Not the Dream Son-in-law
endings

"Dec...It was not Rido knocking on the door" said Bang Rozi as he shook my body.

I gasp awake, "Yes, Bang. What's up, huh?"

"I don't know, let's open the door" my husband said as he rose from our contest.

I followed behind the Rozi bang, as I passed through the living room I glanced at the wall clock, showing almost at half-four in the morning.

"What's up, Do?" bang Rozi asked his sister when the door opened.

"I just got word that Airin's dead..."

"Huh!..." Me and bang Rozi were shocked.

"Inalillahi wa Inna ilaihi Raji'un," I said slowly, "Who's playing, Om? Don't do it later." I asked.

"No, Brother. This is really, Joe who called me earlier" said Rido quickly.

"Astaghfirullah.sorry, Do," I said condolingly, it's only natural that I suudzon Airin has repeatedly pretended to lie to us in order to attract the attention of Rido.

"Yes, Kak is okay, at first I had time to think about it too," said Rido slowly, "Kasihan Raffa yes, Kak," lirih Rido anyway.

"When do we go there?" ask bang Rozi.

"It's dawn, Bang. I'll pick up the car first at mom's house" said Rido.

"Yes, we are ready for the dawn we go together" said Bang Rozi again.

After the Fajr prayer we went together to the city where Airin lived, we went seven, me, father, mother, bang Rozi, Rido, Santi and Raffa while the other children we entrusted to the house of brother Minah and later also Resti will go home to look after the children, where he knows later we will be late home.

The trip to the city of Airin which takes almost half a day is certainly very tiring, hopefully we can arrive on time, so that later Raffa can see the body of his mother for the last time.

I don't know, even though Airin hates me all his life, he always thinks I'm his enemy, but I don't hate him in the least. Especially if you see the plain face of Raffa my tears drip by themselves. Poor him, a little boy has lost his mother like I used to, my mother died when I was in fourth grade Elementary.

Finally we arrived at the funeral home, the house looked empty only a few people dressed all in black typical mourners sitting in front of the house mama Airin.

When we got out of the car, and suddenly Mama Airin appeared and ran towards us, she immediately hugged Rido and cried as she could.

"Rido! Why did you come so long ago, Airin has gone, huhuhu," said Mama Airin in between her cries.

"Sorry, Ma. We just got word this morning," said Rido, seen Rido also wiping his tears.

"In the end of his life only You are called my son, Rido," said Mama Airin again more hysterical.

"Already, Ma... patiently. ikhlaskan Airin," said Rido again while stroking the shoulders of the former in-laws. Mama Airin stretched her arms, but still sobbed. This time he turned to Raffa who had just got out of the car, because Raffa had fallen asleep and we deliberately did not wake him up, Mama Airin hugged his grandson tightly.

"Why mom, Oma?" raffa asked, we have not told him that his mother has died.

"Mama's gone, son..."

"Where's Oma going?" asked the ten-year-old boy with his humor, Raffa's question was successful in making us who saw him wipe the tears.

"Mama is dead, son," said Mama Airin again with her sobs getting worse, we approached her and tried to calm her down.

"Mama!.." cried Raffa loudly, ten years of age certainly has been able to make him understand the meaning of loss.

Raffa cried so much, running into his oma's house, but unfortunately inside the house was not found any more body of his mother. Since we arrived late, Airin was already buried three hours ago.

'Brukkk!' suddenly mama Airin collapsed, lucky that me and bang Rozi who were standing nearby could catch him. Oh my God, what a pity that Mama Airin, husband is still in prison, now he is left for good by his only child. If he could accept this sincerely, God would not test his servant, beyond his means. I'm pretty sure that, mama Airin must be able to get through all this.

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"I'm sorry for all my son's mistakes, ma'am" said Mama Airin slowly as she held my mother-in-law's hand.

Yes, here we are now, on this mound of red earth that is still wet, after the mama Airin siuman we were all taken to the tomb of Airin. For some reason when he saw the headstone that read the name Airin, suddenly imagined all the treatment of Airin against me. But, for God's sake I sincerely forgive all that Airin has done to me.

"Yes, Mother. I have forgiven Airin, I also apologize for my mistakes to you, to Airin in particular," said the mother, hugging her ex, her eyes glazed over, her mother-in-law crying.

"Yati, mama also apologized on behalf of Airin to you, lately he also mentioned your name, wanted to meet you to apologize." said Mama Airin again sobbing.

"I nodded, "Yes Aunt, I'm sorry too." I'm sorry. Lord, put Airin in your heaven.

"Santi.." called Mama Airin slowly, my cousin's sister turned her head.

"I'm sorry Airin.mama please.." mama Airin said, tears as if they never want to stop flowing on her cheeks.

Santi nodded, "Airin said, Love Raffa like your own son."

Santi nodded again, tears flowing down the cheeks of the sweet woman.

After the tomb of Airin, we also stayed one night at the house of Mama Airin. After Airin's mother calmed down, she told him the cause of Airin's death. Accompanied by sobs he told that Airin a week ago desperate to drink poison spraying mosquitoes. Indeed, in the last month Airin looks different, he often cried himself in his room. I don't know, maybe Airin's depressed.

Airin was taken to the hospital, five days of treatment Alhamdulillaah the doctor had allowed Airin home and Airin was declared cured. But, two days after returning home, Airin suddenly vomited blood and complained of tightness and pain in his chest. Airin was rushed back to the hospital, but God wanted another life Airin could not be helped anymore.

My God, my chest tightness heard it, why did Airin become like that. But I unceasingly prayed that God would forgive all his sins and that Airin be placed in His heaven. Amens.

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