
Ratih cried bitterly shortly after finishing doing curettage. His only passion for life is now taken away. He was very sad, his life was ruined now.
" Why Lord, why do You have the heart to take the last thing that makes me want to survive. What a mistake I've made that your life trials are so heavy. Father, ibi and now my son. Why did you take everything. Why don't you take my life."
Train to cry bitterly. Who has not lost the most precious thing that is currently possessed, all will surely feel what Ratih feels. A child is the greatest gift a woman wants after marriage. Although Ratih's marriage is not happy, his son is the source of his new happiness.
Raka who was currently in front of the outpatient room helplessly also held tightness in the chest seeing the woman he just knew was suffering so much. He did not think his tears were freefall. Raka could really feel the pain that was currently felt by Ratih. Initially Raka wanted to let Ratih alone, but he was worried. He was afraid that Ratih did nothing and Raka finally went into the woman's ward.
" Ready,"
Raka's call made Ratih wipe away her tears quickly. The woman then smiled towards Raka. Raka obviously did not return Ratih's smile because she knew it was just camouflage that the woman was currently doing. Train only covered up the pain he was currently feeling.
Raka got closer to the gurney where Ratih was lying down, he then pulled out a chair and sat there. He looked at the woman closely, clearly drawn on the face of Ratih that he was very sad and suffering.
" Yet, cry. Throw away that smile. If you want to cry now, do it. You don't have to pretend to be strong if you're not strong right now."
And sure enough, after Raka finished her sentence Ratih cried. The woman was crying so much. Raka just kept quiet and let Ratih shed her tears to vent all the pain she had been feeling.
" Crying, but after that istighfar."
" Am I so bad that my life is filled with wounds? Can't I be happy? Why do I have to feel all this?"
Raka was speechless, he certainly could not answer everything that Ratih asked. The word 'patience' that Raka will say oun urung. That word would obviously not be able to strengthen Ratih at a time like this. Raka got up from her seat. Either got the courage from where the man grabbed Ratih's body and took him into his arms.
" I don't know how to say. I can only say, that I am sure someday you will feel what is called happiness."
Ratih tergugu in Raka's deck. At least at this time he felt that someone cared sincerely about him which he never felt after his parents died.
" Bodo very she is still valid status wife person. I feel sorry for this woman. The burden he carried was so heavy."
Fitri and Barja who were about to enter the room were stopped when they heard Ratih's cries and what the son was doing. Actually Fitri does not matter Raka cares about Ratih. But however Raka should be able to limit herself, Ratih is currently still a married woman. He did not want Ratih later accused of balim and Raka also became a target of slander.
" I have to ngandani (nasehati) this Raka sir. He can't be like that."
" Iyo ma'am, but later. Mother horrified herself, Ratih suffered so much. From the sound of her crying alone it sounded very heartbreaking."
Fitri nodded in agreement, finally choosing to sit in the front waiting chair of the nursery. He certainly knows how the sense of loss of a baby is expected. Fitri had experienced it when pregnant with her second child, the prospective sister of Raka. She felt so sad, but she was still lucky to have a husband and family. It is very different from the coach.
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The next day The day that failed to meet Cita that night still could not meet this morning. Today, he will marry Watik. As a younger brother he has an obligation to become the guardian of Watik's marriage, because indeed their father is dead.
" Buk, ma'am, is this not too rushed," asked Hari. It seems he feels that Watik's marriage is impromptu. The day has a bad feeling.
Day just resigned, he did not want to take a headache too. He himself was confused about his life. From now on, their lives will be their own business.
Suddenly Hari remembered Ratih. He made Ratih leave the house last night, and of course he did not know where to go and sleep.
" Haishhh, I think that woman's mind anyway" murmured Hari slowly.
Not long after the Danu group came. The man accompanied by his wife looks so handsome and charming. Danu's wife also looks very pretty. For a moment Watik felt inferior. In his heart thought, why was Mira so big-hearted to allow herself to be mated. Even willing to wave another woman for the sake of her husband.
" No woman likes her husband to have another woman, but why does Mira look so happy?" Watik kept thinking about it.
On the other hand Mira who had sat Danu at the akad table smiled broadly to her husband. It's his decision and he will do it until the end.
" Are you sure, baby?" whispered Danu to Mira.
" Mad, for the sake of descent. You know I'm incapable so we're gonna use Watik to conceive and give birth to your child without her having the slightest right to the child she was born with." Mira said confidently and steadily.
Danu smiled and nodded, then kissed Mira on the forehead. How much he loved his wife, and really he did not want to marry again. But Mira's whining made her melt.
" I promise I won't hurt your heart Mir, we agreed to only use that woman to get a child. The rest don't expect him to get my heart or my attention."
Danu had promised in her heart, she herself could not love another woman. Once upon a time by Mira Danu brought a girl close but still Danu was reluctant. Dna if finally they choose to marry Watik in order to quickly get offspring.
From inside the watik house escorted by Sarti and sat next to Danu. The married man smiled cursoryly, displaying a face as gracious and as good as possible. But no one knows his heart.
In front of Danu there is a Day, a ruler was ready to marry Watik and Danu.
" I accept the marriage and marriage of Watik Indarsih bint Paimo with the dowry in cash."
" Legally!"
That sentence was spoken so loudly. There was no nervousness whatsoever that Danu felt. Next to Danu, a little far away sat Mira who watched her husband get married. He smiled widely.
" In a moment, yes soon I will be able to hold a small baby. I want to have a lot of children, and it's the woman's job to do it."
Mira's mind was clearly not what Watik thought. The woman smiled widely, now she became the wife of a rich man. That way there will no longer be anyone who looks at himself one eye. He could also boast of that right to Ratih.
" Look at Ratih, now I don't have to work in your little shop. Husband rich. And I'm sure I'll live a good life after this. Aren't young wives usually more dear, I'm sure of that."
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