Our Last Love's
V1: Chapter 188: I Can't
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Selena took off the infusion, walking out of her room to get Alexandra to stand up straight from her seat.
“Why out? Where are you going tonight?”
“Go” Cold Selena.
“Go? Where are you going nights like this? Stay here”
“Uncle do not need to interfere, and do not follow me” cold Selena before entering the elevator.
The uncles clenched their hands, damn it.3 weeks Selena was treated here and nothing changed. The girl still remained cold, was there really no way to restore the warmth of the girl?.
Daniel who just came out of the incubator room gasped in shock when he saw Selena's room that was ksoong.
“Where is Selena?!”
“Go”
Daniel stared in disbelief at the Alexandras who only reacted like that, impatiently he pressed the elevator button that finally opened. He got into the elevator, he couldn't let Selena go. The girl's mentality is not okay, the girl can kill herself again if left alone unattended.
When he arrived at the lobby Daniel rushed after Selena who had just taken a taxi. Ah shit*n!! The car keys were left in Selena's room.
“Where are you going Daniel?” ask Alex.
“Concidentally, borrow your car keys! Quick!!”
“Ha? For what?” alex asked to give the car keys to make Daniel immediately leave Alex who was still confused.
Daniel stepped on the gas following Selena's taxi, he drove his car to a stop in front of the taxi that made the taxi driver spontaneously step on the brakes.
Selena got out of the taxi and looked at Daniel who was approaching her. He asked the taxi driver to wait a while.
“Where are you going? You made me worry”
“I want to calm myself Daniel, you go”
“Yes but where are you going? At least tell me or your uncles first. Don't make us worry”
“You don't need tau”
“You're really why? You've been cooling us down for almost 3 weeks, and now you want to just walk away?”
“Don't make me sicker of Daniel, go. Don't bother me for a while”
“Not before you say where you're going, if you're doing anything? And also where are you going to stay?”
“I'm not that poor to the point that I can't afford a house, that's it. Just take care of them, and don't mind me”
Selena got into the taxi and asked the driver to leave immediately. Daniel speechless ‘They’? What does Selena mean are children? Did Selena really experience the Baby blues? Considering Selena really does not want to take out her breast even a little since she realized. He can get ASI Selena only when Selena is completely asleep.
Drtttt…
Daniel pulled out his phone, staring at Micle's name on the screen.
“Ya Micle?”
“Daniel, ASI Selena only 1 bottle left. How'this? That won't even be enough until later tonight”
“Give it to Ryu, I'll find formula milk for Leon and Leona”
Tut's…
Daniel gets in the car and drives to the nearest mall to find milk suitable for twins. It's the only way Leon and Leona can keep their intake apart from Selena. He couldn't find a surrogate mother, and he didn't dare to do that either.
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Selena stared at a house she had just bought, an elite complex area. Not bad, the calm atmosphere might have improved his mood.
“How's Miss? Are you interested in this house?” a woman asked Sleena, she was the woman who offered this house to Selena. The most luxurious house among the other houses. Although far from urban, this is a strategic place to do anything.
“Hn, swipe this card” replied Selena while giving her card to the woman.
The woman sparkled happily, she swiped the card and gave a file to Selena.
“Happy to meet you Miss”
“Hn, remember our initial agreement”
“Baik”
The woman got into the car after returning Selena's card. In this complex there are only 16 houses that have been inhabited, although only a house but the price is much more expensive than an elite area penthouse.
Selena went into the house, she sat on the sofa and daydreamed again. This quiet and quiet environment he hoped to get what he wanted.
After that, Selena spent her days daydreaming. Selena will eat outside if hungry while homework is done by household robots provided. Selena ate her lunch slowly, but the meal stopped when she felt her chest wet with something. Shits…
On the other hand, Daniel and the Alexandra continue to search for Selena wherever they are in the midst of their activities in the camp, the company, and Leon and Leona.
“Where else should we look for Selena? It's been 1 week” Deon said.
Daniel puts Leon who just finished breastfeeding in the baby box, now they are in Daniel's mansion. 3 days ago they decided to take Leon and Leona out of the hospital with the approval of some doctors.
“I feel sorry for the children, if continue to be fed formula will rash again. Already several times they have rashes” said Louis.
Daniel can't say Louis, it's true. Twins should not be continuously fed formula milk because there is an allergy in their bodies, if it continues like this inevitably they have to look for the mother until Selena can be found.
