
Finished the eater I came home with my brother still flashed memories in this house when mother was still there.
"Patience well Lan mother has calmed there she no longer feels pain sincerely she Lan" said my sister.
"He said, Lan tried to make a sincere mother"
In the evening my house is still crowded with villagers because it is held tahlilan event for mothers, I help others to prepare tahlilan events, and I will help others to prepare tahlilan, after the event magrib tahlilan was started villagers came to my house to attend tahlilan until the event was completed after Isa. All have disbanded because the show has finished I helped clear everything up until the end this time I slept accompanied by my brother, just this time I slept unaccompanied by my mother the sadness still enveloped my heart at that time the feeling of kangen was still contained in the heart.
"And you haven't slept" said my brother, who came to my room.
"Not yet, Lan fell asleep, Lan miss the mother?"
"Sabar Lan, did you come to Jakarta to stay there" said my brother.
"No, Lan here is just a lot of memories of mother and mbah here."
"Mba don't want you to grieve for a long time Lan."
"It takes a while to mba."
"Yes already if you do not want to mba with your brother here just one week only Lan, finished 7 days mba mother same brother back to Jakarta again, later mba send money for you to make a handle as long as you have not worked well.
"He thanks yeah."
"Sleep yuk Lan it's night."
"He was already first Lan still not sleepy" I said while sleeping.
When my sister slept I saw the shadow of my mother standing in the corner of the room wall, I was shocked to see my mother standing there I woke up from a sleeping position and sat on the bed.
"Mother Lan misses mother" I said in my heart so that my sister would not wake up.
Mother just smiled and suddenly the shadow of the mother disappeared vaguely. Here I think it's well the deepest sadness of being an indigo child when someone she loves is gone for good but she can still see the shadow and the form of someone she loves.
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A week has passed but the longing with my mother still I feel all my brothers have also returned to Jakarta I am now alone at home until I finally think to take my mother's grave land. I called Lusy coincidentally after the departure of Lusy's mother who accompanied me at this time she sometimes also stayed at my house.
Tuutttt...tuttt.
"Hallo what Lan is" said Lusi.
"You're busy today, you know me well"
"Not really Lan today I happen to have a lecture lecture lecturer holiday did not enter."
"Pas giget nih temenin I to the funeral mother yah Lus"
"When Lan?"
"Today I'll pick you up."
"Okay Lan I'm ready first well I'm waiting for ya."
"She's Luci"
I turned off our chat and rushed to pick up Lusy to get to Lusy's house taking 15 minutes to get there.
I also arrived at the house of Lusi it turns out he was ready to wait for me it did not take me long and Lusi began to leave not forget to say goodbye to his mother Lusy.
"Bu Lan same Lusy go first yah" I said with his mother Lusy.
"Ia Lan be careful" said her mother Lusy.
We rushed on the motorbike and headed to the mother's burial place along the way Lusy and I told her various things until I finally arrived at the mother's funeral.
"Udah until neh ayok enter." I said.
"I forgot Lusy where mom was at the tomb but we went to the place of the altar for a while" I said.
"Lan is calm I still want to."
Lusy and I stopped at my great-grandmother's place, after that to my grandfather's place, and lastly to my mother's place.
I cleaned the grass that began to grow beside the grave I recited a prayer to my mother to release my kangen taste to him after finishing my prayer and Lusy sprinkled the flowers we bought earlier in the day in front of many TPUs selling, after I finished everything I dug a little deep and took the grave of my mother after I could justify the land back and put the soil I took into the plastic of the former flower before we rushed over home in my heart I said a few words.
"Bu come with Lan home yuk" I said in my heart suddenly I saw the shadow of the mother right next to her headstone she saw me and only fell silent after it was gone.
"Make what Lan's mother's burial ground" said Lusy.
"Oh this is nothing for me to miss my mother" I said
"Oooo I think for what" said Lusy believe me.
"We go home" I said.
Lusy and I went home because I had finished the pilgrimage where mom and the others were.
Along the way we started chatting again because the burial place of the mother was quite far away it took half an hour to arrive.
"Lusy you are not in my house today" I said while carrying a motorbike.
"No, tomorrow there will be a lecture, and then I'm not even allowed to do it with my mother in your place."
"Oooo yes already if so so you I bring home well, thanks well nemenin me."
"He Lan is the same."
I finally didn't feel like I was at Lusy's house.
"Lus I'm first yeah."
"Not come by first Lan."
"Next time greetings to your mother."
"She'll tell me."
I hurried to turn on my bike and return home.
Arriving at home I have not taken out the grave land mother is still in my bag the day before the afternoon I began to bathe now in my home only alone.
After the shower, I entered the room.
"And why did you take your mother's burial ground" said Dion.
"I miss Dion's mother still has not accepted and sincerely mother left me."
"If you miss why don't you pray for her Lan."
"That must be Dion but I still miss my mother."
Dion's silent he knows what I'm doing it's wrong I'm making no peace there and keeping mom here. My nature was selfish at the time.
Late at night I took the land and put it in the pillow of the former mother, after finishing entering without removing it in the plastic of the land I tidied my mother's pillow beside me, as I closed my eyes I felt someone beside me open my eyes and it was true that my mother was interacting with her.
"Mother tonight is sleeping with Lan well, now I can sleep with Lan again" said I who saw the mother lying on her back.
But strangely mother never spoke to me just fell silent. When I fell asleep, I felt my mother hugging me as I fell asleep.
This feeling made me feel comfortable and calm lost my sense of kangen at that time, although I knew my mother was gone but I felt her presence again.
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