My Secret With CEO's
06

While Lila in her apartment still lamented her fate. Still crying lamenting what happened to her. Lila deactivated her phone and chose to look at her family photos and cry while holding the photo.

Lila refuses to meet anyone including her best friend Yola who has contacted her and sends her many worried messages. But only Lila ignored it that in the end he chose to disable his phone because he did not want to be disturbed at all.

“What is my fault god until this happens to me?” lila said softly because she was tired of crying.

His eyes are swollen and his eye bags are also the influence of crying from yesterday and not sleeping and now crying again. In 24 hours a lot has happened to him. An event he does not want to accept logically. He wanted to reject her but everything had happened and had come to him. He could only mourn and cry.

She wants to hate what happened to her but then again she has no idea who she should hate. Had to hate mommy and daddy who had left her alone. Do have to hate his stupidity that comes to the club itself. Do have to hate the guy who forced her and fucked her. Or should he hate himself who is lulled by the man's touch. Why did he let that man do it. Didn't he have a capable martial arts just against the same drunken man as him. Why he let it happen. Why does his common sense not function properly and instead enjoy the touch of the man on his body to snatch something very valuable and very he took care of in him all this time.

“Ahh I hate myself. Why I let him do that to me. Why haven't I used my martial arts all this time? Why would I learn it if I couldn't take care of myself. I hate myself. I hate this weak Lila. I hate my stupidity. I hate everything. I hate this situation. Mom, dad just take Lila from this world. Lila wants to come with you. At least Lila no longer lived in this theatrical world. Lila can't take it anymore Mom! Just get Lila. Take it with you. Lila couldn't stand having to face all this on her own.” Lila said in tears.

Lila who was crying and lamenting her fate finally fell asleep from exhaustion and only woke up when it was late.

Lila blinked her eyes looking around her room. Lila returned to shed her tears as she remembered what had happened to her.

Lila immediately got up and grabbed her phone. He immediately wiped the tears that had fallen on his cheek, “I can't do this. I have to step up. It doesn't matter that I'm no longer holy. I wouldn't have married if I had. Who is willing to marry an unholy girl. Stained girl like me. Well, I won't marry.” Lila convinced her heart to be strong.

“Starting today I won't live because of myself anymore. But I will live as a child avenging the death of his parents. I won't let the one who hurt mommy and daddy have fun living in this world and enjoying my mommy and daddy's possessions. I'll get rid of them. Well, that's my life goal from today. Don't call me Greyila El-Bara if I can't get those two snake ladies out of my mommy's house. I'll make sure they don't live quietly. Been sad enough. Enough crying already. Enough lamentation. Now it's time for revenge.” Lila was full of determination.

Lila immediately put down her phone and immediately grabbed her battery and walked towards the bathroom. He took a shower and cleaned himself. Lila is determined to forget everything and start her new life with a new beginning and a new purpose. He will live by fighting for the company owned by daddy and mommy who bequeathed to him.

Lila immediately grabbed her phone and reactivated it. As soon as she activated her many phones and messages from her best friend Yola. Several messages from his man and uncle Jay also asked him how he was doing.

Yola immediately replies to Jay's uncle's message saying that he is fine. No need to worry about it. Likewise he immediately replied to Yola's message to not have to worry about her and also not need to contact her because she was fine. Nothing happened. Lila also said there was no need to see her because she was fine and had not wanted to meet anyone else.

Only then did Lila finish replying to messages from Yola and Jay's uncle. Lila immediately opened the video recording sent by her confidant.

Lila opened the CCTV footage one by one with a fairly trembling hand because soon she would know who the man was. The man who fucked her. The man who took his chastity. The man who had made her lulled by her touch made her fall asleep was no longer against him. The man who had spilled his seeds in his womb who hopefully did not grow into the creature called the baby. The man who had given her the first experience and pain at the same time. The man who knows who it is.

Lila closed her eyes and turned one of the video footage. The video he played was the one in the hotel. Lila opened her eyes slowly and was now watching closely the CCTV video footage that was in the corridor of the 607 hotel room.

Lila watched it until the face of a man she knew so well was seen holding her in the hotel room, “So he was that man? At first I would threaten him to take responsibility if the man was a poor man. But now that man is him? Ahh why do I think he's a poor guy if he goes to a Having Fun club that only high-class businessmen can get into. Ahh, Shit. You're so fucking Lila. Why should he. I have to how now?” said Lila frutasi and put her phone that is still playing the video recording.

“The only thing I have to do is not let him know that the girl he is sleeping with is me. Well, I have to make sure. I hate myself who just resigned when touched.” Lila.

“I won't hold you accountable. You just calm down. I will not ruin your reputation. I'll forget that you're that guy. Well, you're my idol man. How could I hate you. I'll forget everything. I'm gonna assume nothing ever happened to us so you'll still be my idol. Let your memory as my idol be stored in my memory.” Determined Lila.

“I will remember you as my idol not my destroyer.”