“The child if run away is not responsible, the phone is not taken, the card is left, fortunately not run to another country”
“Young master, let me find Nona” Rafindra said.
“You stay here Rafindra, let me find Selena”, Daniel said.
Tok tok…
Hearing the sound of knocking on the door made Daniel open the door. He looked at a courier with a package in his hand, whose package is this? I remember not ordering any packages.
“With...Mr Daniel?”
“Yes, it's me. What's up?”
“This is a package for you” he said while giving a package to Daniel.
Daniel stared at the wrapped package very neatly. Who ordered the package? Or someone sent him a package?.
“Wait, who is this from?”
“I don't know. I'm only in charge of sending it, I'm sorry”
Shortly after the man left, Daniel took the package in and opened it carefully, fearing that something strange might be in there.
Daniel covered his mouth in disbelief at the sight of 6 bottles of milk and also some breast milk bags. Whose package is this? And why is it like this?.
“ASI? Who is this Daniel?” ask Deon.
“I don't know” said Daniel, he stared at a piece of kerta inside. This…
| I'm not that bad |
“This is from Selena!!” daniel was happy.
“You're right?!”
Daniel immediately brought the asi-asi and put it in the refrigerator. Thank goodness Selena finally gave her ass to the twins. Tomorrow, if there is any more concentrated he will send a reply to Selena.
“Thank you..” Inner Daniel while staring at the bottles of breast milk and Ice pack that there is a note whenever the asi-asi expired.
“I know you love them Selena.I know you love them.”.
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2 Days later…
The same courier came back to bring the same item, this time Daniel asked the man to wait a little. Daniel put the items in the fridge and gave the courier some boxes of food and vitamins and a note.
“Mr..ini...”.
“Ah, my wife is angry with me. He doesn't want me to see him, so please give this to him”
“Ahhh alright”
“Dan, here's a tip for you”
“Thank you..” guy.
he immediately went with the food that Daniel had given him. That man
delivering food to Selena. Selena frowned when she saw
the courier he had asked to send us to Daniel's house.
“Why are you back?”
“Ah, a man gives this. He asks you to eat it”
“You can go, in the future.3 days come to send package”.
“Baik”
Selena brought the food in, she put it on the table. The man was the courier he had been calling the last few days to buy her something. In this complex there is actually a department store, but he is quite lazy to walk out of his yard.
Selena took out a piece of paper that was affixed to the food box. Turns out to be true, this was a delivery from Daniel.
|Thank you for giving your ASI to the kids. Eat this, I know you're not eating well. Take care of your health |
“Actually..what is the meaning of your concern for me Daniel? I'm trying to get away from you”
Selena leaned her body, she stared at the ceiling of her house. It's been 1 week, somehow he's comfortable with this house. The house is even smaller than the room but has its own warmth in it. Just like the house he lived in with his parents.
“Papa..Nara misses Papa..”.
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Day by day passed. Every 3 days the courier picks up a package from Selena's house and returns with a meal intended for Selena. Selena still remains like a bias, living the day without any passion to do anything but eat, daydream, sleep, and pump her ASI just that.
Selena breathed out, she stared coldly at her photo with Leo. To be honest, he didn't want to continue like this. But she couldn't, she couldn't stop thinking about her dead husband.
“I must what Leo.sorry, not that I don't love them.I'm just afraid to hurt them if they are near me”.
Selena took the photo and kissed him. She loves her husband very much.he wants to age together with her husband, raising children together. But fate said another, her husband left her at the age of marriage which just stepped 1 year.
“Hahaha...arwah-arwah my enemies laugh at my situation Leo...how can I...I like this only because of a man?”
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While on the other side…
Daniel frantically held Leon who continued to cry as well as Leona who was in Deon's arms. Daniel touched Leon's hot forehead, my God. It's good not to stop crying.
“Leona also has a fever, we better take them to the hospital” Deon said and approved by Daniel. The two men immediately ran out of the house followed by the others.
When he arrived at the hospital, Daniel immediately examined Leon and Leona. The two babies still never stopped crying making Daniel became anxious himself.
“Leon...Leona..kalian why darling? Don't make Papa anxious like this”
“Did you miss your Mama hm? You guys miss your Mama?” daniel said and for a moment the cries of the two babies began to weaken. Right, these two kids miss Selena. He has to bring Selena here.
“Micle, you handle them. I'll find Selena”
“Baik”
Daniel immediately rushed to go to his mansion, today the courier should have come to deliver ASI. He will ask the man to show him where Selena lives and bring Selena to meet Leon and Leona whether he wants to or not.
