One Step Closer
5
The atmosphere of dr. Even though she was silent, dr. Evan was amazed to see the wulan shed his tears. Of the many patients he has handled recently he felt sad to see a patient who was shocked to hear a painful diagnosis in the patient.
"Hhmm.., if you agree tomorrow we will do further examination by taking blood so that you usually know hormone levels and others," he said slowly.
Wulan just nodded, she was still trying to master herself from the shock she received.
"I will prescribe some drugs to suppress hormones" said dr. Evan stops because he feels sorry to see Wulan who is still in shock and he writes the recipe quickly.
"Suster, please Mrs Wulan".
The sisters came to help Wulan to stand up and slightly grabbed Wulan's arm.
"Thank you doctor, "he said quietly in a raucous voice. He walked out of the room dr. Evan.
When he was outside the room, Wulan stopped walking he sat in the chair of the queue room which was seen there were some three patients there who were waiting in line.
"Mom, isn't papa??" The nurse asked Wulan.
Wulan turned a little towards Sister.
"Yes, iyya.., I don't papa Sister, I've gone back inside, I've no papa, "he said convincing the Sister.
"Well, I live, Ma'am" said Sister.
Wulan just nodded. And the nurse passed by leaving Wulan sitting in the waiting room.
Wulan was still trying to completely control her shock.
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Wulan returned to the store at about 4 p.m., he got out of his car by gontai. Wulan saw some of the visitors greeting her happily. And the wulan retorted by trying not to look sad.
"You, how just got home?? quickly here there are some cake has not been wrapped, " said Mbak Nita quickly.
And as if Wulan realized, he was automatically working on the orders of Mbak Nita without comment. It makes it feel like giving new energy to him.
And tonight the store closed faster than usual, at half-time 9 the store closed because the pastries had run out, and Wulan had not filled the void. He sat down wandering on the stairs with his heart. Mbak Nita came closer to Wulan who looked sad from earlier.
"Why you??"
The question of Mbak Nita made Wulan aware and a second later he woke up and hugged Mbak Nita with tears. It makes Mama Nita confused and anxious.
"Mbak.., Mbak.., I cannot have a child Ma'am, " said Wulan with a sobbing cry.
Instantly, Nita pulled away from Wulan's embrace, and looked at Wulan's face in surprise.
"What do you mean??"
"Serius wulan??, "who was surprised to hear the words wulan.
Wulan nodded quickly, and she covered her face with both hands.
"You, you have to be strong, maybe it would be better for you to go to other doctors as well, maybe other doctors will think otherwise" said Mbak Nita trying to give another view so that Wulan calm down.
Wulan nodded slowly.
"Sir Ma'am, I went to an obstetrician in Pertamedika, he was a doctor with a specialist in the disease" he said sadly. "Now what should I do Ma'am??" he said confusedly.
"Mbak is sure every disease must have a cure, as difficult as it must be there is a cure, you are patient, " said Mbak Nita by sitting beside Wulan while patting Wulan's shoulder encouraging.
"Now you rest first, about the cake so that Mbak makes, for premium cakes and pesana box we do not first for a while".
Wulan just nodded, assuring the plan of Mbak Nita who worried about him.
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In his room Wulan could not sleep, his mind was somehow floating everywhere, actually he wanted to find more info about his illness through google. But he said, he did not want to add to the bitter reality even deeper.
Suddenly the sound of Wulan's cell phone rang that made her aware from her daydream, and the name "Mas Rendi" was seen there. Wulan grabbed him but he did not answer Mas Rendi's phone, his heart ached when he remembered his pain, and again he cried out to love himself. Mas Rendi's call came to a halt when the third time the phone was not picked up by Wulan, and a second later entered a WA message from Mas Rendi
"Good night wulan, I'm waiting for you" Mas Rendi.
Reading the message made 2ulan sobbing cry, how he could meet Mas Rendi with his lack of self unlike other women.
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In the morning Wulan woke up with a fever body temperature and his head was dizzy. Last night at what time he could fall asleep with endless crying. He woke up to go to the kitchen to drink water and take a fever reliever systanol.
He listened to the sound of his shop bell, and he realized that he had not opened the store at 9 a.m. Rushing Wulan grabbed his long cardingan and rushed down to the front door of the store, and saw mbak nita and wiwit waiting for the door to open.
"Sorry, wake up late, " he said in a loud voice.
"You sick??" ask Mama Nita.
"Hhmm.., yes Ma'am a bit dizzy, " said Wulan.
"It's a break, let Wiwit and Mbak Nita who will make bread, and around 11, there's a new child desi will enter" he explained.
"Hhmm.., iyya, I'm sorry to bother you, drop off the store today, " said Wulan slowly.
With Wulan slowly entering the store and he walked slowly towards his upper house, he went inside to his room and returned to the ground, his body completely shocked.