Oh Sh*T! I Love You
79. Happy or sad?

"So the point is, Om plans to send Abhay to America."

And it's true. Big things really happen. Dara could not cover her shock, her mouth slightly gaping with her eyes wider than usual. Obviously Dara was surprised, because Mr. Arief had just told him an important news.

"But the problem is that Om is confused about how Om tells Abhay. And fortunately, there is you now. Therefore, Om asked for your help to talk to Abhay about this. Can you?" pinta Pak Arief's. And it was also his main purpose to ask to talk to Dara.

"But Om. Why didn't Om try to tell Abhay's sister first?" ask Dara.

Dara was also not wrong to ask like that. Because actually such a thing is more appropriate if negotiated between children and parents. Then Dara, knew Abhay not long ago but had been ordered to interfere in their family affairs.

"Don't talk about important things, just ask the news Om can't. Just saw that Abhay was already emotional," replied Mr. Arief.

On the other hand, Mr. Arief's answer was not wrong, because Dara had also seen firsthand how sensitive Abhay was if he met with Mr. Arief. Once this is done, Dara becomes more confused.

"So please try to talk to Abhay. If only you said he wanted to. Moreover, soon Abhay is willing to graduate High School, so the time is really tight," explained Mr. Arief continues to convince Dara.

Now Dara is really in a bad position. Coupled with the talk of Mr. Arief who was more urgent, the more it also made him nothing. He actually did not want to interfere in their family affairs, because he felt inappropriate. Rejection is a difficult thing to do. He did not feel good if he broke the trust of Mr. Arief who already fully believed in him.

"Yes Om, later I try to say this is the same Brother Abhay," And Dara finally resigned.

It is seen that Mr. Arief was so happy when Dara complied with his wishes. "Thank you, Dara" he said. He smiled expectantly, as if he believed in Dara so much. He was convinced that Dara could persuade his son.

"Oh yes if you want to cepet-cepet go home please, Om has finished talking. Sorry Om has disrupted your time," said Mr. Arief let Dara go.

"Oh no papa Om. Don't apologize" Dara replied.

Having been given permission to leave, Dara roused her body. "I want to go home, Om. Excuse me," said the.

Before leaving, don't forget Dara saluted to Mr. Arief and walked out with a mind that is not right.

Just as Dara came out the door, her eyes immediately found a confused Abhay. When Abhay realized that he was there, the man immediately approached Dara with a facial look that looked so worried.

"Where are you abis? I'm calling your HP in the kitchen, but you're not there" asked Abhay directly.

Dara loved her body. He only realized that his HP and small bag were left in the kitchen when he urinated earlier. He lost focus when Mr. Arief asked to talk to him.

"Oh yes I forgot. Sorry, brother."

"Trus why did you emerge from my bokap workspace?" ask Abhay.

"Oh right I get out of the toilet, there is the papa Brother, then he wants to chat with me," replied Dara honestly.

"Trus why does the conversation have to be here?"

"Yes ... Don't know. I follow you, when I refuse."

"Well, what am I talking about? Must be something important I don't know?" accuse Abhay.

Dara's brain suddenly digresses when Abhay guesses the contents of his brain. He was confused to explain how. Does he have to be honest now, and tell Abhay everything about the college plan? But will the moment fit? If Abhay doesn't want to? It could be that Abhay will rebel to his papa, let alone the position of those who are still there.

"Huh? No way. Just have a normal conversation," replied Dara a little gagu. He decided to talk about it later and will reveal it when there is a right moment.

"Related?" Abhay still can't believe it. He saw Dara full of suspicion.

"I-yah sure," said Dara.

Although Dara answered confidently but his face was not in harmony with his words. Dara continued to avoid Abhay's gaze. Because of that, Abhay squinted his eyes and still suspected Dara.

"Udah ah don't nanya mulu. I want to spit back home," said Dara suddenly. He was no longer able to see Abhay's intimidating gaze. He left first leaving the man.

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In the evening Dara contemplated herself in her room. His body he threw him on the mattress and his net stared at the ceiling of the room with an unbecoming mind. His mouth was like a crumpled cassette that kept repeating the same sentence. Dara's been like an insane person.

"Sister Abhay is going to America."

"Sister Abhay is going to America."

