My Secretary My Son's Milk Mother
ALIA SEKAR HALILINTAR

After that incident, Lia was alone all day, thinking about everything that had happened that made her confused about which decision to make. On the one hand he does not want to lose Alfin who Lia already considers like her own child on the other hand she is not ready to marry again in addition, in addition, Lia, when he saw the man who had been in his heart, it did not change.

All day Lia did not eat, and did not leave the house.it was reported Ayu to Bara because she was worried about Lia's condition.

After work, Bara still found Lia had not come out of the room that continued to be closed and there was no sign, humans appeared at the door of the room.

Bara takes the spare key to open Lia's room door. And it did not take long, Bara also found Lia who was sitting on the floor and crying.

"Lia what happened to you, Ayu said you haven't been out all day and haven't eaten yet?" bara asked while stepping her feet towards Lia's whereabouts.

"I, I'm confused. I don't know what I should do. You're making my heart fuck. Why would you give me a choice I can't choose." Bara hugs Lia and tries to calm Lia down.

"Listen to me Lia, I'm not doing this because I'm selfish, there's something else that makes me have to make this decision. Trust me I will take care of you and make you happy and I also promise to unite you with your biological children. But you should marry me first otherwise I won't be able to help you unite with your son."

"What to marry a woman? there is no other way than marriage. I'm not ready for marriage I'm still traumatized by marriage."

"Listen to me, what else are you afraid to marry again, no one will hurt you again, I make sure your life will be happy."

Lia released herself from Bara's embrace and looked fixedly at Bara's face, the man who wanted to marry her.

"Can I hold the words of the Bara mas, and what Bara mas can keep the promises that they say." Tears still wet Lia's cheeks.

"I promise."

"There's one more thing I want to ask you before I decide. What would Bara be willing if forever would not have offspring from our marriage? Lia in the doctor's verdict will not have any more children, although Lia's uterus is still there but the possibility is very small to be able to have children again. Are you willing to accept Lia's shortcomings on this one? otherwise, I'm sorry Lia wouldn't have been able to marry a mas if this would have ruined the marriage again."

Bara was silent to Lia's explanation, "so unfortunate your fate is Lia, I don't know if it makes you suffer, forever." Bara murmured.

"I will accept all the shortcomings that exist in you, I will accept with grace, at least we can raise the children who already exist to." bara replied to make Lia's heart satisfied and re-hugged Bara tightly and tears soaked the shirt she was wearing.

"Alright, I want to marry you, but I ask you to keep your promise immediately after we get married." Karin's answer made Bara's heart satisfied and relieved. after a long time persuading Lia finally now she wants to accept herself without coercion.

Bara repeatedly dyed Lia's hair shoots.

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The news of the wedding has been heard everywhere until it is heard in the ears of Flowers. With the burning flames of jealousy the Flower seeks an opportunity to make the marriage void.

It turns out that Bunga has been eyeing Lia a few days since the announcement of Bara's wedding will be carried out.

But there was never a chance to find Lia going out of the house. Bara deliberately asked Lia not to go out alone because many journalists who want to dig deeper information about Lia to be contained in magazines and newspapers.

All the preparations are done but there is one more thing that is still a problem, namely the guardian of Lia. Lia who never told her background made herself have to be willing to tell who would marry her.

Bara several times asked about her biological father or guardian who could be the guardian of Lia, but every Bara asked Lia always silently would not tell. Until Bara's last question, able to make Lia open her voice about her background.

While relaxing, Bara again asked the same thing to Lia who was sitting next to him.

"Is it, baby still not willing to tell me about the real dear family?" tanya Bara and Lia took a deep breath and rounded up the resolve to tell a story.

"I was born to a family of Halilintar, my father was named Sata Halilintar and my mother was named Sekar Arum Halilintar, my sister was named Arjun Halilintar while I was Alia Sekar Halilintar. From childhood Dad never liked my presence because I was born a girl while what he wanted was a boy as the first offspring. I live with my parents and my extended family, but they all seem to be unappealing. Until mom gave birth to a little brother who made my life suffer more like a stranger in the family.The attention and affection all given to my sister.I don't know, I don't know, I was wrong to be born a woman in that family. Some day

Dad sent me to school away from home since I was in elementary school and away from my family for years until I finished college. My father paid for my school but never visited me. Until I realized when I came back without telling them, someone who knew about me told me about my purpose of sending me to school far away just to erase my identity as a family of Thunderbolts, like shutting down my presence. At that time I who was still unstable decided to leave and not come back again without telling my family and throwing away my identity of the house of the Thunder and I live like an orphan until now I do not know the news from my own family."

"So dear is a descendant of the Halilintar family who are entrepreneurs and owners of the very famous beverage factory." Lia nodded because it was true and made Bara shocked by the very surprising fact that the woman he was going to marry was a daughter of the thunderbolt family of the richest people and entered the top 10 wealth.

"Yes, I've never found out more about my family, because they don't want me anymore. It's ironic that a woman like myself who's looked down upon by others has such a sad story."

"But no matter how he is your family, we will meet him and ask him for his blessing."

"No I don't want to, can't we get married without asking for my parents' blessing. I don't want to see his face again. We can use the judge for our marriage just like when I married Mas Rian." Lia insists she doesn't want to meet her biological parents. Bara, however, does not want to give up on persuading Lia.

"Lia darling listen to Bara, do not be selfish enough mas alone who can not feel the affection of parents. Do not let you regret what you regret, do not harden your heart. Mas will accompany you to meet your parents and mas will come directly to ask for blessing to propose you. We'll find the best way out if anything unexpected happens. Trust me you'll be fine."

"I'm afraid, if my arrival is rejected directly by my parents."