Not the Wife You Want
Chapter 3, the error of loving.

Alex is now busy struggling with worksheets that accumulate on his desk. He's a competent man at work. He is a man who is respected by the big business people in his country. He's the best Digital Technology entrepreneur in the country. Not sure if he is so liked by many big business people make them invest a lot with his company.

“Jer, meeting with Mr. Luis can be taken out?” Alex asked in his job.

“Can't, Sir. Considering you have twice backpedaled this important meeting.” Answer Jery. Because Alex has twice postponed meetings with the owner of the largest company in the field of the best Expedition. First he was so shaken when he heard the death of his only brother. Second, he was forced to postpone this important meeting because he had to marry the woman his brother was supposed to marry. There was no way he would continue the meeting while he was so shaken.

Alex breathed heavily. “Alright, just set up the meeting tonight!” Alex's orders are flat. After all, the meeting will definitely take a long time. He also had to go home quickly and again had to breathe the air that one roof with the woman he hated the most.

“Good, Master!”

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Elsewhere, it's in Ayla and Alex's house. The woman was busy cleaning the house after a break because she was tired of cleaning Alex's hot room. He happily cleaned every corner of his house. Her house, isn't Alex's house the same as hers, considering she's Alex's legal wife.

“Lex, this is what you hate me for! Sorry, I'm sorry Lex!” He looked down while wiping a photo of Alex on display on the nightstand of the family room. He hugged her so tightly.

Naive if he doesn't love an Alex, the man is handsome and full of charm. Independent, rich and successful young entrepreneurs. The man who stole his heart from the first time they met. It was not his wealth that made him fall in love. But it was Alex's loner attitude that made him fall in love. Loners who do not want to connect with a woman from the first until now. Although haughty, did not dampen his love for his first love. Alex never responded to any of the attention Ayla gave her. To Alex, the attention Ayla gave was only a mockery if the woman managed to snatch everything from her. And after Alex graduated High School and went to college. Alex chose to go and live apart from his family, he really ilfeel if every day to meet with Ayla. But fate says otherwise, after a full moon he must be stuck with the situation he hates the most. Marry and return to live with the woman he most avoided.

Alex still hates him. Ayla never once threw away her feelings of love. And about Jonathan, she and Jonathan also plan to get married to cover up her pregnancy. Even Jo's parents approved of it. But the figure of the man who had always protected her was now gone. The figure of a person who willingly willing to take responsibility and willing to be the biological father of children in the womb Ayla. His destiny was cruel again.

Drt... Drt..

His phone rang out his daydream. Ayla snatched her phone immediately, with Mama's name. She immediately swiped up the green button to answer the call.

“Hallo, Mah!” Sahut Ayla with her distinctive voice.

“Hallo Darling, have you eaten? Have you been drinking milk? Already taking vitamins?” Just answered, Nely had given him a series of questions from a cellphone connection. Ayla just smiled.

“Already, Mah. Just now, Ay finished her milk!” Ayla replied trying to sound fine.

“Do not eat late, routinely drink pregnant milk. Do not forget also to check your pregnancy regularly so that the baby is as healthy as his mother!”

“Iya, Mah. Relax, Ayla will do everything you suggest!”

“Ayla is also kangen Mah,” said with glazed. Not only did she miss her mother-in-law, her heart was so fragile she wanted to be held by her as she had been. But he tried to be okay so that his mother knew he was okay.

“Sorry yes dear, because Mama must accompany Papa out of town so can not meet you. Can't elus-elus Mama's grandson!” Nely sounded sad.

“Nothing, Mah. Ay isn't alone, there's Alex. So Mama don't have to think Ay, anyway Mama same Papa take care of health. For the sake of Mama's grandson Papa. Ohya, Ayla's going to the doctor tomorrow. Later Ay sendin the results of the check ya Mah!”

“Iya dear, anyway you have to send us the results. Mama wants to see if Mama's grandchildren are all right!” Nely sounded so happy across the street. Makes Ayla feel happy too. It is certain that Nely is currently in flowers and he can not wait to hear the good news from Ayla.

“Alex is good with you, baby?” Ask Nely to make sure. Remembering Alex hates Ayla so much.

“Alex is good, Mah. Alex isn't the same Alex he used to be. He's already willing to accept Ay, Mah!” Said lying.

“You're no longer lying, are you?”

“Ngak Mah, why would I lie to Mama!” Ayla replied while laughing lightly. Even though he was laughing, he forced it.

“Thank God Alex is good to you. Tell Mama that Alex macem-macem, let Mama give her encouragement!” Nely said with emotion.

Ayla chuckles. “Iya, Mah.” His mouth is full of lies.

After chatting and taking off the longing. Exchanging laughter and jokes, they ended the call. Ayla who had been holding back. Finally she shed her tears. Crying and expressing all the emotions that lay in his chest.

“I'm sorry Ay, Mah. It was not Ay's intention to lie. Sorry also all this time Ay always troublesome Mama and Papa. Pah, Mah, Ay never regretted being part of the Lewis family. Ayla also never regretted the presence of this little angel. Ay is proud to have it, at least Ay has a reason to keep breathing.” He murmured by staring at his cell phone.

“Lex, if you knew that from the first to the second I loved you so much. Are you going to pay it back? Even I can't throw away my love for you, even if you hate me so much and treat me badly. Did you never see the least of my attention to you until you thought I was just mocking you for the attention of papa and mama who leaned on me.”

“And if you knew all these truths, would you regret it or would you hate me even more? I know you'll never be able to love me. I also know you will never accept our presence in your life. But I'm gonna stick around for the sake of this kid, just let it hurt as long as I can be with you, Lex for him! For Papa and Mama!” Ayla looked up and gently rubbed her stomach.

Yes, Ayla is determined to survive until the time she cannot determine. Although never going to get Alex's love, until anytime. His intention at this time was to keep the Lewis family's good name. And his goal is to fight for what is rightfully his son. Even though he wasn't sure he could make it all happen. But what's wrong with trying, and keep trying. Is not life a choice, he has the right to choose what is the purpose of his life.

Ayla is blinded by love for someone who is not interested in her. A love that will either get a return, or may never get it. It is a tragic story of his life and love.