved by your husband?”
“My husband? I married her not out of love, but because I owe her.. Maybe she doesn't love me, I don't love her either. But being around her I was always upset, makes me a little forget the betrayal of my ex-lover.”
“Don't it mean your husband loves you, so try to make you forget the betrayal of your lover?”
“Not ... he doesn't know about this, I never told him.”
“Do you feel protected when you are with your husband?”
“Not ... I was afraid to be around him, he was very arrogant and always carried a gun everywhere.. I tried to cover my fear with my silly behavior that upset him.”
“Did he ever be rude to you?”
“Not ... he sometimes just snapped and forced it.”
“Do you not want to wake up because of that?”
“Ya.”
“You know Diora? Now your husband is restless waiting for you to wake up .. Get up and live your life normally.”
“Really? It seems like it's impossible, he'll always piss me off or yell at me or force me, if I open my eyes.”
“I won't piss you off, force you, or yell at you, open your eyes now.” Davis' heavy voice in a high tone interrupted Sophie and Diora's conversation.
Diora is now silent again, she does not respond to questions from Sophie. Sophie tries to communicate again, but her patient won't respond.
“Why didn't he answer like that?” Davis asked in an upset tone. Because after he spoke, his wife did not want to answer again.
“Master, I don't know what you're going through .. but please treat your wife gently,” Sophie's request. “Maybe your wife would rather be in her subconscious than wake up because she is not ready to live her real life, she chooses to be in the comfort zone ... it seems that she loves her ex-lover very much .. Then, make your wife comfortable to be near the master, love her wholeheartedly, but no one knows how his heart is.”
“What will he be like that keep?” Now Gabby asked with concern.
“Not ... invite to communicate, he can still listen, encourage him to want to get out of his current comfort zone.”