Paradoxes
Starting Again Everything From the Beginning

"What's this thing called?" little Keishy asked Revan who was busy with his laptop while pointing an object in his right hand.

He paused his work, glanced at Keishy's bead eyes then approached her while stroking her head slowly, "it's Oatmeal dear" Revan replied gently

"Is this food suitable for mommy?" He said while looking at the details of the Oatmeal packaging.

Revan frowned, "You want to be given that meal? Don't we? Didn't you eat chicken yesterday?" Revan knew for sure that yesterday's chicken porridge was still in the kitchen and looked edible. Didn't Emilly eat it?

Keishy smiled, "No, just the porridge yesterday was delicious, so I'm the one who's crazy about it" he laughed afterwards. Though Keishy is very fond of porridge, Revan does not know it.

"Ayeah, would you like to buy it again?" After hearing that Keishy shook his head quickly

"With om Eci is full, if possible this Oatmeal for Mamah huh?" Keishy pleaded and then nodded with Revan

Keishy hugged Revan with her tiny body, "thank you om, dear Eci same om" a second later Keishy went to the kitchen to make it.

Revan didn't call the waiter because Keishy didn't give his permission, he's an independent boy, although he was a child and sat on the bench in 4th grade but he did not want the waiter to make food for his mother including Revan. Keishy loves Emilly very much.

Keishy had managed to serve the instant Oatmeal, he wiped the oatmeal stain slightly spilled on the tray of the dish using a tissue. After that Keishy took her to the ground floor right in Emilly's room.

"Assalamualaikum Mamah, Eci bring breakfast for mamah" he said as he opened the room door.

The messy hair, the shabby clothes, the pale face and the big eyes but the pretty aura from it did not fade. It feels Keishy wants to cry to see his Mamah who is said to be 'crazy'. But there's no reason Keishy's affection doesn't exist. He loved Emilly very much. She loved him so much.

Keishy put a serving plate on the bed and then took a bowl of Oatmeal to feed it to the mother, "Enak, right, Mah?" Emilly just nodded her head.

Keishy smiled and then fed him again, "Mamah has to eat a lot, ntar can play with Eci again, Mah, Mamah's child" he smiled

PRANGS!

*Keishy was shocked, so shocked when Emilly threw the Oatmeal bowl to the ground, "M-Mamah .." he said.

yesterday's porridge was fateful because of the same incident. Keishy just wanted to make his mother realize that Ecinya was here, with him. Looks like Keishy just made the mother angry*.

"YOU'RE NOT MY SON ECI! ECI IS A KID! ECI ... Eci is dead ... Eci ... Eci ... " Emilly hugged her legs bent then cried.

Keishy wiped her tears in tears, Revan had already told Keishy everything.

Emilly loses her sanity because her husband Ravanda died while she was pregnant with little Keishy, so Emilly can almost stab herself to die and the baby she miscarried could later follow Ravanda's departure.

In order for Emilly not to commit suicide, forced Revanda —Twin brother Ravanda— lied that the baby she contained had died then made up the story that at that time Emilly fell down the stairs and then miscarried. Keishy understands what Revanda did right, it was for the mother's life.

"That I have food for mama, here it is, eaten yes." Keishy said giving the sandwich and putting it on the bed and then tidying the Oatmeal bowl away from there closing the room door. Don't think Kei's tiny hands are bleeding from broken glass. He's better trained than any adult in the soap opera.

Keishy fell down and then hugged his feet that bend gently while holding a tray that contains a broken bowl and porridge inside, "may you eat yes" said Keishy while wiping tears.

I love my mom ..

I'm gamau mama sick

I ...

Dear mom ...

Keishy sat down until his clothes got wet from tears. Lean in the bedroom door cubicle to monitor whether the mother has eaten or not. Keishy stood up from there and peeked at the door slit watching his mother eat the bread he had given earlier, a smile that was engraved on Keishy's eyes.

*Keishy went from there to his room with a smile. Happy is very simple, just do not complicate it.

Keishy's heart is overjoyed today*.

