
The signs of change I had been feeling alone earlier and were increasingly torturous. My warm clothes have also been removed because of the heat. Now I'm just wearing a green shirt with no sleeves with a mini skirt. I also let go of my ladder clock and now it's on Lisa. The cold air around me really didn't feel at all on my skin. There was only heat all over my body and it made me sweat. The heat of my body felt like it was burning on top of what was burning. I can't stand up anymore. I sat on my knees with sweat dripping down my temples and soaking my body. Aunt Emely immediately crouched down next to me and then stroked both of my shoulders.
"Auntie.." I said with difficulty. I closed my eyes withstanding the pain.
"It's okay Rin. You can do it."
"Sttts... Me, not strong anymore. Hosh... Hosh... ...............! ! ! !"
I felt my whole bones shift slowly and it caused immense pain all over my body. I bent my body forward with the pain. I can't imagine how Sherina has dealt with this from the early stage to the fifth stage. I who experienced it for the first time it feels like I can't take it anymore and hope that all this will end quickly. My sight was almost gone but I had to hold on. If I pass out in the midst of change, I will fail.
"Hold Rin. A little bit more, you can do it," said the father encouragingly.
"A... Fathering... Hosh... Shhhh! I, really can't, hold on anymore. Hoshs... ARGHH............... ! ! !"
My raung once before I finally snored in the snow. I glanced at those who were looking at me with concern, especially Mitra. I tried to smile at him before my gaze completely disappeared.
...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...
I felt the cold again this winter. I opened my eyes slowly with a slight dizziness in my head. Did I make it? Or failed? After my eyes improved, I saw that they were all around me. Their gaze was the same as that of seeing me, like disbelief and amazement. I turned my eyes to my hands. Holy hooch! I managed. Now I have a pair of wolf legs. I looked back and saw my whole body. Now my body has been wrapped in white fur strands that blend with the snow.
"Good darling. You did it" said Dad.
"Wow... Rin's. Finally your change stage is complete," said Sofia.
"Good, at least you won't lose control again and attack people" Rosse said.
I saw them happy, but... I looked away when I saw Miterra. I couldn't look him in the face. Is he willing to accept me in my form like this? I occasionally glanced at him. Unexpectedly Mitera suddenly hugged me tightly while gently stroking my fur. I was a little surprised by his reaction.
"You're beautiful" she whispered. Then he let go of his embrace. "Can you stand up?"
I feel confused. How do I stand? "No. I can't. I don't know how" I said, which they didn't understand. I glanced at Sherina for help.
["That's easy. Raise both your front legs and then your back legs" he explained.]
I tried it like Sherina said, but I fell forward. "It's hard."
"Why can't you stand up? It's not that he can and even runs, like that time," Lisa said.
"If you knew that it wasn't me, '" I thought.
"This is a first for him. It's not natural that he can't stand. Rin hasn't been able to practice yet" said aunt Emely.
"And also the ability to control is not stable. For today's change, Rin has been able to control it completely" the father explained.
"It's okay. I'll teach you."
"Can you hear me, Rin?" aunt Emely said she used telepathy.
"Yes." Yeah."
"good. I'll teach you to stand up. It's straightforward. First put your front legs up like this." Aunt Emely practiced it on me. He raised his front leg very easily. "...then lift your back legs."
"Em.." I tried what aunt practiced on me. Why am I trying to be so hard? My legs are shaking because I am not used to balancing myself with my current weight. Many times I lost my balance and fell into a pile of snow. But it didn't stop me from trying.
["Hey, can I help you?" tawar Sherina's.]
["No need. I want to be able to do it myself."]
A few times I finally succeeded, although my legs were still slightly shaking but I was able to stand up straight and maintain my body balance. Now what?
"Good Rin. Now step in."
"Step in?"
Now I'm confused between my front foot and my back foot. I tried to move one leg forward but my back leg tripped on its own. The result I fell again with a snout first set in the snow.
"Truly annoying," I said after lifting my face off from the pile of snow.
["Haha........" Sherina just laughed funnyly when she saw me.]
"Be careful Rin" said the mother.
I tried to stand up again, then flick my feathers which are now filled with snow due to frequent falls. Unfortunately, it affects others.
"Rin.....! !" snatch them together.
"Sorry."
"Try on again. Right front leg, left back leg" Aunt Emely showed me how. "Front left foot, back right foot."
I did what aunt taught me. I was still a little confused and still stumbled. I kept trying until I got used to it. I quickened my pace around them. It seems like everyone is happy when I can do it. It felt stable I started running and jumping here and there. I signaled to them that I could do it. But it didn't last long. Being too happy or not paying attention to my steps. Again I fell into a thicker snow. It caused my entire body to sink into a pile of snow and left only a tail and hind legs. Everyone laughed when they saw me having trouble getting out of the snow.
"Haha........ That's why, sister, don't be too happy just yet" Lisa said laughing so funny.
I tried to get out of the snow but I could just get my head out of the other side. I wrote a sharp lyric on Lisa who was still laughing. I took a swing and with one jump I managed to escape from the pile of snow. I ran over to Lisa and jumped on her front foot until she fell backward. His entire body was now drowning in snow.
"Haha... Circumstances are turning around now."
"Rin.....!!" Lisa got up from the snow while looking annoyed at me. "E.... Feel this!"