My Wife Drabia's
79. I'm sincere

Ansel strode his feet as soon as he walked into the Drabia treatment room, with tears dripping so profusely down his cheeks. Even though he said sincerely if his wife had to leave. But it was so heavy, and in fact Ansel was not ready to lose Drabia.

"Drabia, open your eyes to Drabia. Look at me and our daughter, Drabia. Have mercy on us a little. We need you, Drabia. Please, baby, please. If you have to go, look at us one last time. Say something Drabia, say something that can make me happy if you really want to go" Ansel said in his sobs.

"I beg Drabia, don't leave us. Don't you have any pity to see our daughter?." Ansel paused his sentence, then moved Salwa who was sleeping in his carrier lying beside Drabia." Our daughter needs a warm hug from you, Drabia."Ansel was crying sobbing.

"Annals"

Ansel's cry was aghast, hearing Mother Nimas' voice calling out to him. Nimas' mother, who was standing next to Ansel, rubbed her shoulders gently. Nimas' mother was no less sad. Nimas' mother also cried from earlier when she heard the Doctor to sincerely let Drabia go.

"I'm not ready to lose it, Ma!" ansel's cry broke even more as he hugged the body of the woman who raised him.

Nimas' mother rubbed Ansel's back to calm him down, although she herself was no less sad than Ansel.

"But son, look at his body. His body was exhausted and only bones remained" sobbing Mother Nimas, pity to see the physical condition of her daughter who only live bones.

"Son Ma, I'm not ready yet." Losing, no one is ready to lose. What's more about losing a loved one, especially losing a partner.

"Mama understands baby, Mama's not ready either. She's Mama's daughter, Mama just found out. Mama just found it."

Finally the mother and the child both cried in the room without anyone calming him.

"Well! huaaaa...!"

Fortunately, there was Salwa who woke them up. The cry of Salwa managed to stop the cries of Ansel and Nimas' mother.

"Salwa, are you awake, son?." Ansel who had taken off his embrace from Nimas' mother, immediately grabbed the body of his daughter. Maybe her daughter was overwhelmed by the noise of their cries. Also, her daughter always cried when she saw her crying.

"Go home, let Mama keep her here" said Ms. Nimas. In order for Ansel to bring his daughter home, the atmosphere of the hospital is not good for a small child.

"Sir Ma, tonight we want to sleep here. We want to spend time together here. We've never done it Ma" Ansel said.

"But son, it's not good for Salwa here. In the hospital it's a hive of disease, a lot of viruses here. The little boy's physique is weak" explained Ms. Nimas.

"Please understand us Ma. Before I make a decision, let us spend some time together, Ma" Ansel refused.

Nimas' mother sighed resignedly.

That night Ansel and his daughter stayed in the treatment room. Ansel laid his body beside Drabia, hugging the thin body of the bone. Ansel was very upset at that time. The space they slept in together gave them warmth.

"If you leave, I will forever be cold in Drabia. I've gotten used to this body" said Ansel, sticking his face into Drabia's face." My world will be dark without you."

"Drabia, please forgive the mistakes I made that hurt you. Don't punish me this hard, Drabia. This punishment is not worth your pain. It's too sick, you're not fair."

"You said you've forgiven me. But where?, you were angry and kept me quiet all this time. I know, I've also kept you quiet, but not this cruel, until our daughter even you punish. You evil Drabia. You haven't changed in the past, you've always done what you wanted. You always get me in trouble. You always involve me in your troubles" Ansel joked with tears streaming from the corner of his eye.

"Please wake up."

Ansel continued to speak out all of his heart. Until I forget to close my eyes even if only a moment until the morning before.

If it wasn't for hearing her daughter's crying voice from inside the baby box, Ansel probably wouldn't have noticed her daydream.

Ansel, who was lying next to Drabia, came down from the top of the gurney near his daughter who was next to the gurney.

"Why are you crying, baby?" ansel asked as he checked her diaper.

It turns out it was taking out the trash. His daughter was crying after waking up. Ansel took her to the bathroom in the room to clean it up. When she finished, take her back out of the bathroom.

Seeing the time had entered dawn, Ansel decided to perform dawn worship in the treatment room, after putting Salwa back into the baby box.

Finished performing the dawn prayer, Ansel continued chanting the holy verse in the Qur'an next to Drabia. Wishing his wife could hear him and wake up from her deep sleep.

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"Are you guys sure to unplug the tool attached to his body?" ask the doctor who treated Drabia all this time to Ansel and his family.

"I've been sincere Doc" cried Mr. Ilham sobbing in his wheelchair. April who was standing behind him instantly rubbed her shoulders gently.

"I've also sinned Doc" said Ms. Nimas crying bitterly.

"Now it's up to you Mr. Ansel. You have more right to decide" the man's doctor told Ansel, who was sitting at his desk.

"Bismillahbornrohmanir rohim, Astagfirullohal 'azim, O Allah!." Ansel closed his eyes, tears flowed straight from his eyes.

After thinking about it for almost a month, and asking for guidance from God. And after talking about going out. Today Ansel decided to recant if his wife had to leave for a long time.

Ansel could not say any words, his throat was choked so sore to say it was sincere. Ansel kept crying.

"If you're not ready, don't decide anything" said Ciko pulling her best friend into her arms.

"I'm sincere O Allah" cried Ansel roared in Ciko's arms." I'm sincere, I'm sincere."

When Ansel said he was sincere, all the family members in the room cried sobbing. Including Lea who had been in Dafa's arms.

"Ansel" said Ciko felt Ansel's body weaken in his arms. Ansel fainted helplessly and fearfully losing his wife.

The doctor sitting in front of Ansel stood up straight from his seat, to resuscitate the unconscious Ansel in his seat, by applying eucalyptus oil to his nose.

Ansel regained consciousness and ran outside the doctor's room, entering the Drabia treatment room.

Buarr!

Unconsciously Ansel pushed the door of the treatment room firmly, causing a strong debuman.

Ansel ran towards the gurney, scattering his body into the helpless body.

"Drabian! wake Drabia!" yelled Ansel while crying." A drabiaaaaa! Youuuun!."

Ansel cried as soon as possible, no matter the sound caused noise in the hospital.

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