Not a Momentary Love

Not a Momentary Love
BCS - Who is Bian


"List I love you!" casey shouted with her floor


The entire admin staff at F.H Company laughed.


"Sum your medicine in time for Casey!" meylani


"Your disgust with that man has crossed the line to Casey's fairness!" tika


"I count, you've shouted three times today. I'm afraid your psyche is disturbed." said Willy sticking the back of his hand to Casey's forehead


"Ah, you don't understand. How does it feel to love without being loved? It can go up a mountain and not go down. It's like diving into an ocean but not being able to swim to the surface" Casey pursed her lips


"Come on Casey, this is the office. You can't keep making noise about that weird name!" annoyed Nancy


"I'm not noisy Nancy. You're the one who's noisy for laughing at me." Casey said, staring back at the screen


"Ah Bian, when can we meet again."


FLASHBACKS


Bian Fabastiano, head of Casey's school's flagship basketball team. His fame surpasses that of a top actor, his boundless charm makes the women unable to stop staring at him. Cheering for his victory and blatantly declaring his love. Just like Casey always did.


Not infrequently Casey took pictures secretly. Following wherever the idol went even peeked at Bian while in the dressing room. Her protruding muscles, her sixpack stomach, her milky white skin made Casey's mind scattered everywhere.


"My prince's aunt." That's what Casey always said every time she looked at her picture


While Casey, let alone be seen in the public eye. Being recognized as a student is more than enough. Casey is not ugly. It's just that the standard face is not maintained and tends to be charred by sunlight. His body is not so tall. If juxtaposed with Bian will be very visible contrast. As the word Bian is king of praise and Casey is bullyan material. Can imagine it, right?


This time as usual. Casey quietly placed a packet of food in Bian's open drawer. While occasionally surreptitiously admiring the beauty of the athletic body makes Casey unconsciously step closer.


"Truly beautiful." muttered Casey touching Bian's bare-chested back.


"What are you doing!" bian


Casey jerks. He immediately turned and was about to flee. However, Bian actually pulled his backpack to bring him back.


"What are you doing here?" tanya Bian is full of emphasis


"I.. That's.. That's.. I'm just.. That's." Casey wavered while pointing towards the hanging crackle parcel


"What's that?" ask Bian


"Lunch. L'm.. L'm.. Take it from the canteen for you." Casey replied without daring to turn her head


Bian's burly hand slipped off, walked up to the black parcel and opened it. Right, today's lunch menu is packed in a white cardboard box inside.


"Then what makes you dare to touch me?" ask Bian


"aaa.. A.." A..."


"Speak the truth!"


"I.. I'm it.. Anu.."


"Did you stutter?"


"I.. I love you, Bian." That line was pitched by Casey.


Quickly the girl ran through the swarm of men who entered the changing room.


"Why is that Bian?" ask Alex


Bian was silent. I don't know what he's thinking. But his gaze did not turn from Casey.


"I love you too." Bian's inner voice


FLASHBACK END


"Huh, it's finally over as well." cried Casey for the umpteenth time


"Can you talk slowly? You surprised me Casey!" hardik Princess


"Hehe, I'm sorry I was just excited. All thanks to this handsome Bianku." Casey said gently swiping his laptop screen


"Ah, you don't understand. It's Bian who I like. There's nothing else!" casey said with the same expression


"Come on home. Let him go." said Tika


Casey's friends came home one by one. Now live Casey who is still at home stalking medsos the man of his dreams.


"Oh Bian, why the more handsome you get. Although your picture is-that's it and there are no recent posts, but I'm never bored you know." Casey spoke to himself on his monitor


"Where are you now? How news? Are you married? Is your wife beautiful? Haa.... I'm not willing." Casey hugged her laptop while shedding tears.


"Do you want to drink?" bargain Johan put a bottle of beer on Casey's desk


"Why do you always take me drunk? But all right, I think drinking beer and buying fruited food is delicious. Come on!" Casey stood pulling Johan's arm and walked out of the room.


"Where are we going to drink?" ask Casey


"Rooftop." reply Johan briefly


"Those nights?"


Johan nodded.


"Alright, I think imagining Bian beside me looking up at the night sky is a good idea."


Johan and Casey walked together to the roof of the office. Two small glasses have been prepared together with instant ramen brewed with warm water.


"The weather is very cold but this food warms the stomach enough." Casey cerocos brews ramen sauce that still puffs smoke


"Ah delicious. Johan, I don't know what your problem is? But why do you take me drunk so much lately?" casey asked, sipping back her noodles


"I'm heartbroken. My loved ones love other people." Johan stared fixedly at Casey.


"Who? Is he an office guy here? Or maybe you're dating someone in the office? And just broke up? Hah, you're so sorry." asked Casey


"No, I like someone. He works here too. But I hear and I observe every day, he.. Likes other men." said Johan looking down sad


Casey sighed.


"Loving is heavy Johan. You must be ready to be hurt anytime and anywhere. Just like me, six years of walking can't make me forget it. So complicated, is that love?" Casey downed a glass of beer without hesitation


Johan poured it back.


"He's too perfect for me who's useless. Huh! When will this love end?" casey said he chugged his drink back


"Casey, if there's someone who loves you would you accept it?" johan asked to pour the beer back into Casey's glass


Casey nodded quickly.


"You even answered without thinking Casey." Johan laughed blandly


"I can no longer love anyone else. This heart only loves him Johan. I want it, even if I have to die for it. I will sincerely accept it." Casey said with a pushy look. Sipped back on the beer and put the glass rough.


Johan was speechless, dashed was his hope of declaring love on this romantic night. He was rejected before he could say it.


"Bian, where are you? I miss you." said Casey who started getting drunk


"Bian, can I find you someday?"


"How can you feel what I feel?"


"Bian, will fate bring us together one day?"


"Dians.."


"Dians.."


"Dians.."


"I heard it Casey. I've always listened to you, only it's not time I get back in front of you."