MY WIFE How I Love You
S3. Raden's Explanation

Raden approaching.

"I'm helping ya."

Gauri was surprised and almost fresh ingredients for cooking fell but Raden quickly helped so that unwanted events did not happen.

"Come, oh, yeah, I used that to cook Zidan lunch." Show it tofu and eggs.

'What Gauri hasn't had lunch, why are the ingredients that I deliberately prepared just a little taken even many are still intact, what morning and lunch Gauri did not eat?'

Question after question lingered in his mind, is it true that his suspicions so far if Gauri did not use the facilities he prepared at all, why? did he deliberately keep his distance so as not to feel bothered.

"Have you had lunch?" Raden asked and stopped his activities helping Gauri cut vegetables.

"Here you go, look at that!" he pointed to magic com.

"Really?" it seemed Raden could not believe that Gauri had eaten.

He also checked the rice cooker and really had stayed a little rice meaning Gauri had breakfast and lunch but that became the question of one why the ingredients of the kitchen are still a lot of what he did not eat it all or nothing while staying here Gauri does not eat the right foods just rice.

Then if the food is still so much what Gauri only eats the leftovers of her little side dishes, that little, whether he was afraid Raden discussed all the food in the refrigerator when all the food that was there for him and his son so that Zidan did not cry because of hunger or when Zidan needed this. All are presented as complete as the minimum market so that Gauri and Zidan added to stay in this place but instead of comfortable it turns out Gauri feels very depressed once her life.

Raden only guessed, indeed Gauri did not take much cooking because he remembered himself and his son just hitchhiking live with people, indeed, in addition, like Raden already has a lover whose name is Risa.. Risa is often preceded, jealous people say but she has no right to it. As a widow of one child she was increasingly self-conscious if a well-established and highly educated man could not be with a mediocre woman plus a widow there was nothing to be proud of except she works hard and has a lot of money to be appreciated a little as a widow, like a shameless person and beggar of love, right?

"I'm not lying, right." Smilingly.

Gauri showed her best smile, at least if later driven and left the apartment owned by Raden at least there is only a good impression that is present not suffering, when the time comes at least this heart is not seriously injured.

"Gauri, I asked again. Are you comfortable living in this place?" holding both of Gauri's shoulders.

Gauri.

"Why?"

What's wrong with him that forbids Gauri from working.

"I want to be free, not press like this Raden. I know you're a good and sincere person so Zidan is comfortable with you, but not for me Raden, I need freedom not pressure that makes me uncomfortable. Do you know Raden, I'm like a canary in a golden cage. Not only once I was shackled by rich people like you, Shandy and Aldy used to continue after leaving Aldy instead you locked me in your apartment and I you banned this. I'm a Raden man not a doll or a living robot that you play with, I think you're different from them but you're the same!" after answering the long question, Gauri left with Zidan in her arms.

Feeling unable to do so, he went into the room and packed his belongings when he first came to Raden's apartment.

"Mama." Zidan's voice stops Gauri's activities, which begin to pack her belongings, including Zidan's clothes and toys.

"Yes son?" smiling at his baby.

"No way!" hugging Gauri's body tightly.

Gauri to shed tears, she knew her son was very comfortable in this luxurious place but not for him, he was depressed like a life of unwilling death.

"But..."

Gauri assuaged her selfishness. He returns his belongings to their respective places as usual and Gauri sees a happy smile rise again from Zidan's handsome face.

Raden knocked on the door.

Tok

Tok

"Can I come in?" ask first, it is not polite if he just entered even though he has full rights to this apartment.

"Just enter!" calm answer.

"Can we talk both." Raden pointed outside Gauri's room.

"Can, what else to say. If it's about Zidan I'm willing to stay here, but if it's about anything else I think about it first" Gauri sat on the edge of the bed while Raden was not far from Gauri but he did not sit down.

"Then we'll just talk in the tv room, and let Zidan play with his new train." Raden was holding Zidan while in Zidan's left right hand was his favorite toy.

Gauri just nodded.

Gauri was speechless really one word alone was unable to penetrate her lips, it was bitter in every cavity of her mouth.

"Gauri. I want to speak seriously to you, maybe the words I say are not good to hear. But. I beg you not to equate myself with those who have stopped by and hurt you Gauri, sorry if I offend and make you uncomfortable beside me."

"It's okay Raden, I get it. Your responsibility is great because you brought an obscure person like me, I know that," Gauri hinted at a hand so that Raden would not interrupt his conversation.

"I'm sorry if I'm troublesome, it's best that me and Zidan move out of this place of yours. Once again thank you Raden," he continued without wanting to hear Raden speak.

"Gauri, wait, that's not what I mean by Gauri." It's free to talk to Gauri if Gauri has run into her room again.

Zidan just stared at his mother running who was followed by Raden who he considered his om only.

"What else?" Gauri had a great debate in her heart.

In addition, Raden's firm hand grip on his wrist.

"Listen to me!" immediately hugged Gauri tightly and she wanted to listen to her heart beat so great when it was close together like this.

Gauri listened to the sound of Raden's heartbeat so quickly, what does this mean. Had Raden a heartache or because of running around chasing him, suddenly Gauri felt guilty had caused Raden's heartbeat to beat so fast.

