Not my Youth!?

Not my Youth!?
Chapter 7's


I was heading to the library when school classes ended that day. My feet feel like they want to come here. There is no definite purpose like reading a book. Maybe I just remember the incident at the beginning of school, when I found Ana alone here so my steps were carried here.



"none.. What I was expecting."



Who knows if he's here. But not as I thought. Maybe I hope this part will be similar to the anime. Ana was there, sitting back and we were shocked at the same time. Then after that talk to each other with a little awkwardness, but eventually everything returns to normal. Then I knew the big secret Ana had and her reason for living life. I who knew the reason decided to help him. Facing strong enemies while deep bonds between us intertwine during the growing adventure!



Joking.. It can't happen that easily.



Turn body!



"Waaaa!", I was surprised that there was someone behind me.



"Wa?!! What?!!", he was also surprised.



I thought after turning around Ana's body would appear suddenly until I was surprised, like in the anime anyway.



Uh, that turned up was Ham.



"Don't yell suddenly, I thought you saw a ghost."



"What are you doing Ham?"



"Give me back the book I borrowed."



Ham shook the book in his hand, went inside and put the book on the corner shelf.



"What are you doing yourself? Standing in front of the library door."



"Imagine something fun" I joked.



"What - what? Beware of trance."



Ham took me out chatting and as usual in my hands was strawberry milk I just bought from the canteen.



Ham started his story excitedly while walking and all I could do was nod. Not focusing too much on Ham, my mind went somewhere else.



2 Days have passed without any meaningful communication between Me and Ana. This is definitely a topic again in class. We were supposed to fight, then I had to give an excuse that it wasn't true and from the beginning this situation wasn't because of what you thought. I don't know if you can call us fighting. We can't say hello to each other. Ana doesn't seem to care anymore, but I don't know if it's because of Erika's threat yesterday or if she feels she doesn't have any need for me anymore.



Another friend also asked Ana this. The answer is the same as me, more or less we have no more relationship and from the beginning we were just friends, he said.



I remember Ana saying something about race needs.



Whatisit?



"I think I can close the distance."



My mind was stopped by the words from Ham.



"Oh.. Good."



While listening to the sweet and lightning stories spoken by Ham we took a sitting position in the back garden chair.



"At first I was nervous, but I was happy" Ham said.



"That's because you're aware that you like her."



"Maybe too", Ham retorted while scratching his head.



Different is indeed a person who is hit by the sweet feeling of lightning. Ham looks happy. This guy has a plain side too.



"But buddy, you're now close to Erika huh, what's your target not Ana anymore? You're brave too. Your opponent has many."



You like the topic of love, don't you? You were too drunk by him Ham.



"No, I have business needs with him. I have no ulterior intentions like you."



But I have to admit being near Erika is bad for my heart.



"That's what friends try to do" Ham replied as he punched me in the shoulder.



"Hey Ham, have you ever seen a fairy?"



Ham looked at me confused. My question was too arrived - arrived and had nothing to do.



"Never. I'd love to meet one of them."



He's in your class, along with one other creature.



"What's up? Suddenly asked. Don't tell me you've met a fairy?", Ham's tone doubted me.



Every day if I may say.



"Let's see, I'd love to meet them too."



Ham laughed, "Right, too, fairies sound like a joke in modern society. Haha.. "



Yeah, not a funny joke, until you meet a real one.



Ham began to talk again about his first experience in romance. Really, why is he this pure? Why are you so open about telling me this? I think men generally rarely want to talk about this topic other than talking, "Hey there are beautiful women there'', "Wiuw.. The body is sexy!", "Oi look! like it's my taste", or ero talk in general.



Let it be, he looks happy. It could be considered that he almost succeeded right?



"Let's just as long as you're happy."



"Hmm? Say something Harold?", Ham asked because he heard my murmur.



"No, continue."



"Continue?", Ham asked.



"The story of your love."



"Oh. So I intend to express my feelings in the near future."



Really?



"Isn't it too soon?"



My feelings just a few days ago.



Ham folded his hands, "You think so?"



"Yes, but as a person who doesn't know about love, you can't trust me."



"Mmmmmm-mom.. There's point. Even though I just said the near future, there was no thought at all of a definite day or moment when expressing my feelings. How yes? Maybe I should wait a little longer."



"I want to know what makes you so sure that he will accept you.



"You think because we're compatible?" he said as if stating with a question sentence.




"Rightly vague.. "



Ham immediately continued his words quickly, "Then, he can always respond to me well. He always smiled at me, and never refused when I spoke."



I thought Loze was indeed a person whose attitude was like that to everyone.



But he has decided. It's finally up to him himself.



"Well, if you're rejected, I'll buy you two boxes of strawberry milk."



"Oi! Why only two?!", he replied.



Eh? That one?



"Even the amount of milk."



"Hahaha, if there is a possibility of being rejected, I should also consider compensation."



"And ask me for that compensation?"



Ham laughs.



I shrugged my shoulders while breathing.



"Okay, 3."



"Oh! Buddy!", he replied as he wrapped his hand on my shoulder.



************



After talking to Ham who told the story continuously unilaterally. This time I really want to go home. The problem with Ana may be another affair of the time because the school day is over. The man also left.



From afar I saw Thunder talking to someone in front of the class.



Oh, it was our upperclassman who lectured Thunder in class on the first day. He said it was his brother. Is Thunder in trouble again?



It's not gonna be dogfight anymore, is it?



It seems like they're fine, they're talking normally.



Thunder saw me standing watching them. Of course, the distance between us was only 20 meters.



"Your friend?", asked her brother.



"Yes." Yeah."



"You have normal friends too" said her brother, looking at me.



"What is a circus?" said Thunder.



His sister did not reply.



I said it first, "Good day."



"Piang. You're a friend of this guy, right? Introduce my name Ariela, the older brother of this creepy-faced man."



I didn't think he would kindly introduce himself first.



"Harald. Hello to you."



"Oh, I remember. You were the one on the first day sitting beside Thunder! Sorry for that time."



"Ah, no problem."



"Heh, you give a rough impression to your underclassman", said Thunder aimed at his older brother.



Ariela sighed, "Haaah.. That's because of you. Never mind. I still have business. Harold see you, you're Thunder, too."



He just left with his silver hair wailing in front of us. I like that hair color. There was a sweet smell left behind.



"Your sister is beautiful."



Thunder bells - bells, "She's a Woman


troublesome."



"Well, what's the real color?"



"Yes. Hair similar to my grandmother. Only two people have hair like that in our family."



The rare color. Apparently there are people with silver hair around me.



"Don't tell me you called her grandma because of that gray-looking hair color?"



"Indeed because of that."



"Oh. But I like it, there's a unique impression."



"What is your personal preference?"



I'm nodding.



"If you may ask, what kind of person is your brother?"



"He's a hardworking person, even too much. That's what makes me unhappy."



You mean you don't want to see him overwork?



"You care about your brother."



The thunder stepped away, "Come away. Let's go home."



"Yes." Yeah."



My original intention was to return home soon.