My White Grey

My White Grey
Chapter 178


Natha just pondered in her room, for some reason she felt hurt hearing Gibran's words earlier. Aksa was already happy with his choice, meaning he already had a new partner? And she doesn't love Natha anymore?


No more hope for Natha to return to Aksa? Natha is desperate to forget Aksa, but can't. When he was daydreaming he always thought of Aksa, when Natha was lonely, Natha always remembered Aksa. How could he forget Aksa if his thoughts were still about Aksa.


Now Natha must try to forget Aksa, however, she does not want to open her heart first, unless she has completely forgotten Aksa from her heart.


From earlier Natha's HP located on the nightstand rang continuously, Natha had no intention to open her phone.


Natha tried to close her eyes, before long, she fell asleep. The room lights are still on, he has not changed his clothes, the door he locks, Keenan, Ola or Mama Lian will not be able to enter his room. With the exception of Auntie, Aunt Mela holds the spare key to Natha's room.


Now, at eleven o'clock in the night, Nath awakens from his sleep, he looks around his room. The lights are still on, Natha saw the side there is a large mirror. Natha who was still wearing clothes this morning forgot to change her clothes.


He walked towards the closet to pick up the shirt and immediately replaced it. When she was done, Natha came out of her room, she was hungry, but she did not want to eat, and inexplicably she did not want to eat.


Natha walked down the stairs, confused, it was eleven o'clock at night, why Ola and Keenan were still sitting in the living room. Doesn't Ola always sleep at eight in the night? Or maybe he woke up just like him?


"Where are you going?" keenan asked Natha, but Natha only hinted that she was a kitchen wretch.


He wanted to get some water, and after she finished drinking, Natha walked into the living room to sit down and join Keenan and Ola.


"Bang" called out to Natha, Keenan who was called directly looked towards Natha who was sitting on sofa one.


"Yes, why?" keenan asked gently, Keenan knew why Natha became like this, he had asked Cakra in whatsapp.


"Gue was confused." said Natha, Keenan smiled.


"Why? Here's a whip." asked Keenan again, Ola said goodbye to go into his room because he was back sleepy. Natha sat herself beside Keenan, Natha leaning against the chest of Keenan's field. Keenan hugged Natha, her sister was hurting, she knew it.


"Gue still can't escape him. He can forget me, even he is happy with others. How else do I have to forget? I've tried for a long time, when I want to escape him, my brain must suddenly think of him." said Natha, Keenan listen to Natha's words.


"Gue can spare him no, can't he?" natha Keenan asked, She nodded. "could. You can definitely forget him slowly, delete everything about him in your HP, especially his photos." replied Keenan who knows the contents of the Natha gallery, Natha, because in the HP Natha gallery there are many photos of Keenan when they were dating.


"When, I can't. If I'm ready to delete it, I'll delete it." replied Natha too.


They talked for a long time, until it did not feel like the clock had shown half an hour and one night. Natha fell asleep in Keenan's arms, while Keenan was still not asleep, he was still cool playing his own phone while accompanying Natha to sleep.


But before long, Keenan slowly lifts Natha's body to be carried into his own room. Keenan breaks down Natha's body slowly so Natha doesn't wake up. After finishing, Keenan kissed Natha's head at a glance, then went from Natha's room and did not forget to turn off Natha's sleeping lights.


***


Skip on Saturday afternoon, Ola is getting ready for a walk with her Crush. Natha was sitting in the living room alone, she was playing her phone, she was opening the gallery to delete all the photos of Aksa stored in her gallery.


"So, I'm wearing this shirt, good, right?" asked Ola out of her room in a white knee-length, short-sleeved dress and wearing white heels. Not to forget with his hair neatly decomposed in a white ribbon in the middle of the hair.


"Good, what a pussy you get ready. Didn't he leave at seven in the evening?" natha asked in astonishment, it's still six in the afternoon, there's still an hour left to wait.


"Hehe, justin, so he's not waiting for me anymore" Ola replied, Natha nodded.


"Oh yeah, you see Keenan?" natha asked, because she was taking a nap, and in the afternoon, Natha just woke up.


"So he said to take something in his house, if it is not wrong to hear the name of the friend, Renja" replied Ola, Natha scrunched her eyebrows, and, just found out Natha if Keenan has a friend whose name is Renja.


"Oh, okay." answered Natha, Ola nodded and sat down next to Natha.


"Tonight is Sunday night, you have no intention of going for a walk?" ask Ola, "Later, wait for Keenan to come home. I want to make sure he goes for a walk, my boss at home." replied Natha, Ola again nodded.


Skip at seven o'clock, where Crush Ola comes to pick up Ola, and Keenan just got home from his friend Renja's house.