"Is... your heartache? why is it beating so fast Raden. Are you okay, I'm sorry Raden frankly I don't know if you're sick and make you run around, I'm really sorry and won't repeat it. Did you just want to talk about this matter, well then you can make a unilateral decision for me and let me go so that your expenses do not swell because there is me and Zidan." Talk non-stop when that's not what Raden meant.

It turns out that Gauri can not be invited to fight with her head dizzy and broken.

"No words of protest, where's your medicine Raden don't make me panic Raden. Come. dong come on Raden don't make me worry about Raden."

Gauri searched here and there but the result was no medicine around Raden's room even in all corners of the apartment room.

"Where's the cure?" staring at Raden and panicking.

"No, I'm not sick Gauri!" cupping both of Gauri's cheeks and immediately Raden silenced Gauri's lips so soft.

Gauri did not believe Raden this brave of her, he wanted to rebel but free Raden had bitten his lower lip and made Raden so free to explore all corners of the mouth of Gauri.

Gauri initially hit the chest field Raden but over time the defense collapsed as well he followed the game Raden even decapan sound was heard.

Raden and Gauri were out of breath they removed the link.

"I love you Gauri." Raden sincerely expressed his feelings for Gauri.

Gauri fell silent, is this really not a lie. What he feels about Raden is reciprocated, if it is avenged whether it will be the same as the past which in fact is only utilized and re-injured.

"Why don't you answer? did I over-assume you had a taste for me all along. It turns out that I love you alone," the look on Raden's cheerful and happy face is now dim changed with his gloomy face.

Willing to leave but a warm hug from behind his body made Raden stop his steps.

"You're wrong Raden, you don't think I'm jealous when you're more concerned with helping Risa even more you care about her plus you just like Zidan not his mother, me..."

Raden turned his body.

"Who said, I've asked Zidan several times to call me dad or papa but he asked me what it was, dad, I'm confused to explain if I'm honest what kind of father he'll ask what his papa is like" Raden's explanation is strong enough to accept.

Because Zidan asked several times what is the difference between father, papa and om Raden.

"Then." Gauri is curious about the true story he thinks Zidan got a word from who it turns out from Raden his closest person.

"What else, nothing! just that doang,"

"Toment." Can't believe.

Raden pulled Gauri's body and squeezed her until Gauri and Raden felt something rise up. Gauri felt familiar with the object because her hand held it not once or twice. Although sometimes his wild imagination works but he realized it should be done after marriage more barokah and halal of course.

"I'm sorry, I borrowed the bathroom first." Gauri soon escapes from Gauri's presence while Gauri follows her son alone and plays on a thick, soft fur carpet.

The little body of Zidan hugged his toy tightly turned out he was asleep in that place, Gauri immediately lifted Zidan's body and put him to bed, he saw the bathroom door was still tightly closed. What was being done by Raden why so long, when he was about to knock Gauri heard the moaning sound of Raden while saying his name many times.

Gauri was horrified, lest he be made his only woman to satisfy naf$u. This gawat...

Gauri immediately went out and headed to the kitchen and pretended not to know about it, ashamed. It turns out that oh it turns out that the brain of a man who is nearby always plunges toward true intimacy.

Glug

Glug

Glug

"Well, the leg, really running a marathon tonight, how am I supposed to be?" confused, confused and embarrassed.

Why could Raden be so and think of himself even when at his peak he was made a fantasy of his release.

"Gauri."

Raden surprised Gauri who had just finished drinking.

"Inalillahi, could not Raden if you first excuse me if calling," cut down his chest pounding because surprised not playing.

"You just put Zidan to bed?" raden's question made Gauri widen her eyes.

"No," while shaking. "So when you were in the bathroom I caught up with Zidan who had fallen asleep on the carpet and I held him up and put him to sleep in the room and then I went to the kitchen, what was it?" lying when he heard Raden's moaning.

"Really, yes, that's it. Quick sleep my baby love!" while kissing Gauri's forehead.

Heart leaflet can not be conditioned, even though it wants to collapse this leg because it is not strong to receive such great happiness.

"What the hell Raden, expressing his feelings at a time like that, really no romantic at all." Grumbling but happy, it feels flowery.

But.. Gauri realized that loving and being amazed does not mean having to have it, it is actually afraid to open a new sheet but what if it does not open a new sheet, there was no way he would stay in the same hole and fall into place. This self must be strong and stronger again, as a mother and single mom she does not want to constantly think negatively of others, surely this time she is different.

While Raden who was in his own room drowned his face, ashamed to wear it surely Gauri heard his sweet voice.

"Aaa.. shame." Roll over here.

It feels like drowning.

"If Gauri had heard him must have been ilfil to me, had mouth. mouth could not be if at that time do not lose control calling his name, he said, if she thinks I'm a pervert like her ex-husband is what it is." While beating his own mouth because he presumptuously considers Gauri as his fantasy friend when playing Solo in the bathroom.

Morning time.

Gauri was wearing gloves and was about to clean a flower pot that contained a lot of broken glass, actually this plant flowers or glass Raden anyway.

"The male ko is told to plant flowers, which there is still so this is the time when the flower pot is not a living flower but instead wants to steal another life, he said, if it hurts hands, Zidan is not playing in this place."

Gauri breathed a sigh of relief, at least her little son did not like to play with foreign objects that were harmful to himself.