OLD LOVE HAS NOT YET EXPIRED
CLBK~18'S
Juan's question left Mentari confused when this was the question he was waiting for but he did not know what to answer after being faced with his own wishes.
"Lu said what the hell Juan is," said Mentari who was confused to respond to Juan's question. Though he always made a point to Zio that Juan is his future lover and now when time has opened the opportunity for it, Mentari was made helpless.
Juan chuckled, "There's no need to think that you object. But what I said is true" said Juan, it was so visible from his face that he hoped Mentari would allow his feelings.
Mentari looked at Juan fixedly, who was trying to find honesty from the man. Juan who was driving the car occasionally returned the gaze of Mentari by not forgetting the sweet smile that adorned his lips.
"Well, you want to know me, Juan. Sorry yes, not that I don't believe but you know me for a day and you've told me dear. Impossible!" said Mentari, however, he will still be expensive and elegant in front of Juan even though the man already knows his true nature. But it's about a decision, Mentari feels it's too soon!
Juan only smiled faintly in response to Mentari's words just now. It's true, but Juan was just trying to say what he felt. But rather than him and Mentari actually ended up in a storm just because of this sudden feeling problem, Juan chose to stay silent until they reached a restaurant.
Juan and Mentari got out of the car and into the restaurant. Juan invites Mentari to take place in the direction of the restaurant, more precisely there is an artificial lake where people who want to relax with family or people who seek tranquility. Juan had already ordered food and drinks for him and Mentari.
Mentari and Juan stared at the lake without talking to each other. Mentari was confused why Juan suddenly became quiet or indeed Juan was quiet from there. He remembered yesterday when they met in the cafeteria, Juan did look cute.
"Gue is not a lucky boy" Juan opened the conversation.
While looking at Juan, he felt Juan would start telling him about his life.
Juan looked at Mentari who was focusing on seeing him. He throws a smile and Mentari replies.
"Gue didn't know where to start telling all this. I am a child who is less fortunate because I live in a family that does not want my existence. Maybe because I'm the result of an illicit relationship with me nyokap I eat them they don't like me. I never asked to be taken to their palace, I still have a mother who loves me very much."
Juan goes on to say that after his mother died, he was forced by his father to come along and into his family. All did not welcome him from the beginning of the arrival even some openly hate him until now. The only ones who cared about him were the men who were reared from the family including his father.
Out of all these treatments, Juan grows up to be a quiet and reclusive child but produces a great deal of pride because he is so intelligent. But all of that made his brother feel upset. He was accused of looking for face and trying to seize everything he had. Juan who is an achiever actually returned to get exile from his family.
"Yes. He was still trying to make my application. Not self-conscious, people. I asked him, " Mentari replied when Juan asked about Mr. Santoso.
Juan laughed and Mentari was able to enjoy that handsome face again while laughing. "But if you're asking me like I said yes!"
Juan's laughter stopped, he then stared fixedly at Mentari. "You serious?" ask Juan. If only Mentari answered yes then today also Juan will immediately propose to him.
Seeing Juan so seriously made Mentari laugh. Juan who had hoped to be immediately made heartbroken because it turned out Mentari only worked on it.
"Ck! Just get angry. Don't even think about applying for Lamar. Lu was gonna say that you asked me for permission to love me and I'd say it's all your rights. I'm really grateful that you love me. But one thing you should know, I am not easy to fall in love and be in a relationship. I've loved someone until that person traumatized me for love" said Mentari, he understood that Juan was a man who needed affection from the story earlier.
Being the son of his father's affair and brought into his father's family without welcome and instead he was isolated of course makes Juan's heart empty and his life depressed. He always pulls away from people even though he is smart and handsome. Until he met Mentari who in an instant made him feel that life was not forever about suffering.
"Gue hasn't reached that stage either. If about likes of course I like you but if I fall in love I can not mastiin. But if we continue together it does not mean I will not fall in love with you. You are a very easy woman to love. You are and I like the same type of woman as you. Maybe if we continue to be with me I'll definitely fall in love with you and when that day comes I hope you also have the same feeling as me," juan said as he looked at Mentari with sincerity and it was clear from his eyes that Juan was not boasting.
The mentor was flattered to hear Juan's words, he was about to open his voice before another voice interrupted him.
"Well, look who's here. Mentari, it turns out you are also in this restaurant. Oh so this is your future girlfriend, you're not yet?"
"Sir Zio!" pekik Mentari and Juan smooth.
Somehow Zio was already near them and it was without Helena. Mentari was of course confused because he had left Zio and from their last conversation, he and Helena would have lunch together to celebrate the anniversary. Then how can this annoying guy already be with them and oh. oh .. now he has pulled a chair in the middle of Mentari and Juan.
"Can I join? I came to this place with Helena but she suddenly had some important business. I just feel weird eating alone. Are you guys in a mess?" ask Zio casually.
He sat down and asked if we objected? He is beyond reason and why does he always mess up my day?! God could not have removed him from the face of the earth. I also want to live happily without my ex!