
“Alright,
next time I'll buy you a movie you like, how?”
Bruk!
“Nona!”
Hoseok
he turned his head when he heard the sound of a body hitting the ground, and followed the exclamation
people around him.
“Choi
Sihyun!”
He was lost when he found the body
Sihyun was already lying weakly on the ground. Quickly, he immediately carried
Sihyun headed for his car. As a doctor, Hoseok's attitude deserves us
thumbspackle.
It didn't take them long either
finally arrived at the hospital, considering the distance where they had been quite close
with the hospital.
With the help of a nurse, Hoseok
immediately take Sihyun to the ER.
“What's Hoseok-ah?” ask a doctor at the time
on duty.
“Entah, just suddenly
friend fainted. Please check him out hyung,”
pinta Hoseok to the sweet doctor named Min Yoongi.
“Alright, you wait a minute,” said
doctor Min, then immediately enter the examination room.
Hoseok waited
restless outside the room. It was not even thought of him to contact
the Sihyun family was worried too much.
Fifteen minutes passed, doctor
Min also came out of the check room. Hoseok who noticed it immediately rushed over
approaching towards him.
“So what happened to him hyung?” ask Hoseok.
“Hoseok-ah, you are also a doctor, so why don't you check yourself
just?”
Hoseok frowned
wonder. How could a doctor joke at a crucial time like this?
“Yes, can you still joke hyung? I'm an obstetrician, though,
not a general practitioner like you. Obstetrician, you remember?” clear Hoseok full
emphasis especially when referring to the doctor
content.
“I also know stupid. Then from
that's try you check for yourself. Because I can't be careless
diagnosing it.”
After hearing the words of Yoon-gi
make Hoseok freeze instantly.
…
Hoseok stared intensely at Sihyun's examination results sheet.
I don't know why he smiles every time he reads a word.
“Eungh..”.
The man also diverted
his gaze was to stare at Sihyun who was lying on the bed.
Slowly the woman opened her eyes.
“Sihyun-ah gwaenchana?”
“I where? Why are you wearing
your work suit?” sihyun asked starting to be confused by the situation he was facing.
“So suddenly you passed out,
and now you're in my room.”
Sihyun then got up, and
choose to sit on the edge of the bed. “Faints?”
Hoseok nodded. “Seems like
you haven't eaten much lately, so your blood sugar's dropping. What were you
feeling dizzy?” ask Hoseok.
Sihyun hesitated. On the contrary
he felt dizzy in the cinema. But he's not too
take issue with it, because he thinks his dizziness will quickly disappear. And
about the lack of food Hoseok is also true. It has been a few days now
lost his appetite.
“Yeogsi. If you keep going
like this, will harm Sihyun-ah,”
nagging Hoseok while holding out the sheet in his hand.
“What is this?”
“Read it, you'll know later.”
…
“Starting
you're not alone anymore, there's another life for you
notice too. And again do not forget to drink pregnant milk as an enhancer
nutrition for your baby, you understand?”
Now Hoseok's nagging continues
ganged on his head.
Sihyun froze in his place
after reading repeatedly the sheet that Hoseok had given
to him. Yeah, not quite once, because he still can't believe what
it's written there. Even though Hoseok has also said clearly if
it is true that she is pregnant.
That's what succeeded in making
his heart is not broken. Shouldn't he be happy? But no, even Sihyun
made to be confused with his current condition.
A single tear was shed
wet his cheeks without him noticing. He stared at his reflection in the mirror
as if demanding an answer from his own shadow.
Slowly he leads
his hands to touch his flat stomach. “What's right I'm being
contain? Are you really in there?” it was as if he was asking
the heart is not yet perfectly formed.
Yeah, you what she's talking about here is the baby. His heart with
Namjoon has been waiting for three years for him and Namjoon. The little angel
it will brighten the atmosphere of their home. At least that's what Sihyun is
wanted before he knew if Namjoon turned out to have his baby
alone with another woman.
His view is blurred because
the tears that had gathered in his eyes. Just one blink
his defense will be destroyed.
If you ask if Sihyun
happy ones?
Of course the woman was very
blissfully. After three years of waiting God finally answered all his prayers.
What woman is unhappy if given the opportunity to be a mother.
I want it to feel so much right now
also he slammed into Namjoon's arms, and told him what
what they have been dreaming about all this time has been accomplished. I want it to reveal
his happiness to the husband. I don't know why his heart felt heavy.
Cklek!
Sihyun swiftly wiped the water
eyes that wet his cheeks as the door of his room opened. And he was very sure
namjoon must have opened it.
“Darling you've come home?” ask
Namjoon walked over to his wife.
“Eoh yes Joon, I just arrived,” he replied while squeezing
the examination paper. Unbeknownst to Namjoon of course.
Now he feels the middle Namjoon
grab it from behind. Leaning his chin on Sihyun's shoulder, and staring
the wife's eyes were on the mirror in front of her.
Sihyun stared back at obsidian as if he was
telepathy with the man.
Joon-ah I'm pregnant. God finally let the angel who had been
we wait-wait. The fruit of our love Joon.
And of course that sentence is just
it was in Sihyun's mind only.
“I'm sorry, baby. I know, I know,
maybe my apology won't make up for all the pain you're feeling.
But I'm really sorry for what I did, the ” sounds full
regretfully.
Sihyun smiled, and directed
his hand to hold Namjoon's cheek. “Everything has happened Joon. If God
already willed, humans like us will not be able to oppose it right?”
“But still I am wrong‒”
“Sstt! I know, but please stop
feel guilty. Let's just get through everything, okay?”
Namjoon nodded
kiss dear forehead the wife. Sihyun is now closing his eyes
enjoying the husband's kiss.
Yes, the woman has already set
his decision. In his heart he prayed, may what he chose not be wrong. I'm sorry for having to save
this happiness is alone Joon...
…
february 10, 2020 - Itsmehyuna_