Penetrating Dimension
Reopening Yourself.

For a year I stopped in my mystical duties, Wishing I could fully live a normal life like an ordinary person, yet not.

Because for one year it was not the calm that I got, but the anxiety that kept haunting me until it became a burden and a mind.

Ki Sugro never stopped showing himself to me, even though I said several times, aki refused not to do any objections from him.

" Anom, don't follow lust, it's your destiny, even if you avoid it, wherever you go it will continue to follow you, because you are the key" said Ki Sugro.

The deg!

hearing Ki Sugro's words I remembered the last words of the late Mr. Asep.

" From now on, you have to learn to share your time, between your family, your job to make a living, and your job to help people. As much as you can, you can handle it." said Ki Sugro.

I can only ponder over all of Ki Sugro's words.

O Allah, if this is the destiny you have set for me, I just want to ask you, make my way, protect me, ease my affairs, guide me always to stay in your way.

The next day, I spoke to Dita about this.

" Dita, if I go back to treating and helping people again, will you allow it?" I doubt a little.

" Hmm. I don't know, on the one hand, I feel evil as if I'm blocking you from helping them, but on the other hand I also do not want you to continue traveling and leave me and Raka alone at home, without certainty when you will go home. And we're just waiting for you all day." said Dita, looking agitated.

" I'm sorry, maybe because I did this while I was still in school, I used to focus on myself, I've forgotten my time for you. I'm sorry, but, if you allow me now, I'll do my best to divide my time fairly." I said.

"Relatedly? I doubt that you are forcing yourself too much to help them, even if you leave, even if they ask for your help in the morning." Dita lamented.

"Just calm down, by dividing the time, everything will be in order. If you're worried about me, I promise I won't push myself too much, I also know my physical limitations." I said.

" Hmm. yes it is up to you, as long as you can manage the time, and keep your own physical. As long as you can do that I do not matter, Do not let you get tired, choose also who you will help, not everyone knows will return the Budi." said Dita.

" Yes, I know that." I replied.

By the way I remember Faith, how is she now, I have not seen her for a long time.

For one year I stopped, during which I did not meet with Faith, I had time to tell Faith that I would pause in my mystical duties, somehow his reaction was if I said I would reopen myself in my duty again.

After speaking with Dita, I immediately went to visit the house of Faith.

" Who is this!? I have a distant guest! Hehe... How are you doing with a healthy family?" greet him while giving a friendly hug.

" Thank God, Man. How healthy are you with your wife?Be safe? Where's your wife going?" my many.

"Thank God, Aman.. Aman.., my wife works Bah! come home later in the afternoon." he replied.

"Oh, work?" my word.

" Yes, bah. At home he is saturated, there are no activities so he wants to continue his work." replied Iman.

" Oh, yes, good Man, pity is also at home alone while the elunya also work, I doain also so you can be a little momongan, Let the noisy rich me at home hehehe.." my word.

One fact about Iman, in fact, he had a family early married and before having children his wife was busy working and after having two daughters.wife and her son returned home, because his mother was sickly, because her mother was sick, Faith did not follow because she had to keep working in the city.

" Are you deliberately visiting here?" ask Faith.

" Yes Man, we haven't seen each other in a long time, last time we met at your wedding, right?" myrag.

" Well, how long did you try? There's a year, right? contact is rare too, huh, bah?" ask Faith again.

"You know why I rarely contact myself?" my many.

" Hmm, I'm just awkward, Bah. Last time you met, you told me, you want to stop first from your mystical task right? so want your contact, I doubt.fear of interrupting your rest time bah. Moreover, the horrors of the association that I encourage you to join it. it turns out just benefits your ability doang, until you rarely return home, I feel more guilty as you especially your family." the Faith is sorry.

"Actually, there is also a benefit I joined the association, Man. I can work on my abilities, can you still do it too, right? Ever since I joined, my body feels rich! so tired of constantly mengeluarin ability and energy, just to be their shield, muasin their desire.but they also have their own abilities, but still I who became a cow milk. But that's just a matter of course." I explained to Faith.

" Well, Bad, it turns out to be so rich! I don't think, I also don't know the details, sorry, because of me..

"Nothing Man, anyways it's gone" I replied.

" So that's why you quit now from your mystical duty?"ask Faith.

" No Man, I'm here to tell you, I want to try to open myself again, make my mystical task that stops, I've been talking to my wife." my word.

" Oh that! How anyway? Ngizinin's wife?" exciting Faith.

" Alhmdulilah ngizinin man, but I will not be as active as before until I forget the time and family, I will manage the time from now" I said.

" Now, that's dong bah! This is good news, his name. You know not since you vacuum, many people who contact, nanyain you. Well I said Abah no he's busy wanting to be a successful person, they believe again. Haha.. "

" Hahahaha, you're bad." I laughed too.

" But, in my opinion, you've made this decision, because it's a pity your rich man who is given more ability than others in let it go, even though your ability can be useful for many people, helping many people can be a reward field, consider it as a worship for you." said Iman.

The deg!

It feels Deja vu, this time the words of Faith that reminds me of the words of Mr. Asep, after Ki Sugro said earlier.

" if there's anything bah, just tell me, I'm ready to be your partner every time hehehe..". Exclaims.

" Thank's a real man." I replied.

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After coming home from the house of Faith, the next night I prayed, and did meditation, I called Ki Sugro.

" Ki, I've decided to open up again, now what tasks should I learn at this time?" my many.

" Good decision, Anom. well this time Aki will teach you how to Produce Sukma. Tomorrow night you do meditation again as usual, aki will give you some practice that you have to do, do the practice solemnly to the creator. Whatever happens to you later, you don't be surprised." said Ki Sugro

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