My soul mate Mas Duda Jutek
Chapter 35

Nahla knew it was wrong, even against her conscience. However, he was unable to camouflage continuously wrapping the wound with a smile. His heart rebelled in pain, and it didn't feel good at all.

Who would want to be treated like this. Of course no one wants to.

"Care careful!" hanan waved his hand. He was very lazy to go to the office, his head felt dizzy and his body was not excited at all. The effects of being upset overnight may be, plus tired hearts. Makes a thirty-five-year-old man was not eager to move this morning.

There was no farewell to him, no good morning greetings, and nothing his wife had prepared this morning for Hanan. Nahla is really sulking, and it looks like Hanan is starting to feel his wife changing.

The man realized that maybe his attitude could not be as Nahla wanted. He admitted that sometimes he still remembered Olive, and that feeling could not be lost.

"Sorry," Hanan muttered a long sigh. Should the man get rid of those items temporarily were the remaining good memories.

That afternoon Hanan took the time to come to Olive's tomb. He sent a prayer full of sincerity. Expand his heart which sometimes still remains a sense of reluctance.

"I love you Olive, but our world is different, and now I have a new responsibility. He loves our daughter with all his heart. Let me love him with all my heart. May you always be happy there, and be placed by His side."

The man sows flowers with a sad face. Perhaps it is time he took it all and made among them only good memories. Not to be spelled out, for his heart must call upon new responsibilities. Someone he has taken from his mother and father to be his life companion now. It would be very sinful if those feelings were still divided for both.

A little more relief after a long prayer. Maybe he needs to straighten this out to Nahla and explain everything. So that this misunderstanding does not drag on.

While Nahla herself, she walked according to what became the foothold of her heart. His instincts were certain, rather than inner torment, he chose to pull over.

"Good learning, baby!" nahla said to her daughter. The woman hugged him for a long time and kissed him affectionately.

"Yes, mama too, be careful on the road!" sahut Icha smiled cheerfully as he walked away. A speck of dew in his net fertilizer fell unstoppable. Realize, maybe this will be a farewell to both of them. Farewell without saying goodbye, his heart is broken, his motherly soul is struggling. Sunguh, he loved the child wholeheartedly, even to say goodbye was not able to hurt.

The woman shrank her tears, conscious in public and not epic if anyone accidentally saw her. He took his motorcycle to school.

As always, fill out the absent logs, and prepare to teach. Even though his heart is not okay, he must be professional and look nothing. Wrapping up but the problem, pulled aside for a moment to concentrate on what was now being lived before him.

His busyness is able to dampen the taste that is actually not okay. He even began to feel worried when the teaching hours were over, and it was time to go home. Where he went home. The fear seemed to touch his heart. What if you go home, Mom and Dad will definitely ask a lot. Their marriage is not okay.

"This is going home sir, let's go first" Nahla said hurriedly. Move while politely nodding.

After thinking for a few minutes, the woman took her motorcycle somewhere. He was actually upset to go home, confused how to share the story with his parents. His mother and father would ask many questions.

"Oh my God .. Where should I go?" batin Nahla pulled her motorcycle over for a moment in the courtyard of the mosque. Stop by performing the Ashar prayer, after a long time of silence contemplating the treatises of his heart and complain to the owner of this natural life. Nahla returns to the bike.

While Icha this afternoon was picked up by her father. The man deliberately did not go to the office and wanted to make time for his beloved daughter. While waiting for Nahla to come home, the two do a lot of things at home.

"Pa, why is mama already late afternoon gini has not returned home?" tanya Icha started to feel that something was not right. The atmosphere was almost evening but her mother never showed up. Hanan began to feel something was up and whether it was the continuation last night.

"Maybe come home soon, let me call first," said the man began to be uncomfortable. Intentions want to straighten everything, but even until this afternoon has not come home.

Several calls from him were unanswered, leading Hanan to think that his wife actually continued her protest last night. Did the woman go home to her parents?

Hanan's heart suddenly heated up and was annoyed to find his wife really did not come home. And ignored his calls. I really want to end a relationship that is already going on.

"Pa, where's mama going? Is mama okay, let's go after mama Pa, why hasn't mama come home yet?" Icha who used to be with Nahla was obviously too late to find her mother never came home without news.

"Mrs ...." Suddenly he was confused how to answer it, because he also did not know if Nahla really went home without saying goodbye.

"Icha bobok first yes, mama will soon be home, mama there is business outside, Icha do not have to worry, soon mama will also be home."

Not a day his daughter was left by her mother, had made the child careless and fussy. He kept asking why his mother had not come home. While Hanan persuades Icha to sleep, while trying to keep contacting him.

[Where? Come home it's already night .. we need to talk!]~ Father Icha.

Nahla deliberately ignored the call from her husband, she also just stared at the row of letters sent to him without any intention of replying at all. His heart was disappointed and sick, choosing to pull over was the best choice at this time.