"Sister Abhay is going to America."

I don't know how many times Dara kept saying that sentence. No doubt, the incident was enough to divert Dara's brain from everything. He himself was confused, somehow he had to express that fact.

"Gue must be grim what's sad?" I don't know who it was.

"Should have been dong. This is also for the sake of Abhay's own education. I also want to be told to study abroad," cried Dara answered her own question.

Dara looked back. Just hearing the news had made his mind dazed, but he was also given the task by Mr. Arief to convey it to Abhay. His mind really wanted to explode.

"When did you say? I feel heavy, but I'm just saying it."

"Trus is about Abhay's answer how well? Want or not? What if you want? I really did in ... Argh!!" Dara could not continue her words. He shuffled his hair in frustration.

It was natural for Dara to feel frustrated like that. How not. Just now he felt something different in his life by letting a man into his heart. But not long ago he felt that, he had to accept the fact that his chosen man had to leave. Although leaving is not in the sense of separation, but still America-Indonesia has a distance that is not playful. Then, will he be able to?

Amidst her worries, Dara suddenly hears a mobile phone vibration nearby. He broke his daydream, and grabbed the phone to find out.

Is this what is called longevity? Someone who had disturbed his mind, now with his henchman calling him.

Dara also sighed heavily. Before he picked up the phone, he took a deep breath trying to focus.

"Hello Abhay's sister?" ask after it is ready.

"Why so?"

"Again sleep. Why, brother?"

"So. Just want to know."

"Basic."

After that conversation, the two were both pensive. On the phone, Abhay was busy looking for a topic. Then Dara, her mind was still carried away with that.

"Not a day we separated, but I think I want to go to the house elo," said Abhay suddenly.

As if in sync with Dara's current mind, Abhay digs Dara's brain even deeper. Dara's mind was made to drift further and further away.

What if Abhay came to America? Not a day or two. Maybe monthly. Even annually. Will my brother be able to? ask Dara but in her mind.

"Gue now to elo yah's house?" pinta Abhay's. "Can?"

Dara did not answer. He was busy wondering about himself.

"Hello Dara? You're still there, right?"

Dara still doesn't budge.

"Become!!" Abhay finally shouted calling Dara quite loudly.

Because of that loud call, Dara spontaneously blinked her eyes. He woke up from his dream. "Huh? Yes Brother. Why?" ask Dara in a daze.

"Lo why? I'm not answering, by the way" asked Abhay.

"Oh I was ..." Dara racked her brain looking for an excuse, as she might have told Abhay about her random thoughts. "Important Brother. What did you say?" Dara chose to shift the topic.

"Gue said I'd go to Elo's house" Abhay repeated

"Raptain!" timpal Dara was quite surprised.

"Yes, I want to see you. Who else?"

"New this morning together. Why would you meet me?"

"My guy is missing. How's it?" answer Abhay blatantly.

Not happy, Dara even smiled lightly. Words that should have sounded sweet, but this time it sounded sliced. Dara can no longer imagine if later they are completely separated by such a long distance, how big will the longing be?

"Udah, Brother. Tomorrow again yeah. I also don't want to sleep. I'm cape. Is my sister cape?" ask Dara. He was actually unable to linger to hear Abhay's voice. He's not focused anymore.

"Yes cape. But you will know for yourself, if I cape it must be in the charger. And the charger was lo" replied Abhay, and the words succeeded in making Dara smile knottedly upon hearing it. Dara is quite melting.

"Yes if you want to sleep, you sleep now, I will not make it anymore. If I maksa, later spelled out the girlfriend of the ungodly again," said Abhay understandingly.

"That's why I'm closing now. Good night Dara." Abhay was alone at the end of his call and ended by a voice so warm.

"Good night" replied Dara. Then he looked at his phone to make sure Abhay actually hung up, and it turned out that the call had been disconnected.

Dara nodded heavily. Their short conversation even more burdensome burden of his mind that had previously accumulated. Because from Abhay's confession earlier, he could already guess what the end would be. But even so, and I don't know what Abhay will decide later, which is clear Dara will still say. Because somehow Mr. Arief has given him trust, so he must say it. Although he himself does not know when the time is, clearly Dara will reveal at the right time and situation.