MY SECOND LOVE
Seeking you

Degs.....

Sakti unfolds the paper with a heart that dag dig dug jederr....

*Dear my beloved husband*

I'm sorry that I always let you down

Forgive me for always incising the wound in your heart without me being able to remove it

I'm sorry I couldn't be a good wife while I was with you

I'm sorry I was late to realize how I felt about you

Every time I want to open my heart to accept you to be my full husband again you let me down

I'm sorry I didn't want to admit that I loved you all this time

Yep... I love you, but it's too late because your love is no longer for me

Thank you for your patience the sacrifice you have given me all this time

Thank you for the wounds you have inflicted on this heart that makes me even more fragile

I'm not the one who's been able to survive this long

To be honest I am a fragile woman, who cannot endure the pain in my heart

I'm sorry I had to give up

Maybe it's time I set you free from all the promises you made to Mas Davi and Mama Elin

I'm tired Mas.. I am tired and give up right now

It's free that I continue to hang on to you when you no longer want my presence

Sorry I had to get away from you

I'm waiting for your divorce papers and just send them to Mama Elin's house, I'll take them someday

I congratulate you on your engagement to Diana, may you be happy

My first and last words

I Love U's....

*From Alfia Madan*

Sakti squeezed the letter, his heart ached and happy simultaneously, he so regretted his carelessness. It's not that his relationship with Alfi is getting better but that things are getting worse. He hoped that Alfi would express his feelings, but now Alfi left him. Sakti's tears just melted down her cheeks.

" Why are you going, baby? Why can't you wait a little longer? If you love me then I love you more dear, please give me a hint to find you, I will take you home with love, forgive me dear who has hurt your heart." Milky Way.

" wait... Alfi said my engagement to Diana? What does he mean he said that? Where could he deduce all that? Could Diana have done it again? Is it possible Diana said something to Alfi." Thought Sakti in the heart.

Without thinking Sakti went straight out to his car, he drove his car to Davi's house. He was sure that Alfie was there. After traveling about an hour finally Sakti car arrived at the residence davi. He got out of the car and ran to Davi's door. Sakti knocked on the door a few times.

Sakti knocked on the door not long after it opened from the inside.

" Who are you, sir?" Tanya Bi Ijah the waiter at the house.

" I'm looking for my wife Bi, her name is Alfi is she here?" Tanya Sakti's.

" Non Alfi hasn't come here in a long time, sir." Bi Ijah Sahut.

" Is that really so, Bi? Please don't lie, right now we're in trouble Bi, Alfi misunderstood me and I have to straighten it out immediately, tell Bi the truth whether or not Alfi is here." Sakti.

" But sir, Miss Alfi is not here." Bi Ijah Sahut.

" Alright then Bi, yes Bi then contact me if Alfi is here yes" said Sakti.

" Good Sir." Bi Ijah Sahut.

Sakti immediately went from there, without Sakti knowing if behind the door Alfi was rendering his body. He cried out for his fate. Actually He really wanted to embrace Sakti but He said, He held the turmoil in his heart as hard as possible. His heart still hurts when he remembers Sakti's treatment of him.

Sakti restored his hair rough, he was frustrated where else he had to look for his wife. He had searched in a place that was often visited by Alfi through his best friend but the results were nil. Alfie was not there. Sakti's last hope is Davi's house, but it seems the same, the search was in vain.

Because it was night, Sakti finally decided to go home. He drove his car at high speed. Arriving at the Sakti house immediately cleaned himself, then he went down to dinner. There was Mama Cintia waiting for her.

" What are you yourself? Where's Alfi? Why did you come home from the hospital when you didn't see her?" Ask Mama Cintia worried about something happening with her daughter-in-law.

" For the next few days he stayed at Sarah Ma's house, Sarah's parents went out of the country for a few weeks, so Alfi accompanied him there." Kilah Sakti's.

" Wasn't Sarah a work? If Alfi had to come home during the day instead of staying there, what would he do when he was alone there." Said Mama Cintia.

" I don't know Ma either, maybe Sarah's on leave Ma's time." Sahut Sakti's.

" Mommy doesn't want to know what's wrong with you two, who obviously brought Mama's daughter-in-law home tomorrow afternoon, Mama doesn't accept any excuses." Firm Mama Cintia.

" Oh yes Ma, maybe Al will be back tomorrow afternoon." Sakti replies worried that Mama's disease will recur again.

" Yes now Mama eat first yes, do not worry tomorrow Alfi must have returned Ma." Connect Sakti.

They continued their dinner solemnly, after finishing Sakti immediately ready to rest in his room. Arriving at the room he took his cell phone to contact someone.

The phone is connected, after a while finally the call was received by the person who was on the phone Sakti.

" Hello, find my wife right now, I'm waiting for you in an hour." Kitah Sakti's.

Without waiting for an answer from his interlocutor, Sakti immediately disconnected his phone. Sakti laid his body on the bed, he was pensive to think about the state of his wife.

" Sweet..Where are you? I'm sorry for my carelessness that made you leave my side, come back, baby. There's one thing I want to explain to you, go home baby I miss you, miss you so much, I love you too." The Sakti in heart.

Elsewhere, Alfie was standing on the balcony of the room. He endured the cold of the night wind like the cold of his heart at this moment. He pondered his decision to try to get away from Sakti. Alfi has resigned to fate that will take him where. If Sakti is his soul mate then someday he will return to him. But If Sakti is not his soul mate he must mengikhlaskan everything from now on.Tak feels tears melt just like that.

" Did I miss you, did you miss me? Or are you happy with my departure? That way you can marry Diana immediately, why aren't you honest with me from the beginning if you love Diana? Why is there drama like this? You give forgotten memories, deep wounds." Inner Alfi.

TBC.....