Om That Possessive, MY HUSBAND!
A TASTE

I kept staring at Om Zidan while chewing my breakfast. Wonder what possessed him? Why did he suddenly turn so quiet like this? He who usually always gives spiritual water in the morning. Now he is quiet and busy himself.

He didn't even ask, am I ready to take the exam today? Or not giving good morning as usual!

"Why not get wiped out?" ask Om Zidan. He saw my plate still filled. I just ate some bribes. And no more breakfast tastes!

"Udah full, Om!" I was in a hurry to clean up my food marks. Take him to the kitchen. While continuing to chatter in your heart while climbing the stairs to the room to take a bag and also HP.

Ish. Not disembangin. Even diced!!

So upset. I kicked my study chair. Been upset with Om Zidan's behavior lately!

"Kasian Lo the chair. It's not wrong. But I got that kick!"

I ignored Om Zidan's words. Choose to immediately shy away from Om Zidan.

"Hey. Why is this my bath?" He pulled my hand. Hold me back to stand near him.

"Udah at half-time seven. It's late, Om!"

I tried to pull my hand. For some reason, my annoyance was getting lured to hear Om Zidan's question. He said I why? Is he not aware, it is his indifferent nature that made me come to this regret?!

"Manda?" He's pulling my hand. My body is getting closer to him. "I was wrong? If so, I'm sorry. Sorry huh?"

"There's no. It's not wrong!" my answer. I just wanted to test how self-conscious my HUSBAND is.

"No. I'm mistaken. Because you didn't know you were malem. I'm sorry." He was about to touch my cheek. Spontaneous, I stepped back.

"No papa. Manda knows. Om Zidan was busy running an office. So it's only natural that Om Zidan forgets Manda!"

Om Zidan shook his head after hearing my answer. "I've never missed you, Manda!"

"Not forgotten. But diced!" I looked at Om Zidan. Then leave it, with an unpleasant feeling mixed with annoyance as well.

I kept pretending to be busy reading books. Though in my heart and mind I regret having said that to Om Zidan. But what the hell else? I need him now, too. I just need him like the old Om Zidan. Who is always smiling, chatty and never cue me. I just need that!

"Manda?" Car door open. Om Zidan went in and sat down. "I don't mean to make you cuekin, honey. You know it-"

"Yes, Manda knows. Manda. Om Zidan is busy working in the office. Hitherto. Manda understood that!"

It's free to talk about it now. I'm still upset. Being fished a little will definitely make things even more chaotic!

"Come, Manda can be late!"

"okay." Om Zidan is pulling his body back. Wearing seat belts before our car drove to school.

You idiot! You idiot! You idiot!

Again I am sorry. And will continue to regret if I have said things that I should not have told Om Zidan. But strangely enough, this sense of regret will always lose to my annoyance at Om Zidan!

I want to feel selfish. Ask him to spend as much time as possible for me. Just me. But I know, that's impossible for him to do at the moment. His job, his responsibilities also need him. Yeah, there's still a lot of things he has to do besides take care of me.

I stretched out my hand. Intended to shake hands with Om Zidan. I still remember. What my position is now. I'm a Wife. And my duty is to serve my husband.

Om Zidan smiled. He stretched out his hand. Welcomed my hand with a comfortable touch from her burly hand.

"spirit. You can, honey!"

Muachs.

He kissed my forehead. Makes me shut up and look at him.

His heavy hand was stroking my head. Not forgetting to smile her lips. Making my heart melt.

Unexpected. I turned out to return her smile. "Thank you, Honey!"

"Together!"

As strong, as big and as deep as this I love him. To the extent that I myself cannot control myself just to be angry and annoyed at him.

No matter how much wrong he made. Why can't I ever be mad at him? Why does this anger and resentment never last long?

Why just look at her smile. All the frustration instantly gone? Why just with the sweet treatment, this heart just melted away?

It turns out I just realized. That whatever pain he gave. Can never beat the love that he has long cultivated, he fertilizes and he takes care of in this heart. He could never be defeated just because he made a few mistakes.

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Brother Vanessa once said to me.

"Every marriage to someone is not just ready to be his wife. But also ready to obey all his words. Ready to accept everything that is on him. Ready to fight together, to defend the marriage they built."

I stared at my screen. Waiting for a message reply. Or call in from Om Zidan. I finished my exam about half an hour ago. And now, I choose to sit down. Waiting for an invitation in front of the gate.

"Khemm. How are you?"

I looked up as soon as I heard someone greet me. I who originally intended to smile even lowered my gaze.

"Well." I replied as I shifted away.

"Thank God. I don't think I'll ever see you again!"

"It should be so. We shouldn't have seen each other again. You shouldn't have to live with me anymore either." I put on my bag as soon as I saw Brother Henny's car. Brother Henny waved his hand.

"I go first!"

"Yes, be careful, Cha."

Sparkling. We shouldn't have met again. We shouldn't know each other anymore. Enough already you feel the pain of still putting a hope on me. You are hurt enough to hear all the words of Judes from me.

I just want you to find your happiness. Happiness that you cannot get from me. Happiness that does not come from me.

Sorry, Lang. I really can't accept your presence in my life anymore. Just as many friends as you want.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Brother!" My greeting to Brother Henny.

"Va'alaikumussalam, Manda. How's testing? Smoothly? Manda can answer everything, right?"

I'm nodding. "Everything can be answered. Don't know, the answer is right or wrong! Hehe..."

"You, yeah." Brother Henny pinched my cheek slowly. "Oh yeah. Brother Zidan there is a meeting that cannot be financed. So, Big Brother picked you up today. No papa, huh?"

As hard as I can try to smile. "No papa. Manda knows. And thanks, brother. I'm gonna go get Manda!"

"Together, Manda!"

Today. I feel all the feelings in this heart. Feeling upset, angry, happy, and sad in one day. And from one person too. Om Zidan's.

He's such a great guy. Can give all these flavors in one day only. Make someone upset, then make him happy, after that give sad again as the last sprinkling at the end of the story.

That's grand. Really great. I gave her two thumbs up today.