OHHH MY LECTURE
Chapter 45

Sean clenched his strong hand, could Ara speak the word divorce from his mouth. All this time he just kept quiet with all of Ara's behavior, instead of her Sean not being assertive, just that he didn't want Ara to feel herself being bridled by Sean.

"follow me! " sean said as he pulled Ara's hand out of the apartment.

"Where are you going" said Ara as her hands were dragged.

Sean just silently did not answer, he just continued to pull Ara's hand and entered the car.

"Where are we going, you want aduin to my parents? " ask Ara who has started to get nervous.

Ara did not want her parents to know about Ara's behavior tonight, she did not want to disappoint them.

"Mas Ara please don't go to Papa's house, Ara is afraid that papa will be angry" said Ara whose tears had come down to break.

"Masss" called Ara again because Sean tan answered Ara's words.

Sean drove his car at a fairly fast speed, he stepped on the gas with emotions that have been in ubun ubun.

He was very disappointed by Ara's actions and words tonight, he did not expect that the word divorce could come out of his wife's sweet mouth.

15 Minutes passed Sean parked his car in the courtyard of a fairly famous hospital in Jakarta. Sean came out and pulled Ara's hand to follow him immediately.

"we're going to the hospital" asked Ara.

After getting to the reception desk.

"Sir, please call Obgyn's doctor on duty tonight.

"Okay sir, can you explain the complaint first? " said the Sister who stood guard.

"I want to check my wife's contents" Sean said.

Ara's eyes immediately round in disbelief, can Sean take her to the obstetrician.

"Ma-mas what are you doing? I am not pregnant anymore. I also never macem macem other than the same mas" said Ara gelagapan.

Sean only glanced at Ara, his heart breaking when Ara asked for a divorce.

"Excuse me sir, please have been waited by Dr. Andre inside" said the nurse.

Sean knocked on the door and immediately entered with Ara.

"Excuse me" Sean said.

"Please enter pa. "doctor Andre paused his words.

"Sean? " doctor Andre said, pointing at Sean.

"How are you? " ask Dr. Andre.

"Well" said Sean who was still with his flat face.

"Okey, it looks like you're not okay. So, what can I help you with? what complaints are there? and these? " doctor Andre asked while pointing Ara at Sean's side.

"I want you to check my wife's womb, whether there's a problem or something there, why she's not pregnant" Sean said.

"Wife? ah, fine. Please madam lie there" appointed Doctor Andre.

Ara hesitantly walked over to the bed in Doctor Andre's room. He was afraid that everything would be revealed.

After all the checks were done, Ara sat back down next to Sean.

"Hows it? " ask Sean

"Everything is healthy and fine, there is no sort of spotting or other disorder that is blocking her pregnancy" Dr. Andre explained.

"Then why isn't my wife pregnant? " ask Sean with a confused face.

"There are several factors that cause late pregnancy, does your wife use KB? some kind of injection or taking the Pill?" ask Dr. Andre.

Sean stared intently at Ara, "Are you using KB? " ask Sean in a piercing tone.

"Sa-me." said Ara brick because she was confused to have to tell the truth or lie.

Sean gripped Ara's shoulder "My jawab honestly! " said Sean back.

"I use KB injection" said Ara while lowering her head.

After finishing the hospital administration, Sean immediately brought Ara home to their apartment.

"Now, what's the reason?" asked Sean flatly.

"What's the reason you did that?"

"And since when? " said Sean again.

Ara just silently did not answer, she was really scared this time with the anger of her husband. Usually Sean would be very easy to forgive her, but for a mistake of this magnitude, Ara felt she would not come out easily in this matter.

Eve in the room was very stuffy and gripping, the aura of anger Sean can Ara feel all over his body.

"ANSWER! " sean said loudly, because he had lost his mind in the face of his wife's behavior.

"Be-before we go to Pa-paris mas" answered Ara honestly.

Sean clenched his hands, could his Ara Injectik KB shortly before their departure to Paris.

"Why?! " said Sean.

"Do you think this marriage will last only two months?"

"Do you think this marriage is just a joke?" said Sean flat.

"I've really fallen in your charms, I really love and love you. But is my love just clapping one hand? " said Sean again.

"Isn't that enough for you everything I've done so far?"

Ara's tears came down with a rush, she was powerless to stem the sea of tears that had been blocked in her eyelids.

"I'm disappointed in you Ara" Sean said.

"Maybe the only one in love here is me"

"If you feel unhappy living here with me, well, I will grant your wish earlier, you ask ce. "Sean's words stopped when Ara suddenly embraced him.

"no pun, no mas. Ara doesn't want to separate from me. Sorry Ara mas, Ara was emotional and did not intentionally talk that way." said Ara while crying as he pleased.

"Ara also love Mas, Ara also love Mas Sean. Ara just wants to feel free mas, Ara wants rich friends Ara other, who can still walk to and fro without having to limit her hours and people." obviously Ara again.

"And for the injection of KB, at that time we were only married a few weeks, and I was not fully able to accept our matchmaking mas, my mind was too short at that time."

"I was scared when I said that our goal to Paris was for a honeymoon. I was afraid that later after coming home the honeymoon would get pregnant. Because what was on my mind at that time, I did not want to be pregnant while in college, I was embarrassed to admit everything" continued Ara.

Ara explained honestly to Sean, he did not want to part with Sean, he regretted that he said cheerful words to Sean.

Ara realized that she had also fallen in love with her husband, but Ara's love was still inferior to her Ego.

"Mas Ara promised, tonight's incident will not be repeated again mas, Ara also promised to stop all per KB an this. Don't stay in Ara mas, Ara loves Mas Sean, hikss." said Ara.

Sean just silently listened to Ara's words, his heart was so painful when he knew Ara didn't want to have a child with her. Sean is not selfish, wanting to have children while Ara is still in college.

However, Sean just wants to have his wife whole, he already loves his wife very much when the word "SAH" echoed across the room when they got married a few months ago.

Sean pulled Ara into his arms, his tears coming down wetting Ara's black hair.

"I'm sorry, it's just too emotional" Sean said softly.

"I'm sorry I haven't been able to be a good husband to you" Sean said.

"not mas, mas ga wrong, Ara wrong, Ara selfish mas never think of the feelings of mas." said Ara.

"Sorry Ara mas. hiksss." said Ara while wiping away Sean's tears that soaked Sean's cheeks.

Sean clasped Ara's hand and placed it on Sean's field chest.

"We started at the beginning" Sean said as he stroked Ara's cheeks and wiped away any traces of tears left there.

Ara nodded and smiled, her heart feeling relieved.

He thought he would be divorced by Sean, he was too stupid when saying the word divorce earlier so that makes Sean so emotional, it is not appropriate for him to ask for divorce from a husband who loves him so much.

That night they spent comforting each other. Ara promises to change her attitude and will be more accepting of herself as the wife of Sean Alexan Wijaya.

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