My Wedding: Am I Nothing?
Happiness over the Wounds

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Traveled

ting's.

the sound of the phone notification rang, making Anya moan back her bag. But, Arlan who was beside Anya did not bother the woman at all, she preferred to focus on the streets in front of her. Anya swiped the phone screen with one of her fingers, one message on the phone screen. Her name is no stranger to Anya, she is Roni the Father.

My Dad

Anya. where are you now? do I need to send Mr. Nono to pick you up?

whahuh? so I didn't ask this man. Inner Anya

The corner of his eyes was staring at the man beside him. His mind wondered, what this man said about his father who told him to deliver Anya home, is this just a mere mode of Arlan, so far Arlan has not shown anything suspicious.both the gaze and the words still feel awkward. He immediately dismissed that thought.

Ting!

the sound of the notification sound again stole Anya's attention. He looked back at his phone.

Dad told Arlan to meet you. Did he come?

'Arlan'? so this guy's name turned out to be Arlan. It was just fitting that he knew my name. It seems like dad told me everything about me. Inner Anya

jemari anya started typing something on the screen of his phone.She answered a message from Roni, Anya said that Arlan came to see him. Even now Arlan was with him. Anya also said that they were on their way home.

thank goodness I was relieved to hear that my choice was not to blame. Arlan is the right man to be your companion.

Without answering a message from Roni, Anya re-entered her phone.anya immediately turned her gaze to look out the window.what does her father mean, what does she think Mike is not a good man for Anya, his daughter.

from the car window Anya can see clearly the quiet scenery out there. The tub is set, this scene seems to complement the sense of dilemma that is now widening it.

Arlan who had been focused on driving now began to pay attention to Anya's movements from the rearview mirror in the car. occasionally he looked at the woman who was next to him. Anya looks very unenergized, this time Arlan began to open his voice,

"don't torture yourself.This is just part of the plan, if you don't accept you can just cancel it whenever you want" Arlan said at length

there was no response at all, Anya's gaze was still staring out the car window.

Arlan understood what the woman felt, being in the position of Anya at this time was indeed very heavy.if only Anya was a rabbit who was told to choose for the same choice, he said, for example, to choose to eat carrots 1 and carrots 2 surely Anya will get both. But baby, this is Anya and the choice is different.

"When we are given a choice, between loving or being loved, we prefer to..."

"beloved" said Arlan cut Anya's talk. Anya glanced at Arlan then turned her gaze back out the car window. Arlan knew there must be a reason behind Anya's attitude that always survives the pain in her nature.

Anya's attitude is what really makes Arlan confused. This woman, sometimes being nice and sometimes looking cold and pathetic.

"I know that you also know the reason we were met today." Anya now ventured to turn her eyes to Arlan who was focused on the steering and the road. "My father. wants us to live together.is that possible? " connect Anya.

anya's words suddenly make Arlan immediately stop his car. Arlan's body seemed to be rocked by thousands of storms his view seemed to stop.

Anya now increasingly looked at Arlan who was beside her. "you want to help me to realize her wish? marry me?" the words were successful Anya said without the slightest mistake, even though in her heart she rejected this matchmaking.

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Mike got to his house and he put his favorite car into the garage. Mike got out of the car, he staggered into his house. Unforgotten talk came out of his mouth.

"Aaaarrrrgh"

all the items that were on the guest table managed to he dragged roughly. Mike now threw his body on the chair in the living room.

"Anya. I'm devastated. Please don't leave my life."he said still drunk.

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arriving at home

clek!

the sound of the door opening. Anya lazily entered her room nuanced Hotel. How not? from the start of mattresses, cabinets, dressers, and other items are designed as similar as possible to the five-star hotel in his city. Even the balcony part is the favorite place Anya. both when happy and sad.the balcony is the impingement of Anya.

And yes, after entering the room Anya slowly walked towards the balcony. Anya looked at the sky that night, it felt like she wanted to tell her grievances. The water flow again wet both cheeks Anya. Now his shadow is back to Mike.

The Flashback

at an Evening Celebration, Mike pulls Anya's wrist. He decided to take Anya to the top floor of the building. Arriving there,

"How did you get me here?"

"There's something I want to show you."

Mike plucked his fingers. After that, the lights began to sound one by one. The lamp formed a heart, that in the middle of the lamp was already available one dining table with flowers on it also equipped with two chairs facing each other, simple, but for Anya this is something special.

So special Anya to the extent that she had to close her mouth because she gaped at the sight before her. Anya put her foot into that romantic place.

"For what? it's a real romantic."

Mike follows Anya from behind, "OK. Tonight, we'll be dinner here. Daaaan. It is this beautiful sky with the moon and stars that will bear witness to the Love of a Mike and Anya who are destined to be together."

"beb. what the hell are you, bucin tau."

"yes gapapa. nice dong bucin same girlfriend herself."

Anya speechless because of the words Mike who always makes himself feel meaningful.

"you like?"

Anya looked at Mike and nodded happily.Any glance kissed Mike's cheek then Anya also hugged his lover tightly, and Mike also returned his embrace.

Just this time Anya got a lover like Mike, she felt so precious. Mike's behavior always made her a princess. And tonight, Mike again proved his affection, Mike always does the same thing, which makes Anya happy

Flashback Off

Anya's tears are falling, when she remembers her good times with her lover. How can Anya forget Mike, Mike is her first Love since she was still in High School. Likes and sorrows have been passed together, but on the eve of his graduation hearing he must be faced with a forced farewell. Anya's dream to marry Mike is now as if extinct, swallowed up in the hand.

"For my night sky, my heart will remain beside you, becoming the moon and the thousands of stars that continue to shine through your night. Because I, just love you. And, although now fate must separate us, but our souls will always be together, like the night sky and the stars and the moon are inseparable." lirih Anya while looking at the night sky with sadness and a broken heart of feelings.

It seems that Arlan's guess is correct, Anya seems to be very hurt for this matchmaking. If only Anya found out there Mike also felt the same way. But still, Anya will be on her stand. Anya does not want to disappoint Roni the father.he gave up his happiness for the sake of making Roni happy.

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To be Continued