My wife, Dhia
Not Ready to Lose
Reyhan and Dhia are in a famous cafe, in the area, Arenan. The only cafe, which is often crowded by young people, especially at night this week.
They both chose a place outside. Because Dhia asked for. The night air outside makes it more comfortable, than inside, which may make it crowded, because it is filled with crowds of visitors.
"Why did I come here, Doc?"
Reyhan suddenly chuckled softly."You can't, anyway, don't call me Doctor? call me Mas, or name me."
Reyhan said that has repeatedly reminded Dhia not to call him by the name, Doctor. But the woman repeated it.
"It's habit." Dhia smiled faintly.
"This time should be familiarized don't call, Doctor."
Dhia nodded slowly.
"Dhio ..."
"Yes, Doc .. e, I-I mean, Reyhan." Erat Dhia.
Reyhan smiled back.
"On my statement that night ... have you been able to answer it?" ask Reyhan carefully.
He deliberately brought Dhia here because he wanted to ensure a direct answer from the lips of the woman, who had previously asked for time, when Laila buk questioned her willingness to marry her son, Reyhan Aditya.
"But actually I wish you would, nduk. My mother loves you very much. I thought you were like your own mother's son." continued buk Laila again, at that time.
"It's also for you, and for your son."
Dhia raised her face.
"B-but I'm still legitimately the wife of my husband, buk." said Dhia finally."I can't marry Doctor Reyhan, because I'm not divorced."
Buk Laila smiled faintly."I understand ... about your divorce, Reyhan can handle it."
Dhia gulped nervously."But I'm still pregnant, buk."
"Mom understand, nduk ..." Buk Laila smiled again." You don't have to get married now. But later ... after you give birth."
Dhia again swallowed. Right now, he really did not know what to look for any more excuses. Trying to subtly reject Laila's buk request. Afraid of the middle-aged woman, and the others were disappointed. Including Reyhan.
However, it was they, who had been taking care of him all this time. Accept her presence, and treat her like her own family. Without them, it might somehow be Dhia's current fate.
"Give me some time to answer it, buk." said Dhia at last.
"I love you, Dhia" said Reyhan again, staring fixedly at Dhia.
Dhia gulped nervously. Both of her hands continued squeezing the end of her dress, while raising her face, daring to look at Reyhan."I-I'm sorry, Reyhan ..."
"Can't I marry you?"I'm Dhia at last. Right now, he could see Reyhan's face turning disappointed.
"You can have a better woman, Rey .. not a married woman, let alone a pregnant one like me." Dhia said softly, so that her rejection would not leave pain in the man's heart.
Reyhan flinching.
Until a waiter came, delivering food orders, Reyhan returned to voice.
"Eat first."
"If there's still something to talk about, it'll be home."
Said Reyhan again. The dinner turned cold. Everything was beyond the expectations he had imagined. The shadow of Dhia would express a willingness to marry her, instead turning around with a rejection that left her disappointed.
Sewindu ...
I didn't hear your voice
I don't see your smile anymore
The ones that decorate my day
Sewindu ...
You're not by my side
You disappeared from my sight
Don't know where you are now
A soft voice that flowed from inside the cafe, made Dhia gasp and fixated for a moment. His heart pounded, reminding him back to someone.
One who was so longed for, yet had to be abandoned.
That voice, that voice,
My Dirga ....
Dhia dizzy, looking for the source of the sound from inside the cafe. But the man is invisible.
It's not ready for me yet
Losing yourself
Not able to get away from you
Which is still in my heart
Sewindu ...
You're not by my side
Don't know where you are now, ho-ho
"Why you?" Reyhan was confused to see Dhia as agitated with the already wet Netra.
"You cry why? is this because of me?" Reyhan wiped Dhia's tears."I'm sorry .. I won't force you to marry me again."
Dhia shakes."W-we're home now, Rey."
Reyhan frowned."But you haven't eaten at all."
"Later home." Dhia hurriedly stood up, and pulled Reyhan's arm.
Reyhan felt strange. He finally, according to leave, after having taken two pieces of money from his pocket, put them on the table, then called the waiter.
Ho-oh
It's not ready for me yet
Losing yourself
Not able to 'get away from you
Which is still in my heart
God please help me
Forget about him
All the stories about him made me
Always remember the old love
I am reminded of the love that used to be
Turn me on
Hm-hm
The cheering voice of the visitor clapped, making the man who had been singing while closing his eyes because it was so animating, finally opened his eyes. He even wiped the tears that pierced the corner of his eyes.
"Wiiih .. cool, Bro!" said the man named Galang, while patting the man's shoulder, when it came down from the stage.
"That's a big .. do you remember the wife?" ask Galang.
The man chuckled softly.
"Patience, bro .. if you are a mate, you will definitely meet again" said Galang again.
"Sir Dirga! Mr. Dirga."
Cried a man who entered in a hurry.
"What's up, Dod?"
"So I saw a girl. Similar to Dhia, sir."
Dirga who heard that hurriedly ran out. But when he got outside, he did not see the existence of Dhia at all.
"I'm sorry, sir .. the woman rushed home, she's just like a man" Doddy said as he followed Dirga out.
"Are you sure of that, Dhia?"
"It's the same, the same, sir" said Doddy hesitantly.
Dirga's forehead is wrinkled.
"But the body's like pregnant women, sir."
Dirga wastes a rough breath."Your fault!"
"Yes, yes .. I'm wrong people, times." Doddy scratched his non-itchy head.
"Lang, the cave home luan!" exclaim Dirga on Galang, then walk towards his car parked in the yard.
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"Hurry home. A new feeling set off" Buk Laila said as he watched Dhia and Reyhan return.
"Yes, buk."
Dhia smiled faintly. Reyhan went straight into the room.
Buk Laila who saw that, her heart immediately wondered. His son was not usually cold.
"Have you eaten, nduk?"
"Yet, buk."
"Yes, eat first. After that you sleep .. rest, yes." buk Laila rubbed Dhia's shoulder slowly."I'm going to Reyhan's room first."
In that instant, there was a pinch in the corner of Dhia's heart. Seeing the attention and affection of Buk Laila to him. He felt guilty, and would feel even more sinful, if only the middle-aged woman knew the truth. The truth that he had rejected Rayhan.
After a moment of silence, Dhia suddenly grimaced. Touching his suddenly hardened stomach. He slowly walked into the room. Sit down, while gently rubbing his stomach that began to enlarge.
"Why you, baby? from that moment on, very active."
Dhia invites her baby to talk who is still in the womb, while continuing to rub her stomach slowly.