
***
Zayn couldn't hold Jenna. The woman left quickly using her pickup car. Zayn could only stare fiercely at the car that went to take his woman. As she turned around, Eliza hugged her and was about to kiss her. But Zayn swiftly pushed the woman away from her body.
"Take your attitude" said Zayn.
"Zayn, don't you miss me? We haven't seen each other in a long time" Eliza said.
"I hope I don't see you again. Not enough to ruin my life before? You should be ashamed to see me again" said Zayn.
The dark past made Zayn hate this woman so much. The woman he once loved so much that even Zayn willingly gave all his life just for this woman, but it turns out he has given confidence in the wrong person.
"Zayn, is it because of that woman that you changed?" Ask Eliza.
"Don't blame others, you should be self-conscious and self-introspective. You're wrong but you're wrong about someone else. Bit*h" said Zayn. He immediately went there to catch up with his woman.
While in the car, Jenna massaged her temple slowly. Fortunately Anya came to pick him up so he did not have to wait for a taxi or Zayn's coercion. Jenna was quite disappointed with Zayn. The man still didn't want to tell the truth.
"The data you asked for" Anya said. He gave Jenna a map.
Jenna received the map and opened it. The first page contains Eliza's personal data. Complete school and who his parents are. On the second sheet there is data of anyone who has ever dated with him. And there's Zayn's name. Inside the map are also some photos. Most of the photos are hers along with Zayn's. There's even a picture of them at High School.
"They have a relationship?" Ask Jenna.
"They were lovers from High School until Mr. Zayn finished college. After finishing earning the S1 title, they planned a wedding. But not married either, their fiance must be canceled even though the invitation has been spread," Anya said.
"Then?" Ask Jenna.
"Mr Rendra shut down all media and news so as not to leak this. There is no data in that map. At that time, you were still in college and did not focus too much on such gossip issues. I know it because I have worked for Mr. Adam for a long time" Anya said.
"The reason they broke off fiance is unknown. Eliza who works as a model goes directly abroad. While Mr. Zayn also went directly from Indonesia. Go to New York. After they had not much more news exposed him. Because many media companies are bankrupt because they brought back the incident" explained Anya.
Jenna remained silent. Shock and speechless. So it turns out they have a relationship that far? High School and four years. Not a short relationship. Zayn doesn't want to tell it. Is it possible that the man still has feelings for the woman?
"Don't go to an apartment or a house. Go to this address" Jenna said.
"Well miss."
***
Zayn's confused. It's two in the morning but he still hasn't found Jenna's whereabouts. The woman's phone is dead. He couldn't even figure out where he was. Math has been asked to search but still has not found it.
Zayn is in his apartment parking lot. It felt like he was dead, he decided to look for him tomorrow again. Adam said that Jenna went back to her apartment. But which apartment? Does Jenna have another apartment besides this apartment?
Zayn bows his feet into Jenna's unit. He misses the woman, it's his fault for not telling Jenna. But it's not that Zayn won't tell her, Zayn just doesn't want Jenna to get involved with her past. It's the past, he shouldn't have told it anymore. He had forgotten that event.
Zayn laid his body on Jenna's bed. Hugging the bolster pillow that is often worn by the woman. The woman's fragrance stuck there. Zayn misses Jenna even more.
Elsewhere, Jenna was sitting on the balcony of the hotel room she had rented. Actually this hotel is in Anya's name not in her name. Because Jenna believes Zayn can find her if he uses her name. Anya went home.
Jenna still doesn't think about all this. Is this the reality or is it not? Jenna was confused. But from the data, photos and Anya's explanation as if it all slapped her. He really felt lied to by Zayn.
Didn't that man ever say that only Jenna was the first woman for him? Then what is this? The photo of Zayn with Eliza was clearly displayed in his hand. There is a happy look of Zayn and Eliza.
"I just want to believe in you, but you've ruined my trust. What is your intention to approach me? Are you the same intention as me? Make an outlet and friends s*x only?" Jenna Murmured.
He took off the bracelet that Zayn had given him and he kept it in the jewelry box he had asked Anya for. He had to return this to Zayn. Maybe for some time Jenna will be normal with Zayn until the man tells her everything. But if not, Jenna has to make a decision.
Let go of Zayn, maybe.
Cahu's right, Jenna should have healed her own heartache. There can be no outside interference. Because it will eventually be like this, Jenna's trust is again destroyed. Worse, it is no longer holy.
Perhaps this was a punishment for him for frequently having s*x with Zayn.
"Hottest blow, but I got to skip this all. I can't give it up, life goes, right? I have to live it as I should" Jenna murmured. He went into his room. Not to sleep, but to keep quiet. There was no sleepiness in his eyes. His mind kept on raging. Thinking about the problem and overthinking about something that is not necessarily the truth.
Jenna activated her phone. There appear many notifications from Zayn even messages as well. But Jenna did not want to open the contents of the message even to call back. He was not ready to talk to the man.
"Hallo Le," said Jenna.
"..."
"Gue was confused. Can I meet tomorrow? Not too busy" said Jenna.
"..."
"Oh that, yeah no papa. I hung up the phone. Bye," said Jenna.
Tbc.