Not Prince
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“You're big baby?”Asked the woman to stroke the head of Caisar whose height was already far above it, but was stopped when Caisar avoided it. He stared at Caisar stiffly. His eyes also became trembling. Moreover, looking at the sharp gaze of Caiisar, he was not strong.

Caiisar, with the turmoil in his chest, turned his face away and raised his face, his aura of ice at this time. “ Why are you here?”Ask her there slowly but coldly.

The two people in front of him were stunned to hear it, their gazes looked at Caisar full of longing, a figure who was still a child of their pride and also still liked to cry because his toys were now big and also handsome, even his height had already exceeded the height of the two people. White skin that is slightly dark but can not be said to be dark, thin lips, eyes that have doble eyes, a pointed nose and also an oval face., etc., he is very handsome even though he does not wear good clothes at once. “You didn't miss us nak?”Ask slowly to Caisar.

Caisar there heard him smiling amusedly. He saw the two men from above. The woman is almost 40 years old, with glamorous clothes and also branded, smooth face and well groomed, very beautiful. The other is the figure of a middle-aged stingray man wearing a maroon shirt that looks neat and branded, looks kinclong shoes indicate if he is rich.

“Nak??” Caisar asked quietly after looking at them from top to bottom.

"who do you mean Nak?”tanyanya Caisar pinched her forehead.

the woman's face turned sad.” Caisar.”Ask lirih. “It's mom, forgive mom son, forgive us. We attach too much importance to our egos to apologize. We're here to pick you up. Can we meet your sisters, son?”He asked softly..it looks very sincere and also full of longing.

HOW COULD CAISAR HAVE FORGOTTEN THE FACES OF THESE TWO PEOPLE BEFORE HIM! A DEAD MAN WITH HIS SIBLINGS ON THE STREET, IN THE MIDDLE OF A NIGHT MARKET IN CHILDHOOD. PEOPLE WHO WANT TO SELL CHILDREN. THEIR FACES WERE CLEARLY RECORDED CAISAR'S WARNING

But in the eyes of Caisar it is very disgusting, let alone those tears. He shook his head and showed me the way.” That's the way, you find your son where you throw him away and leave him. Not here. For when one step of our foot went from where we were cast out and left. We are no longer children of your flesh and blood anymore.and that day we no longer have a mother and father.”.He said coldly.

The remark pierced the teak recesses of his parents. Well he was Caisar's parents. His father and mother who suddenly came out of nowhere and there was a wind what made Caisar sick. The two old men who had left her had now returned begging them back. Are they arguably parents while which parents would abandon their children? even they were willing when Caisar sold his sisters??

Like a blasphemy in the hearts of both. They stared at Caisar lirih.”Caisar forgive us. We came to correct our mistakes. “That voice does not sound guilty, Caisar really can not explain it even though the man's face is full of tears and full of regret. Tai taka and a sense of regret within. Caisar did not find at all what he wanted. Wh why? He doesn't know. His heart was closed, he did not know. He only knew that what he was facing was not a sincere intention.,

Caisar see sky.”We've been through a rainstorm. You remember at that time I was just a ten-year-old kid who was still crying when the ball in my hand was taken, I was still crying when I was forced to eat food that I did not like.”Caisar in. Both of them were silent to hear it.” And at that age you gave me your responsibility. There are newborn babies who have not even a month that need breast milk, even the bones are easily broken because I am a child. I'm a little boy.”He said softly, the tears that he endured were weakly distant. “ There are two-year-old toddlers two people, you know? I had to hold my back to hold the baby, but what about those two toddlers? Did I tell them to walk? Do I tell them to crawl while I only have two hands??”Ask slowly. Both her parents were seen looking at her with red eyes signaling their cries were sliding.

Caisar there rubbed his tears slowly.”Even my hands were still trembling holding the baby as if I could crush it just because of the wrong carrying. You know how my dizziness is where they sleep in the middle of the night because of hunger while I have no food, even I still need to eat and need intake? . not to mention there are toddlers aged 5 years you leave, he was busy menanaat when they picked up the person they consider parents and when he went to school? He wants this and that. You can imagine how my life was at that age. You guys imagine how my little hand hugged four lives while just living my life I have to bet lives, you guys imagine how I have to survive.”He spoke with great emphasis,

He looked at both his parents sharply. Both of them have been teary-eyed to hear it.”you come with luxury and branded clothes, whereas we only buy clothes once a year, even we have to buy repeatedly because we have to buy the needs of the stomach. even just eat one meal a day, you come with skin care while we have to find a berth on the road because it is not home. We are home to the roof, the sky and the floor, the ground. We have no place to settle even if we stay we will be kicked and also spit because it is insulted and considered by the community. We're trash that you don't even know if my sister Cessy was almost repeatedly harassed by thugs on the street, and thankfully she could run, but you know what we have to pay for? We have to bedaraj with the chest that was trampled to near death.”Lirih. Tears he held deeply, he gritted his teeth so that there was no sobbing.

“And now you guys come around saying you want to fix everything. I asked, which part do you want to fix while everything is broken?”Ask slowly.”Which part do you have to give back when it's over??? Why come if you throw it away? Why lick after spitting?? We don't need you guys. See we are still alive today?”Ask again,

“Emperor forgive mom hiks hiks. Forgive me son, I was at that moment in time khilaf son. I don't know what to do. Mom alone at that time could not do anything to make me do something evil. Please forgive us,.”His words there lirih. His feet fell to the floor holding the feet of Caisar da kissed him softly. The middle-aged man there just cried in silence and looked the other way around becoming the most hurt human being in the world.

Caisar nodded and said, ” The state of innocence, but the guilty one is the man who always blames the circumstances.if your apologies can change the mass then I and my brothers have certainly accepted, I accept, but in fact nothing has changed. Even my wounds were still gaping and bleeding. Your arrival does not cure me, even without you knowing you put a new wound on my chest and put it vinegar water,.He was again staring in another direction.

“Come home. This is not your place and we are not yours anymore.Live each other's lives and forget us. We will live happily and you will live with what you want. “Tell Caisar and guide the way.”The road awaits your departure. I hope forever don't come here again.”Said lirih.”Don't knock on doors or make a fuss, if you don't want to let the hatred go deeper. Duhkk.”He covered the door slowly leaving his two old men crying as they held onto his painful chest,. Sometimes muttering his son's name to apologize.

Unfortunately now is not the time to apologize after what they did. After all, if with an apology rain water that falls to the earth will not be able to return to the sky again, right??

Apologies are not magic that can change everything in that second as well..!!