Nahkoda Love
My pain

Missing is something that is difficult to understand, sometimes they have to lie to themselves just to show that He misses. Not many of them are sensitive to the touch of longing that continues to whisper through the wind that is able to touch the skin, but not able to penetrate the heart.

Meisita still did not realize that two people who were in a longing that was so deep were feeling a great vibration in her heart, the heart and mind continued to clash making him unable to say anything.

The face looked very pale like a corpse that was not drained of blood, sweat began to pour over his forehead. His heart kept beating so fast that they both had trouble breathing. They tried to catch their breath, but the longing was getting stronger, until Saras was unable to fight it all.

Oji enters Saras' room, seeing that his boss looks very pale. He also started to panic.

"Saras Miss! You sick to?" ask Oji.

The call made Meisita who was focused on choosing the fabric to wear at the party, immediately turned to look at Saras.

"Sir, does your face look very pale? Are you sick?" ask Meisita.

Saras tried to calm down, his body seemed to collapse in place, but he kept holding it and still had a smile.

"I'm sorry, ma'am, suddenly not well. Once again I'm sorry, I'm not professional at work" Saras explained in a voice that began to weaken.

“What's wrong Miss, tomorrow we connect again, now you have a break," sahur Meisita looks worried to Saras.

Saras nods his head, Meisita leaves Saras' room with Akmal. They continued to walk out of the building, as Meisita held Akmal's hand, she was astonished when she felt it was so cold.

"Your hands are so cold, are you sick?" ask Meisita.

“Entah, I feel unwell, just go back home okay. I want to rest" replied Akmal.

Meisita also obeyed Akmal's will, and the car immediately drove at a moderate speed to his mansion. This incident did not invite suspicion in Meisita's heart, he thought all this was just a coincidence that was happening.

Unlike Saras who was still glued in the room, he seemed to be slapped hard with the situation that had just happened.

Akmal who he knew as a very kind and loving man. In fact, he can be happy with other women, as if he never misses the figure of Allena.

Oji who saw Saras still silent in his chair was worried, and immediately gave warm water to Saras.

“Sik, I brought you warm water, drink to make you feel healthy," said Oji.

“Oji, did you see that man, who was with Mrs Meisita?" ask Saras.

“I saw him, he is Mr. Akmal, heir to the largest real estate company in the city. You're very lucky Ms. got a dress design for her wife" explains Oji.

"Is his name Akmal Khabir?" ask Saras.

“Betul Cik, what is going on? Is that where you recognize him?" answer Oji.

“Thank you for the information, leave me the people in this room. I want to rest" said Saras.

"Akmal Khabir, isn't that you? Why is my heart so sure. If the man in front of me was you, the man I've been trying to figure out where he is, now you're with another woman. You look happy, this sick you hurt me, but why can't I hate you?" mumbles Saras.

Saras looked very frustrated, his heart was broken again to see everything that happened.

"Do I have to explain him? He looks happier with that woman. With a heavy heart I will release it. I promised to divorce her after I saw her one more time and met her, I didn't want to fool myself again with her behavior and words, God. Strengthen me to deal with all this, may I not go wrong" Saras murmured.

Saras went straight out of his room, walking straight to the parking lot. He drove the car quickly, towards the mansion.

Seeing the Lady sitting in the lounge, Saras with a sad gaze called out the Lady's name with a trembling voice.

"Master," called Saras in a trembling voice.

“What do you do? You sick? Your face is pale?" tanya Lady stood looking at Saras.

Saras approached Lady, powerless to endure this pain. Her cries broke, making Lady even more confused, and immediately hugged Saras so warmly, she tried to calm Saras down.

"Calm yourself, tell me what's going on?" ask Lady.

“My heart hurts, Mum," answered Saras who was still crying, expressing all the emotions he could endure while in the office.

The sound of crying was very sad to make Lady also shed her tears, but she tried not to look sad in front of Saras.

"Speak, what happened?" ask Lady.

“My client, she's Mrs Akmal's wife. As much as my heart when I see their affection in front of me, I can't hold this tightness in my chest" Saras explained.

"I know how you feel, now you can see for yourself how happy he is without you. And it's time for you to forget what happened, don't hurt your heart. You deserve to be happy by opening a new page and recognizing new people" Lady said.

"I'll try mrs, but I can't accept this fact. My heart hurts a lot" Saras said still in his tears.

The pain Saras endured was heartbreaking, the twists and turns of the life he went through without Akmal were difficult, especially when He lost someone he almost had but God did not allow that to happen. His heart was broken into pieces, like his body had been buried with trauma in his heart. And what is currently alive is just a shell.

This is the same as Akmal, whether this is true love or ongoing karma, whether it is true.

Akmal tried to calm down, but his heart ached so much and his heart continued pounding so hard, the more Saras cried. The more the Akmal heart rate is erratic.

"Who is that woman, why is her face so similar to Allena? But isn't Allena dead? Is this just a coincidence?" akmal murmured in the heart.

When they finally arrived at the Mansion, Meisita helped Akmal lie down on his bed. Looking at Akmal's face that was still very pale, and cold sweat kept coming out soaking his forehead. Make Meisita directly contact her personal doctor to come check on Akmal.

SERIATE.