
Irfan looked up at the sky , the rain began to subside just a speck of rain. He turned his head towards Fira who was sitting on the bench stop by hugging El who was soundly asleep with a dodot in her mouth.
The man sat near Fira but kept his distance. He watched El fall asleep in Fira's arms. He remembered his daughter who was the same age as El at home.
"Rain has subsided, do you want to come to my house first ? I can't possibly leave you two at this stop. I'll take you home later, but I want to change clothes first. My home is not far from here" said Irfan . Fira noticed Irfan's wet clothes, she stared at the parked motorcycle in front of the stop.
"Doctor's on a motor? " asked Fira.Irfan just nodded his head.
"So you want to come with me? I won't do anything with you " said Irfan. The man took the helmet and gave it to Fira. The girl just stared at the helmet that Irfan thrust.
"Take his helmet don't daydream "reprove Irfan. Fira immediately took the helmet, but she was confused how to put the helmet on while she carried El . Irfan who had been wearing his jacket and helmet looked at Fira, he forgot that this girl was carrying her son where she could put a helmet on.
"Here let me help you put up" said Irfan took the helmet from Fira's hand. The man put a helmet on the girl's head, his eyes accidentally met Fira's eyes. Their eyes locked for a few seconds. Irfan immediately broke off eye contact with the two of them.
"Astaghfirullahalazim" said Irfan slowly but can still be heard Fira who lowered his head.The man immediately climbed on a motorcycle and Fira sat behind the motorcycle seat.
"Have gone up ? " ask Irfan.
"Had "answered Fira.
"You hold your child tightly, afraid of falling" said Irfan who began to ride his motorcycle.
"Where is your husband? Why let you go out these nights, let alone bring your child who is still small ? " ask Irfan, who is but focused on driving.
"My husband is working out of town" Fira replied lying.
"So that you have given birth to your child until now have not come home, your husband? " ask Irfan who is starting to be curious..
"Yes" replied Fira.
"What kind of husband is it, letting the wife struggle to give birth on her own without accompanying. Like he was crazy to work until he did not go home" said Irfan .
"Doctors are married? " tanya Fira shifted the conversation.Irfan was silent for a moment when he heard the question of this girl he was screwing.
"Yes, I am married and have a daughter who is the same age as your child" Irfan replied. He missed his wife and his little daughter. Irfan motorbike into the yard of the house is quite spacious after security guards opened the fence of the house.
Fira gets off the motorcycle, and Irfan takes off his helmet.
"The security guard put my motorcycle in the trunk" Irfan ordered.
"Okay Mr. Irfan "answered the security guard.
"Let's go into my house" said Irfan walked first by holding El who had awoken from his sleep. Even the baby looks calm and a henchman when in Irfan's arms who is a stranger to El. Maybe there has been a match between two men of different ages.
"Assalamu'alaikum" said Irfan said greetings.When entering the house that looks luxurious and spacious.
"Waalaikumsalam" said bi Ina who came from the kitchen.
"Bi, Naya's asleep? " ask Irfan at bi Ina.
"That's mister, Miss Naya from earlier cried continuously. Also continue to stock ASI has run out, maybe Miss Naya thirsty to drink ASI "answer bi Ina . Irfan let out a long breath, he had already searched around for a nursing mother for his daughter but had yet to find one as well. Naya, her daughter is allergic to drinking formula milk, her daughter is more suitable to drink breast milk. Since his wife died from giving birth to Naya, he had to be smart to look after and care for his daughter. Naya, always crying not to be separated from him, already two or three babby sisters who resigned, because they were unable to take care of and care for Naya.
Irfan glanced at Fira who was next to him. He hesitated to ask this girl. Fearfully, this girl misunderstood and considered him disrespectful .
"Ekkhmmm" Dehem Irfan made Fira look up at the young doctor.
"I can ask? But you don't misunderstand me first. Do you have ASI ? " ask Irfan . Fira reflex crossed hands on her chest.Irfan gulped his saliva roughly, already he guessed this girl would think she would do such a thing.
"You don't get me wrong, here's my daughter Naya. He was thirsty to drink ASI, my son could not drink formula milk because of allergies, he could only drink ASI.Sedika stock of ASI is up. I have also been looking to other hospitals but there is no, young mother who is willing to be the mother of my child's nursery "clearly Irfan.Fira lowered her hand and looked at Irfan's sharp eyes.
"Yes I want to breastfeed the doctor's daughter" Fira replied. A smile was engraved on the handsome face of the young doctor.
"Bi please take her to Naya's room.And you don't have to worry, your son I take care" said Irfan. Fira just nodded her head.
"Let's go, lady, I'll take you to Miss Naya's room" said bi Ina. Fira follows the middle-aged woman to Irfan's doctor's nursery.
"Papa change clothes first yes, you follow papa to the room" said Irfan calling himself papa in front of El. The man kissed El's chubby cheeks and walked towards the guest room. Because her room, Fira in order to breastfeed Naya, is not polite if she goes into the room there.
Irfan put El on the bed slowly as he treated the baby like his daughter Naya. The man changed his clothes and asked El to joke. The baby was laughing, his tiny legs were kicking in the air. El watches towards Irfan who picks up something in the closet. The man gave a toy when in motion to produce a sound that would be liked by a child like El.
Ting ting ting
El moves the toy and sounds to make him laugh, revealing his toothless gums.
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Fira uncovers her clothes and feeds off Naya who keeps crying. The cute and beautiful baby was silent and sucked so hard that Fira could feel that this baby was really hungry and thirsty. Fira rubbed Naya's head gently and kissed the girl's forehead.
Fira's eyes swept through Irfan's room, so that his eyes focused on the big figura. The wedding photo of Dr. Irfan and his wife who is also named Naya. The man deliberately named his daughter with his late wife, in order to always remember and remember the late woman. Although Irfan and Naya married because of an arranged marriage, but they both really run their households like a married couple who love each other, while the opposite is no love between the two. But they assume this is fate and believe someday love will be present in both of their hearts.
But when Naya already loves Irfan. The man still did not love her . Irfan has been trying to love Naya, but still can't. Until his wife dies after giving birth, Irfan still can not love Naya.