"Who was Ola?" asked Keenan when he entered the house and approached Natha with a paper bag in her hand.


"Near Ola." answered Natha putting her phone on the table, she took the TV remote and turned on the tv.


"So he thought I wanted to send a package of bego, not very clear, because I stopped in front of the pager to open, uh he even nanya. 'You want to order, brother?' tanyakanya. Yes I replied, 'lady, this is my house.' he continues to be ashamed of himself, continue to apologize." Keenan told Natha, Natha listened to Keenan talk, he said, but his eyes remained focused towards the TV screen.


"Front lo emang kayak nganter order anyway, so he thought you are a packer." answered Natha without sin, Keenan patted Natha's shoulder.


"Damn" said Keenan, Natha looked at Keenan, no-no, rather Natha glanced at the paper bag Keenan put on the table.


"What's? Wanna?" haggling Keenan, Natha nodded her head. Obviously he wanted to, he refused.


"This is a lo, it was Renja who gave thanks." said Keenan, Natha bentung. Renja gave him? Wh why? Natha doesn't know Renja. Or maybe Keenan who introduced Natha to Renja even though he did not meet?


"Renja who the hell? Just found out I have a theme called Renja." asked Natha, Keenan nodded.


"Lo forgot Renja? Sure you forgot?" asked Keenan back, Natha thought for a moment. Have you ever known someone named Renja? Over where? Since when? Huh huh? Natha's confused. Keenan chuckled at his confused face.


"Ezra Pradipta's prison" Keenan said, Natha still thinks afterwards, Natha remembers something.


Natha often called him little Ezra, not Renja. Renja moved house because her parents were separated, Renja chose to follow her nyokap compared to her bokap. Renja moved away from Natha's house, but remained in Indonesia.


The two of them also did not understand the cell phone first, so they never met again after Renja moved. Finally Renja back again, Renja is the first person he likes first, can be said to love monkeys.


Natha after they did not meet again, Natha never had any more taste for Renja, until now. No one knows how Natha feels about Renja, Renja considers Natha as her best friend.


"Yes, little Ezra. But now you can no longer call him little Ezra like, haha!" answer Keenan.


"He moved home here again?" natha asked, Keenan nodded. "Where?" natha asked again, "He's in the apartment near the park, he's working" Keenan replied.


"on your own? Keep aunt Rara?" ask Natha again.


"But it's going to me where I know. Chat alone, and I'll send the number. Eat this first, I know you have not eaten, this morning doang breakfast, lunch is not" replied Keenan handed the paper bag earlier, Natha nodded.


***


Now that Natha had finished eating, she and Keenan did not take a walk. Because Keenan was suddenly invited to go with his friends to gather.


Natha joined the room alone, Aunt Mela and Lea may have gone to sleep. Natha remembered something, she wanted to see Renja, the number had been given by Keenan.


(Little Ezra) Renja's contact name on Natha's HP.


[Haloo?] - Natha


[Yes?] - Ezra


[Who is it?] - Ezra


Ezra was talking, even though Natha's number was added from earlier, he asked for Natha's number from Keenan.


[Hello? Why read doang? Who is this?] - Ezra


[Here tai, don't pretend you don't know. That guy Keenan told me you asked for my number.] - Natha


[HAHAHA how are you? Long time no see, how long has it been, huh?] - Ezra


[11 years old, little Ezra.] - Natha


[For a long time, didn't I miss it?] - Ezra


[No.] - Natha


[That's the heart.] - Ezra


[This is how I feel weird because of you make me-you. Lo-gue.] - Natha


[Gue who was just a little disgusted himself.] - Ezra


[Btw, how's Aunt Rara? Don't live with you anymore, do you?] - Natha


[Buna is fine. I ninggalin Buna because of work, Buna also who asked to move here, he said easy so not far away from work. So Buna was there with Grandma, I was alone here.] - Ezra


[Oh, it's been a long time, you work? Working where? Sorry so much so πŸ˜…] - Natha


[It's only been six months if not wrong. I work in an office, on Citra Indah street.] - Ezra


[Well? My mother also works in the office, meaning you often meet my Mama dong?] - Natha


[Gue don't know which Mama lo 😭] - Ezra


[My mama's a secretary there, or a different office? But the office on the street is just one.] - Natha


[OH! Mom's name, Herlian huh? Secretary at my workplace, means I often meet mama lo dong πŸ˜€πŸ˜€] - Ezra


[Yes, but you forget or don't know? So not realising. My mother may have forgotten the same, too.] - Natha


[Yes kali. Tonight, no sightseeing?] - Ezra


[No. Males only.] - Natha


There are still many more that they discuss through chatting and in advanced with video calls until nine pm.


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