One Night Stand With Lecturer
The Part 36
Sick it. when we are still very loving but forced to go and harden not to have.
The clear circle continued to drip on Disya's cheek ayu. Occasionally his fingers he used to wipe so as not to fall and fall again, but as if the cry broke and like a rushing river water flooded the cheeks. Not just crying but crying.
He ended it all but why is it so painful. Sitting on the bed staring at a laptop that displays beautiful photos of togetherness for almost three years is a pain wrapped around the heart.
Too beautiful memories of both of them that can not be forgotten just like that. Disya's eyes scanned from image to image the two of them turned to stare at the ring that was still coiling faithfully on Disya's ring finger. The ring of gifts from Rayyan when the girl's birthday.
He raised his left hand, then stared softly. Again unable to endure such a stark cry. His chest was so tight, that the pain was so felt.
If I may ask, I want to stay together even though my situation is not the same.
Too scared and how cowardly is Disya? Ja. Disya is too afraid to face the fact that Rayyan will reject her. He was very disappointed in her, but what happened to Disya was really successful in making someone there shatter-headed not left.
"I'm sorry Ray's sister.Our love I had to end, even though I still want to stay," the inner Disya cried. I don't know what time the girl cried until she fell asleep with a heart that was so hurt.
Disya woke up, she was sitting petrified in the morning blind who was not awake at what time. He could no longer close his eyes. Thoughts and guilt continue to haunt him. It was like he owed an explanation that he had to explain to Rayyan. I don't know what it will be like, Disya will meet him after returning from Bandung.
The girl was thirsty, and intended to get out of bed and step outside. In the lyrics of the wall clock installed in the middle room, it was still at three in the morning. Disya's steps stopped before she went to the kitchen. The girl looked at the room on the north side of the kitchen and found that Eyang was performing evening prayers at a small mosque available at his home.
The girl approached, then pointed towards the tap to pick up ablution. It is like being called to perform night prayers. Two rakaats he has tuned. Sitting quietly climb prayers of kindness for himself and his family and his way of life.
After complaining to Him, it turns out that the heart is so calm and feels that the burden is reduced.
"You got a problem?" tanya Eyang broke the silence in the silent third of the night.
Disya nodded, with teary eyes.
"Eyang is ready to be a good listener, if Disya wants to tell a story," said Eyang softly.
"Disya actually ran away from home, Disya ran away from the problem of Disya Eyang," the girl replied softly.
"If you may know, what problem did He pass through to make you this confused?"
Disya looked at Eyang in doubt, her mouth seemed to be dumb to let out a voice of honesty. His fingers twisted each other.
"His... He had missed something wrong, "the girl replied in fear.
"Disya laughs at Mama and Papa, and has made Brother Flora angry, Disya has also been. hurting people who Disya dear, Disya..." the girl did not dare to reveal a new fact that made her in the pit of sin.
Eyang stroked the top of Disya's head which was still wrapped in mucus with love.
"No man is clean from sin, nor tested with his life problems in this world, all must experience it, whether it is heavy or light. What is clear is that God will not give man a test above his ability, and must remember one thing, behind the test there must be hidden wisdom?" clear advice.
"Sin There are many Sins?"
"Allah is forgiving, Disya can start by improving themselves, then apologize to the people who have been hurt," said Eyang Patient. The girl nodded.
***
"Yes...!!"
Tok tok tok tok
The sound of knocking on the door together with his call made the girl immediately rise from the top of her bed that felt comfortable.
"Bent for Eyang!" saut Disya tightened her voice.
clutches
"Breakfast first, out of this Eyang wants to go to the factory, he wants to come?" invite Eyang with a wry smile on his face.
"May Eyang, Disya will," replied the girl in spirit.
After finishing a delicious breakfast. Disya was so hungry because yesterday she broke down and lazy to eat, this morning Disya was finally able to recover her stamina back which she used to cry in the long run.
"Eyang, later Disya just go to the factory, Disya want to take a morning walk in the vicinity first," said Disya enthusiastically.
The round-skinned girl is now walking around the tea garden alone. After last night to cry over his fate that was very chaotic, today he promised to be more rigid and at least still have the spirit to continue life that in the sense of being heavier.
The morning air is so fresh and fresh. The green expanse that stretched for a moment was able to make his mood so calm. Beautiful atmosphere of the hometown of Eyang is still beautiful. For a moment Disya's problem can be sidetracked here.
"Buok to the Morning, Tea?" greeting Disya to a group of humans who want to work picking tea leaves.
"For Neng...? Vacation huh?" ask one of the mothers there.
"Eyang Minto's grandson?" replied the braid-haired girl, looks like her age is not much different from Disya.
"Yes, let me first the mothers," said Disya and passed from there.
He continued down the path in the tea garden. Tea walking is so very pampering the eyes of Disya as well, how not along the journey with the background of the expanse of green tea that stretches the hectaran so cools his eyes.
After satisfied walking and enough to make his body sweat, the girl visited the tea factory owned by Eyangnya not far from there.
"Where are you interested in the beauty of nature here?" Disya and Eyang were sitting in Eyang's room in the office.
"Want to the actual waterfall but it seems to have to be delayed for today, Disya intends to return to Jakarta this afternoon Eyang," said the girl felt better.
"Eyang seneng Eyang's granddaughter finally wants to go home," she was happy.
"Eyang ngusir? How do you feel about going home?" disya said scowling.
"That's glad that you ran here, that's why we're waiting for the good news."
"Good news?"
"Yes, I have a choice, right?"
"Optional?" the girl parroted.
"The right answer of all the prayers you offer, do not skip college again, if you want to come here thankfully with a new status."
I know he's lying...