Mysterious Mate
The Eps 37
"What a matter of wi" he said frustrated.
"I want to be solid so I can be with you" I said.
"But there is no need to go wi" he said firmly.
"I don't want you to look at me with pity and always help me" I said firmly because I was caught off guard with Ragil did not understand me.
"I don't understand your way of thinking" he said, more frustrated.
"Mas nobody appreciates me because you always help me. They always talk that I'm using you and your treasure" I say no less frustrating.
"Why do you care more about their words than about my feelings" he said.
"You're selfish for not thinking about my feelings" I said disappointedly and went from the room to the family room and there waiting for me.
"Where do you want to convince Ragil" asked Mama.
"No, I'm sorry, I'd better go home because I have to leave tomorrow" I replied.
"Yes, it's okay for you to help me explain" said Mama to calm me.
"Yes ma if he can meet me before leaving ma" said I was sad.
"Yes, I want you to try" replied Mama.
"I say goodbye to come home ma dek" my saying goodbye and hugging them alternately up there seen mas Ragil looking at me.
"Be careful" they said.
"Assalamualaikum" said me, mother and father.
God, may this be the best path for all I don't want them to be burdened by me. I'm sorry I have to go and hope we meet again. My words in my heart by looking at their house do not feel my tears have plunged freely.
"Please hope this is the best way" said mother encouraged me.
"You must be able to son so as not to be scorned by people continue" said the father firmly.
"Yes well I will try not to embarrass you anymore" I asserted.
At home I entered the room and started packing to leave tomorrow. Until I finish cleaning myself and lying in bed that I will miss so much later.
May you understand my situation and I will always ask God that you are my soul mate. Say me in my heart.
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Elsewhere in the house of Ragil the child and the mother are sitting opposite as in the trial yes the future trial more precisely.
"Can't you understand the duwi son?" ask mama softly.
"I can't understand why by having to go long" said the man frustrated.
"You know when mom and dad were young, we parted a long time ago because your dad wasn't rich. And he left mom to solidify himself to be worthy of his company, at first my mother did not agree with my father who had to leave but when I knew why my father went I regretted because I could not understand my condition. When mama is humiliated because you have a poor partner your papa is determined so that he will soon succeed and can be proud of by mama and not make mama embarrassed" explained mama at length.
"But we can achieve success together without leaving" protested Ragil.
"Yes you are right but their pride will be hurt because they always get help from us and they will never be recognized by the world" said Mama.
"I can't ma like this" he said softly.
"I don't want to ma if he leaves I won't be willing" fierce Ragil.
"Have thought first hopefully your decision does not make you regret later and duwi hope you can come at 06.00 am" mama said and went from Ragil's study to his room because he was tired in addition to his son making upset.
What should I do now wi let you go? or waiting for you? I really did dellema. Said Ragil looking at the window of his study.
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Back to the duwi. Tomorrow is the day he will go to establish himself. Now it is ready everything from suitcases, supplies, etc that are prepared by the mother. It was 06:05 but there was no sign of Ragil's arrival and with a heavy heart the duwi had to swallow a huge disappointment. In the taxi car that I have ordered and said goodbye to mother and father with full rhythm.
Arriving at the airport I wait for the plane that will leave at 07.30 which means there is still half an hour left to relax.
Are you right not to come and choose to end this relationship. Speak to me in my heart with tears dripping down my cheeks.
"Sorry can I sit next to you?" ask the man in the hat and mask.
"Please" I replied briefly.
"Where are you going?" ask the man.
"Near here alone" answered me soberly and I looked into his eyes like familiar and familiar sanvat but who had it.
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