Perfect Duda
You and Memories
Large suitcases containing items of their needs have entered the car. The twins will soon be going to Japan with papa and his mother for a few days– to accompany them to adapt to the sakura country.
It was quite heavy to leave this city that became his birthplace. Many things happen, likes and sorrows are passed. Various lessons were learned. The sky of this bright blue city will be the same as the sky in Japan later? Will everything be replaced? Will her new life be better than ever?
Mango leaves in front of the house fall in the wind. The bird left a cage that was no longer worth defending. The leaves and the bird go away from their original place, to a new place that is expected to be able to heap the wounds created from loved ones. It's kind of the girl's story.
The car drove slowly, the passengers want to enjoy this trip. The driver and some of the housekeepers who were at the drop looked sad when the twins were about to leave. That means there will be no more jokes of laughter and ignorance, the house will be silent and silent. The spirit may disappear because of the absence of Aiden and Ailee who have been light in the dark of life.
"Don't be sad, you'll be able to return to Indonesia during the end of the semester holiday," said Aza melted the atmosphere that had been quiet.
"Japan is much more beautiful than Indonesia, we will definitely be very at home there and choose to stay there. If you miss us equally, you're the one who went to see us" said Ailee for acceptable reasons. However, the main reason is not that, he does not want to return to Indonesia because it will even open his wounds and make it difficult for him to forget all the stories that are imprinted with Binar.
"Of course, papa and mama will definitely visit you often" Aksa said.
The window glass is lowered, the wind goes inside to greet the car AC which is also being ignited. The streets and places he had been through were fixed. There, in front of the satay stall Ailee once took shelter for a moment and Binar gave him a raincoat that was too big when he wore– until his fingers were no longer visible. On the road, they often spend time alone on an oncoming motorcycle. And there are still many places and things that will now only become memories. Millions of memories are imprinted in the heart and may be carried to death.
Smile bitter singed. Ah, so many things to be considered fine. Very tight chest. Can he take all this off? Truly, the girl was afraid of not being able to forget everything that was created with the man.
Soekarno Hatta Airport is in sight, cars that are devoted to their goods have arrived first. He looked at Jakarta sky for a moment that afternoon.
"Goodbye to Indonesia..."
"Goodbye memories.." he was bitter. He then followed in the footsteps of his father, mother, and brother.
There were a lot of airports that day. The drama of the family is clear. The relatives of prospective passengers were also present to release their departure. Many cry when they have to take someone off. There are also those who pretend to be strong, even though their hearts are fragile and reluctant to let go.
His papa's hands embrace him, a smile is always painted so that he smiles too. Maybe the father is also sad to see himself who lately is difficult to smile. Ailee who was carefree and cheerful now became quiet.
The pair of eyes continued to split in search of someone whom he wished so much for his presence. But impossible, the man will not come just to give him goodbye.
However, the expected man turns out to be in the same place, but he prefers to hide his whereabouts and watch the girl's departure in silence.
An hour before Ailee and her family arrived at the airport, Binar had already arrived. He purposely left all sorts of jobs just to stare at the girl.
Clarissa was in her arms. The boy also saw Ailee, crying when the girl so close to him stepped onto the plane. Shortly after the plane took off, he did not turn away until he lost his sight.
"See you, Lili. May the universe return to meet.."were saddened. Tears could be shed. His feet stepped out of the airport and tried to calm Clarissa who was still crying hard– crying over the girl he called mama.
The sky was suddenly ash, as if it was also dissolved in sadness. The man really felt lost. They can't be together for long. Although the body is not in the same place, but the heart is still linked if it is true that there is a taste.
Goodbye all memories, happy new life. Japan and Indonesia will remain the same, only that the day is no longer passed together.
Maybe your song and Memories represent those two people. Each lyric depicts them, two people who actually love each other but find it difficult to unite. And finally separation becomes the way after, and the sense of loss strikes. All memories are fused together and remain imprinted in the soul.
You and Memories
(Maudy Ayunda - Ost. Habibie & Ainun 3)
After that dusk so sad the clouds also mengabu
Your departure leaves me with grief in my life
I'm spinning longing to regret the time why first
I didn't say I loved you a million times a day
Even though I can still smile
But not after before
Now I'm lonely
You and all the memories
Unite in the running time
And I'm alone now
Looking at you is only a shadow
Nothing is more painful
My love cannot change
To death is only love for you (for you)
Even though I can still smile
But not after before
Now I'm lonely
You and all your memories (memories)
Getting together in walking time (walking)
And I'm alone now
Looking at you is only a shadow
My love cannot change
To die is only love for you
Nothing is more painful
My love cannot change
To die is only love for you
'I love you (love you)
You (you) and memories
The lyrics of the song represent Habibie's feelings that were so sliced over Ainun's departure. The Binar was directed at Ailee. The girl was still in the same world, just a different place. It is true if something will feel more when it has been lost. And now Binar feels it.
Life certainly goes on. However, it was no longer the same as before. Jokes and laughter will definitely be created, but not after all. Alone in desolation, that is how life will be because someone who means has gone.
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Yes, Mr. Bin, this student of yours is indeed too far away. How insolent to have dared to put a taste in you– even put it too deep.
But you're much more insolent, so mean. Everyone who looks at you knows that you actually have a taste for me. And you are too willing to lie to your own heart by saying that if there is no taste, there will never be any taste in me.
Thank you, Mr. Bin, for teaching me so much joy and sorrow at the end of our time together. And you need to know that I, your disciple who always pursues, flirts, follows you wherever you go, this really loves you. We may never be bound, but let my love remain.
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