Keishy had grown up he was already sixteen years old, being an ordinary disciple was quite better than being a bully disciple. Keishy heads to her room to clear her school papers and important notes in her room after which she goes to the dining room.

WHAT DID YOU SAY?! KILLED HER?

I'M GOING TO KILL EMILLY!

Keishy widened in shock as he passed through his Om and Tante room. Keishy stood next to their closed bedroom door and listened to what they were talking about.

MAS! YOU JUST GABBY KILL EMILLY!

WHYYY?! NO OTHER WAY! I HAVE TO KILL HIM!

Tears fell from Keishy's left eye, not believing what they had done. Why would they want to kill him? What's wrong, Emilly? He's just crazy, he's just a human being who's eliminated into his sane, it's not Emilly's fault entirely.

I've taken care of him and you want to kill my mother? Bang Vian said, they are evil - Inner Keishy

When Keishy was twelve years old, he met a grandmother who was helping him find kitchen spices in the market, then he met Vian and the grandmother told him what happened at that time.

BRACKET!

Soon Keishy searches for a hiding place as the door breaks and Revan takes a jagged knife away to Emilly's room leaving Keishy widened in shock.

Soon Keishy stops Revan, "Om .. Om ... Don't om mamah gaada what's wrong ... Hicks ... Om ... Kei please ... Hicks ... Ja ... Ngan!" His words pleaded as he pulled Revan's sturdy arm until his body was dragged on the floor

Revan stopped his steps, then grabbed Keishy's arm and pushed him hard until his head hit the table. After that he came back to prevent Revan.I'm sorry I just warned, This is not a Sinetron that hit a little head already amnesia, there is no such person.

"Np ... Kei willing to be mutilated ... By gorok ... By begio ... But ... Don't kill mama ... Which is the good side of Om all this time? ... Where!!" With a sobbing Keishy spoke while Revan just focused on going to Emilly's booth

"Bodyguard!" Revan's orders, as soon as the two bodyguards prevented Keishy by locking both hands. Keishy was shouting 'Don't let his voice crackle until his sobbing was very clear in the ears of people.

Revan opened the door to Emilly's room and sat on the woman's bed. Revan killed Emilly with a single stab and pulled the knife out into a huge splash of blood. Now Revan's white shirt has become a deep red.

Emilly widened in shock then closed her eyes and fell from the bed lying on the cold floor. Soon the floor was flooded with Emilly's fresh blood.

Keishy was crying, crying softly, he was very depressed. Keishy could not say anything more, he could only cry to see his mother treated like an animal, Keishy was helpless to see it. Keishj .. Keishy loves his mother very much.

Bodyguard took off his link with Keishy then they left him alone sobbing outside his mother's room.

Leona smiled, even though she had refused to kill Emilly, she thought it was a great show. Actually Leona wanted to torture him longer, because killing him was very boring.

Leona clasped Keishy's cheek loudly, "Hai, dear Ecinya Emilly" She patted Keishy's head softly

"there's nothing evil here, we're just doing something good in our own eyes and ways, Keishy Arrabale Ravanda" he said of Keishy's original surname, Leona pulled out a wet tissue from her pocket and then rubbed her hand which she used to grip Keishy's cheek earlier and for a second Keishy was left alone.

"Momah ... Hicks ... Maafin ...  Eci" He said in tears as he squeezed his sweater right on the side of the heart, really there was very crowded. The longer Kei's vision is the whiter ..

then it darkens for a moment.

"MOMAHHH!" Keishy got up from his sleep sweating, his breathing irregular. Keishy looked around as he wiped his sweat, He was in the hospital, Keishy saw his hand that was infused very quietly, which only the sound of doctors and nurses outside the room sounded.

Keishy sighed softly when he felt there was pain in his stomach then Keishy opened the patient's special blue shirt, it was seen that there were traces of stitches. Kei forgot, yesterday he was shot by Sena up close.

Keishy thought, That was his dream. The dream is very, very real, it's the past that is repeated. Keishy covered his face trying to neutralize the heartbeat that was getting faster and faster.

"Leona!" His mind whimpers