NOT THE OWNER OF MY HUSBAND'S HEART
Glimmer of Hope

Fatih looked at the back of his mother who was getting away and slowly disappeared from his vision.Now his body again slumped into the marble floor tile, and,box-shaped and white color that is now the back of his body.Cold feeling so pierced his skin like his current feeling which is also cold and empty like an empty shell because it was whipped by the words of his mother. The dense black and red aura from the look of his mother's eyes made him feel like a world's dickest man.

An instant,Fatih also only realized that the law of the harvest must apply.Obviously he would not be willing if his father betrayed or if one day his sister's husband also did cruel to them as he did during his time no. He would not willing someone to hurt one of his favorite women is just a punishment for his cruel deeds for having wasted a woman as good as Fathiya.Imagining it alone has made him dizzy in horror.

Now he was well aware that he had done much wrong.Without realizing he had hurt and wasted a woman who was clearly sincere in love with him, he said,fully devoted to his marriage and upholding his pride as a husband.Hurt the heart of a wife until her feelings are shattered and forget the fact that his wife is also an ordinary woman, he said,just like his mother and two younger sisters who had been loved and protected wholeheartedly.He had forgotten all those facts just for the sake of ego and the impingement of his momentary lust.Today the sense of regret is increasingly becomingso in his deepest recesses, he must get an apology from his wife's mouth as soon as possible before the lawsuit he got from the court.

"Yes God!What have I been doing all this time?Aghhh.....I'm sorry Fa",Monologue Fatih with a shout of his lips.He growled frustrated with the flash reddened from the look of his eagle eyes.His right hand slammed on the wall that is nearby until his hand released a thick liquid red.He no longer cares about the taste he hates and condemns his own actions.

Fatih also pulled her hair rough until some strands of her hair fell to the floor.He remembered very well how bad the treatment used to be in the fragile woman whose status was his wife,especially at the beginning of their marriage.Entah how many times he floated a curse and mockery against his innocent wife.How many times he had ignored his wife on the grounds of work.And how many times he met Maya secretly without the knowledge of his wife.Everything it spun around in his head like a cassette being played back in his mind.

Today only one person was disappointed in him because of the new facts he revealed.Furthermore, how many more people closest to him who will condemn his depraved deeds and hate him, especially the elderly, especially the elderly,his father-in-law and two younger brothers, especially his wife.

Stop contemplating his guilt, Fatih rushed to contact Dirga.He had to ask for help his assistant to be able to reach the residence of his in-laws.It is impossible he was driving a car alone, when his hands were full of blood.

Assistant Fatih looked anxious and worried when he arrived at the apartment and saw the state of his boss who was very messy.He could guess that the problem this time must be related to his wife.

"Your hand why Boss?", he asked in a worried tone.

"Don't ask Dirga too much!Take me to my in-laws' house now!", tell Fatih to his men.He ignores the blood that continues to flow in his right hand.Meeting and apologizing to Fathiya is more important for now.

"But Boss!Your wound can cause infection if not treated immediately", said Dirga without any guilt at all.He knew his boss was in a mess because of his personal problems.However, he knew his boss was in a mess,silencing a severe wound like this was also not the best solution for now.

"You dare to argue with me Dirga!Stop your bullshit!", cried Fatih venting her emotions that had been clumping in her head ever since.

Fatih was speechless.Defining the words of his personal assistant.Today he let his hand be treated by Dirga even though he did not want it at all.

After retrieving the P3K box from the medicine storage room, Dirga immediately cleaned the bloodstains on his boss' hands with gauze,gave him medicine and attached plaster to the wound in his boss' hand to stop the blood flow that continued to seep because of the boss's actions.

After finishing, Dirga immediately drove his boss to his father-in-law.Along the journey, his boss was silent with a blank look staring at the streets they passed.

"Dirga!Tell me!Do I deserve to be forgiven after what I did to my wife?", asked Fatih hesitantly, his eyes looking glaring at the assistant from the rear-view mirror in front of him.

'Ckckck...Just realized Boss that all this time too jutek and has been very outrageous with your wife!If you ask me then my answer is no!You do not deserve to be forgiven by Miss Fathiya', inner Dirga was upset but did not dare to express.

"Come Boss!But Boss try it!Wasn't Miss a very kind and forgiving woman" only that word Dirga was able to express

A glimmer of hope made Fatih's face slightly sparkle,he knew that his wife was a forgiving man.Had never been his wife angry and berated him as is done by wives in general to the husband even though his attitude has been very impolite.He hoped for a glimmer of hope becoming a reality.

"You're right Dirga!I will try" Fatih said with hope soaring in the air.

"Effort Boss!Maybe right now, Miss is disappointed!But if you try I'm sure Miss will melt on you", Dirga tried to encourage her boss.Although sometimes do not have a heart,but Dirga also felt pity as he looked with his own head at Fatih's chaotic situation lately.

"Hem", replied Fatih with a new burning spirit.