Office Hour
This Malesin Chapter

To be honest, I have a bad feeling about this. Meilinda's face that hesitated when she saw me, was also implied by the mounting anger.

I can't bear to see it like this.

I was afraid to disappoint him again.

I was worried that my ugly habits would reappear. Too kind to other women, impressing me not being able to defend Meilinda.  I just want it to end well.

Not every human being can be good to me.

Plus, as a man, there is great self-esteem and a sense of prestige. We are not that easy to humble ourselves even if it is a loved one. Women will not understand our actions that seem memeye when faced with many women but when faced with fellow men we seem selfish.

That's us, that's us,

The male.

And Meilinda's act of settling my affairs with her brother's treasure, was an insult to me. Because in this case he indirectly compared me to Mr. Sebastian the Great.

He thought I couldn't stand on my own and followed his brother.

That I obviously can't accept.

While Meilinda felt humiliated I defended the other women in front of her.

I think it's the same thing. We're series. 1:1.

And there are indications I will repeat this if ‘they’ comes again.

While there is an indication Meilinda will bring more treasures to solve everything.

This relationship is getting more complicated for me.

"Please me," hissed Meilinda.

I let go of my grip in his hand and headed for the wardrobe, looking for my jeans. Take Meilinda home by the way.

"I don't like you carrying your brother's treasure," I started the conversation without further ado, let it be over quickly. "Or your office, or your brother's power, let alone hear his name. If you want us to marry I do not want to use your money for our daily needs, so you have to get used to not wearing Bataragunadi clothes."

He just sat there sitting on the sofa.

I sat in front of him, looking at him. "I started everything from the bottom, put in my own effort. I'm not as rich as your sister, but I'm determined to commit to our relationship. That too... If you want to continue,"

He started to sob.

"You.." he started to open up. "How many more bullies will I face?"

"much. You also knew from the beginning about my case until I moved from my old workplace, it was no joke."

He sighed.

"Do you want to get rid of yourself or do you need my help?" there was a sindering tone from his words.

"Do you believe me?" I asked back. "I never want to be committed to each other, just to you."

"...but hugging another girl in front of me." she insinuated.

"That's how I calm him down."

"...keep other girls out of my threat. I've been trying to steal you."

"...not how to defend me, you even make trouble added runyam."

"We broke up."

Anjritt!

"I'm not fighting on my own. You don't care about my efforts either, do you? I'm in the same war with your girlfriends until they get killed all you think about my psychological side, huh?" connect Meilinda.

I just kept quiet.

"I wonder if my position now is actually the same as the girls, only I'm obsessed with you, you're not. Where is there anyone who can stand to wriggle his lover hugging each other girls?!"

"Darling..."

"Not call me darling! Do you really love me? Huh uh?" he rebuked me.

"I don't have any feelings for them." I'm trying to stay calm.

"Do I know?!"

"I don't want to break up."

"I don't care. I'm tired."

“You heard myself I told them you were my girlfriend, everyone heard. I think that's enough to describe how I feel about you,”

“Not enough for me,”

I'm quiet again.

"I really want to be serious about you. What do you want for the proof? Fair-faira aja," I finally said so.

"Fair ? You said fair?! Which part of it am I being treated fairly?!"

"Is that what you think it is? Tell me that! I'll try..."

"No need to try. I'm home ! Tired ! " Meilinda grabbed the door handle.

I held him, hugged him from behind.

All I know now is that I don't want to lose him.

Seriously.

"Lepasin." hiss.

"no."

"You want to know what's fair to me?"

I nodded slowly while kissing her neck.

I'm quiet again.

"Sir?"

I took off my embrace.

"OK.." I'm staying away.

"Well, tomorrow if they come..."

"... Okay we broke up."

I cut off contact with him. The alpha lady who doesn't want to lose like this. Of course, you will not want to work with household affairs. I love her as a woman, not as a master.

“We... Dimas, did you kill me?!” he surprised me with his big round eyes.

“Iya,”

“Jeez, i-“ he looks choked.

“I broke off with you not because I didn't love you, but because I was afraid something might happen to you. Especially your heart. And it's obvious you won't be able to accept whatever I do,”

“You breng-sek,” he sounds furious.

“You already knew from the beginning,” I muttered slowly.

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(Author Note: In his quarrel with Meilinda, Dimas used more of his Logic and Ego. Using logic is only in the male dictionary, while women use emotion more. This novel is intended to give an understanding to the reader how the content of the real male heart when preparing to commit occurs. Especially when her partner is a woman who is superior to her).

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I just don't want Meilinda to use her way. I also have my pride. Being a Love slave is not in my dictionary.

Why did I agree to break up? We use logic.

I want to maintain a good relationship with anyone.

We don't know who's going to help us, when we're in a bad future.

Okay yesterday-yesterday I was less assertive with the girls who claim to be one-sided over me. Tomorrow I will change my methods so that they understand that human feelings cannot be forced.

If you play around, I think it's a bar-bar. They are cat-frogs, though,

Maen.

They fell in love with me nor was it their fault, as the saying goes, love is blind.

On the other hand, I do not want to lose Meilinda.

Why do I do this, because I don't want him to get hurt. At least I want the two of us to not bond until the girls don't bother me anymore, I

will clean one by one. Because I don't want to use the Meilinda way.

We are of the common people, those of the upper class are willing to use their power to get rid of people they do not like without thinking about the consequences.

Who do they think they can be rich for? All men are equal in the eyes of God.

What if in this time of pause Meilinda has a crush on someone else?

Simple, so he's not my soul mate. So, should I force it?!

Unless she's officially my wife by now, then I'll use rude ways to keep out the ranks of the former.

Why am I the same girl chasing me with a fanatic?

Nope-worry.

They often throw themselves. But I always avoided. Maybe that's why they're after me. They're still curious about me.

I don't like to make promises.

If I give you, my burden is heavy. And they'll feel a bond with me. I don't like commitment in love,

Except it's my orientation to get married, like Meilinda.

I drove Meilinda home because she did not bring a car, it was directly dragged Selena because. It was a 1.5-hour trip because it was a bit jammed, and we didn't talk to each other.

He was crying all the way.

I just shut up.

Don't want to know either.

He was no longer a child he should be able to introspect. Why did her love relationship end in failure? She too considers herself the most important human being, always overshadowed by her brother.

I also need to be prepared if Mr. Sebastian is bothering me and my family.

When I got to the front of his house I kept him from going down.

"Meli.." I want him to understand how I feel. I want him to wait for me for a moment. And I want to have a romance with her without interruption.

There's just him and me.

"I still love you. Maybe it could be that this feeling won't change in a lifetime." I sighed. "You're my first love. But if going out with me just makes you cry and jealous every day, I better not have any bond with you. I don't want you to feel any more pain. I wish you could wait for me."

He just looked at me in silence.

I don't want to hold him for longer. We need calm.

He just looked down, then he nodded.

From today we broke up well.

The relationship was difficult too.

Ribet...