And it turned out to be true, when he arrived at his mansion a man was waiting in front of the door while playing his cellphone.
“Master?!”
“Hey, please tell me where Selena is!” said Daniel.
“Master?”
“Say where is the residence of the person who sent this package!”
“Master, sorry. I can't tell you, he told me to shut up”
“This is an important issue! I really need it!”
“It..”.
“Show or I'll kill you here” final Daniel.
“Ba-baiklah”
Daniel took the man in his car and asked him to show him directions.
Long drive Daniel stepped on the brakes when right at Selena's house. Is this the place where the flu has been for the past few days?, not wanting to think long Daniel went straight down and pressed the bell repeatedly.
Selena who was disturbed immediately opened the door with annoyance, she stared intently at Daniel who was in front of her door.
“What are you doing here?”
“High fever twins, they keep crying. Please..once you meet them”.
“What?! They fever?!”
“So please..meet them” pinta Daniel.
“Come quickly!”
Selena rushes into Daniel's car, Daniel catches up with Selena and goes straight to the hospital leaving the courier alone at Selena's.
When he arrived at the hospital, Selena immediately rushed to the PICU. He looked at his uncle who was waiting outside the room.
“Selena?!”
Selena walks into the PICU and stares at Micle, who tries to calm Leon and Leona down. Micle looked at Selena, staring with a sad Selena, hoping that Selena would have pity on her two children.
Selena approached her two children, the cries of the two tiny babies instantly stopped when she saw their mother.
“Don't you feel sorry for them? I'm the guilty one, I didn't save Leo. So please.don't involve your son, don't make them your outlet”
“Comeout”
“Selena..”
“Exit or I remove?!”
Micle with a heavy heart came out of the PICU leaving Selena along with her children. Selena put each of her hands on Leon and Leona's chest. A smile was clearly visible on the faces of the two babies.
“Should you two do this to draw my sympathy?”
Selena looked down but she stopped immediately when she wanted to kiss her two children, the two babies came back crying making Daniel who was outside the room immediately enter.
“This time only...this time only..I ask you..” whispered Daniel right in Selena's ear.
Selena breathed out and kissed her two children on the cheeks. Instantly, the cries of the two babies stopped changing with a smile.
“Already?”
“Thank you..they miss you so much that they get a fever, I hope they can get well soon”
“You know I love them Daniel.and I. will protect them in my way”.
“I know..I know you love them.so please, stay here until they get well”.
“Sorry I can't, I can only tonight.Tomorrow I have to go”.
“If you can get well soon, Mama promise.Mama will see you again soon. Be a good boy, and obey like your sister”
Daniel bit his lower lip, what else is Selena planning? Was it for the sake of that plan that Selena would sacrifice her own child?.
“Stay keep them in the hospital for the next 2 weeks, and do not interfere in kaliini” problems
“There's another problem? Can't you open up a little bit to me?”
“You better take care of them, and you'll know by yourself later”
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Daniel looked at Selena who was sleeping in a sitting position and her fingers were held tightly by Leon and Leona as if not allowing Mama's snag to go from their side.
Daniel takes off the hand, moves Leon and Leona to the cradle and holds Selena to the patient's bed.
“This is the first time I've seen them so calm during sleep” Deon said staring at his two nephews' grandchildren.
“And this is the first time I saw Selena so ambitious” added Daniel.
Selena's ambition this time is not to mess around, it's better not to mess up and listen to what Selena ordered. He does not want to mess up the plan that has been neatly arranged by Selena, but besides that he hopes that Selena can let go of Leo without any hatred that will also affect her children.
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Daniel opened his eyes slowly, staring in wonder at the empty hospital bed. Where'd Selena go in the morning blind like this? And is her sleep so quiet that she doesn't know when Selena's gone?.
Daniel stands up and holds Leona who wakes up first from Leon.
“Hallo pretty boy Papa..Leona is hungry hm? Want milk?” daniel said with a gentle smile looking at the smiling beautiful baby in his cradle. To be honest he felt a little worried about these two babies, these two babies rarely cry and more often silent like other babies. Are their lungs working well?.
Daniel stared at the 2 bottles of milk on top of the cabinet, he picked one up and immediately breastfed Leona. After Leon wakes up he will check Ryu's condition for 1 week he did not hear the latest news from the doctor.
“You must be healthy..You must be able to protect your Mama..Papa sure Mama you do not hate you guys, Mama you just need time..so you have to be patient huh?”
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