My soulmate in my brother's hand
CHAPTERS. DINARS 4

Because the story of shela and rey is already happy ending, we turn to the story of dina and arfan first that more conflicts her . later I lapse again the story of rey who to the repotan face the cravings of the wife .

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Because of his unexpected meeting with the oma of azkal , the plan to return to garut was so failed miserably aka Gatot . arfan to replace it by inviting his small family , what has not been said is legitimate to the shopping center . arfan deliberately brought in and his son around the moll , so he could forget the incident caused by his own mother . but like his efforts arfan to entertain the lover is only in vain, because dina still looks moody and does not talk much as usual .

Azkal who was getting tired himself , because he continued to follow his parents , asked to go home . because his mama still looks his gloomy state . “ pah , we go home aja yu ! azkal feet on pegels - pegels , because ngintilin you guys continue . “ complained azkal .

Hearing azkal complain of aches because he , dina directly carrying azkal . “ go home “ without much more talk dina directly bring azkal out of the shopping center , without carrying groceries at all .

“ Yes we have gone home now , here let me carry azkal . “ bargain arfan but dina denied help arfan .

“ No need , I can still carry my own child . “ he said with a ketus .

“ Azkal down aja mah , kasian mama must be heavy . “ the door , when he saw his parents even scramble each other want to carry him .

In the course of arfan continues to think about how his way , so that dina back cheerful and willing to talk to him as usual . “ Sorry I'm here , I can't prevent your trauma from returning . Did you change your attitude towards me because of my mother's request ? thought arfan in his mind .

After until the contract was , dina was still indifferent to arfan , so that arfan would think to return home to his house , after being exiled . “ you should go home ! because here is not a suitable place for you to stay fan . “ dina spoke very coldly, dina also called arfan no frills as usual . “ hayu enter , dina , let the mama who brought her backpack . “ dina take the backpack in the hand of azkal , then enter just like that , leaving arfan who still looks confused .

But like her, the effort dina expel arfan is not ignored her , because arfan instead follows dina into , even though dina has expelled him . “ why did you come in ? is it still unclear what I just said ? “ furious dina , when arfan instead followed her in .

Seeing the azkal who was still nearby, Dina also told her son to enter the room first, before continuing his debate with this stubborn man . “ Azkal in room gih ! later mama nyulus , mama want to talk first with om arfan for a while . “ dina told her son to go into room & room , because azkal is still too small to understand adult problems .

“ Om arfan . “ said arfan by nodding - nod his head , because indirectly dina told azkal to call arfan om .

Azkal who did not understand any, chose to enter the room as ordered by his mother . “ Yes already azkal entered aja mah , pah uh om . “ azkal until confused to call arfan what , because his mother again called arfan om .

“ Do you want to spend your time for a woman who has a mental disorder like me ? dina began to make her voice, after the azkal actually entered the room .

“ Maybe I will soon experience a mental disorder , if you want to stay away from my life . “ kekeh arfan who will never let go of dina until anytime .

“ Maybe if you know , the reality of my life in the past , you will think a thousand times to live with me again . “ dina still try , to have arfan return to his parents .

“ You know fan , at the age of azkal 5 months I have a depressive disorder such as psychosis ? “ dina started telling her past on arfan , so that arfan would want to rethink her , if want to live with her . “ almost every time see azkal face very similar to yours , I tried to get rid of him by strangling his little neck, after that the father and mother kept me away with the azkal , they were worried that I would again hurt his own son . but God restored me through my son's hand . “ revealed dina with sobbing and covered her face with her palm, to cover her cries . dina was not strong enough to hold her guilt on azkal if she remembered she ever wanted to eliminate her . dina was really not concerned , if with her honesty , if with her honesty , arfan will leave him .

Arfan was shocked by the narrative dina , about him who had experienced depression . arfan thought dina only experienced ordinary trauma , not to the point of wanting to eliminate azkal , as his mother said . but as much as possible, arfan did not show his disbelief, if dina can do all that to his son . “ if only I would be responsible for my mistakes , maybe all the bad things you will not experience . “

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