MY RIVAL HUSBAND
CHAPTER 37

Sarah ordered a hot capuccino too, then sat in front of Rena who just from looking at it was clearly her heart rage .

" What's up ?" Ask Sarah then , sip a little coffee .

Rena looked at him nanar ." You ..you've known Aska for a long time ?"

" Acko ?" Repeat Sarah ." Yes of course, I've told you before ."

" What ...do you also ever or know the woman who .." He paused for a moment, still weighing what this right decision was . What if after this Sarah would hate him and most feared she would tell all to Aska ." The woman who married Aska ." Finally, the words were also thrown, there was no other choice . He resigned that after this Sarah will hate him greatly for the deeds that have been done .

Sarah is a little surprised to hear, what this all has to do with it all, or perhaps Rena admits all who she is .

" Yes, I only know but we don't know ." The answer is short .

Rena took a deep breath, tapping her fingers at the table . He was still looking for the right words to confess everything to Sarah .

" What's the matter are you suddenly asking about that ?" Ask Sarah later .

Rena just shook her head .

After that , they both fell silent .Rena is still hesitant to talk or not . While Sarah looks to keep looking at her face .

" Do you want to tell me a secret ?"

Sarah's question made Rena jump .Maybe Sarah knows what she wants to say .

" Yes ." Said Rena finally, trying to be sure ." I want to confess who I really am to you ."

Sarah looked at him, no surprise on that face .

" Yes, by the way ." Answer Sarah .

" Actually ..actually I am ..." Again doubts arise , what is the right decision .

" Ali ." Connect Sarah .

Rena glared at ." You know that ?" Ask a surprise .

Sarah nodded .

" Do you know where ?"

" The Aska ."

" What is it ?!" Once again Rena jumped . Aska apparently knows who she is, but why so far has never asked or discussed this problem .

Sarah nodded ." Aska already knows all about you, who you really are and your change of identity into a Renata, Aska knows it all ."

Rena smothers her own mouth . Shame and confusion . If Aska knows who she is why her attitude is ordinary . He should be angry because of the sins he has committed in the past .

Sarah brought her face closer to Rena ." Aska also knows your closeness and Nico's ." Whisper .

Again Rena made to not believe ." And ... about the plan you two ."

Rena opened her mouth ." What plan ?"

" The plan you put together to make Aska fall in love with you ."

Rena leaned her back on the chair, her body felt helpless .

" Why can you do this ?" Ask Sarah firmly .

Rena looked at him with teary eyes ." I have no other choice ..." Said lirih .

" You mean ?"

" If I don't want to follow Nico's plan to make Aska fall in love, she'll take it another way and I'm afraid she's doing something dangerous for Aska ."

Sarah leaned her back on the chair, trying to digest everything she had just heard .

" So you know Aska and Nico's relationship isn't good and it's about her past grudges right ?"

" Yes I know everything ."

" Why should you be afraid that Nico is harming Aska, instead of you not feeling the same ?" Sarah Fishing .

Rena lowered her face ." I know that maybe that mistake won't be forgiven ." He said slowly, his tears began to drip ." But I regretted everything and wanted to make amends for the mistakes I've done before ."

" If indeed you are sorry, why at that time you chose to stay with Nico instead of directly meeting Aska ."

Rena shook her head . " I don't remember anything, all I know is Nico because he was the only one there when I opened my eyes after the accident ."

" Yes ."

" Oh My God .."

" And Nico always forbade me from finding out about my family 'cause he said it wasn't important ."

" How does the story go you can remember all ?"

" Whose time fell from the stairs of the apartment at that time ."

Sarah looked at him in shock ." Does Nico know you remember everything ?"

Rena shook her head .

" Maybe more so ." He muttered ." Why don't you tell Aska too ?" Ask Sarah again .

" I don't dare ." The answer is ." Aska would've hated Alia so much ."

" If Aska hates you, her attitude won't be like this right now ." Cetus Sarah ." Maybe all she felt was disappointment, but I know for a fact that Aska still loves Alia very much ."

" Why are you so sure ?"

" Mr. Aji ."

Rena widened her eyes ." Father ."

Sarah nodded ." Mr. Aji himself asked Aska to let you go so he could start a new life ."

" So you must hate me so much now ." The words are .

" It was all done just because of his guilt for Aska, his daughter had already ruined his life, but he instead wanted to take care of her wholeheartedly, that's all ."

Rena as much as she wants, Sarah holds her hand and tries to give her strength .

" Whatever your faults, your parents will always forgive their children ."

Rena nodded her head many times .

" Can I ask you one more question ?"

Rena looked at him ." Yes ."

" Well how do you feel about Nico ?"

Rena shut up for a second ." I don't know either, because Nico was the only one I knew and was so good that he allowed me to stay at his house, he also taught me a lot about work . Basically he's a very good person, it's just that his grudges are too great to possess his heart .But don't know why , when remembering all 'em, the feeling evaporates 'cause I feel like his attitude is different now maybe because of a grudge that makes his heart no longer what it used to be ."

" When to Aska ?" Ask Sarah later .

Rena just looked at him without answering .

" Yes okay, I already know even though you didn't say ."

" I'm just confused now what to do, I just don't want Nico to do something that harms Aska ."

" Because Nico knows Aska's weakest point is just like you ."

" You mean ?"

" You don't know how devastated Aska was then . After you disappear ..he more often confine himself and his attitude becomes more closed and cold .That is what has happened until now . He was never close to any woman .His life is more spent on work and work ."

" I'm so sorry about all that ." Rena covered her face with palms, from the shocks of her shoulders, all knew she was crying . Regret all and the consequences of his actions .

Sarah moved to sit next to him and immediately grabbed him into a hug .

After Rena seemed to start to calm down they continued the conversation .

" What do I have to do now ?" Rena asked later, her brain was dead-end to think about what else she should do .

" If I think, for now you should follow the game Nico , as long as it's not too risky for you guys ."

" What about Aska ?"

" If you really love him you should be able to convince it because all this time Aska considers you and Nico there are feelings ."

" The problem gets more complicated because I'm ." Rena said she felt guilty .

" It's gonna be okay ." Sarah wrapped her hand around Rena's shoulder ." All Aska needs is your love ."

Rena looked at him ." If that's what she got, whatever Nico did to her, it'll never be able to destroy her ."